All writing is my own unless otherwise noted.
There’s a whole universe
Where pets keep us
Laying in a sunny window
Watching the birds in the snow
#poetry
the paranoia would fade
as I dealt with my trauma.
I would not miss the
six chickens
five dogs
four freezers
three storage rooms
two acres and
one fresh water creek
“I wasn’t wrong, just wrong for that moment” I say
as I buy a paper map
and get back on the subway
#poetry
the paranoia would fade
as I dealt with my trauma.
I would not miss the
six chickens
five dogs
four freezers
three storage rooms
two acres and
one fresh water creek
“I wasn’t wrong, just wrong for that moment” I say
as I buy a paper map
and get back on the subway
#poetry
on top of a mountain
looking down into the Potomac and the wine country of Virginia
in a town that burned their bridge
during the civil war
to keep the racists out
Fuck the south, I say
every god damned day from my balcony.
on top of a mountain
looking down into the Potomac and the wine country of Virginia
in a town that burned their bridge
during the civil war
to keep the racists out
Fuck the south, I say
every god damned day from my balcony.
Dad is in the hospital,
there’s water in the basement and
my gaming machine just died
Dad is in the hospital,
there’s water in the basement and
my gaming machine just died
the worst day of the year,
most years.
However, this year has been impressive
and the world just keeps turning
like it’s any spring Sunday
the worst day of the year,
most years.
However, this year has been impressive
and the world just keeps turning
like it’s any spring Sunday
I tried to be calm
use the healing balm
and not invite mom
this time
We paid them to move us
it’s supposedly less fuss
at least for us
So explain to me why
the pain still lingers
This morning as I try
to close my swollen fingers
I tried to be calm
use the healing balm
and not invite mom
this time
We paid them to move us
it’s supposedly less fuss
at least for us
So explain to me why
the pain still lingers
This morning as I try
to close my swollen fingers
Yes now I know why I am so fucked up, it did not in fact unfuck me
Yes now I know why I am so fucked up, it did not in fact unfuck me
“Why would I want you to think of me when you watch things die?”
But I am a woman and he still makes mistakes
Now he brings me dried lavender stalks and I make bath things and oils
So there’s only new life when I think of him instead.
“Why would I want you to think of me when you watch things die?”
But I am a woman and he still makes mistakes
Now he brings me dried lavender stalks and I make bath things and oils
So there’s only new life when I think of him instead.
But they all left when there was bad news
So I guess I’ll just be happy alone
But they all left when there was bad news
So I guess I’ll just be happy alone
I'll follow you
Oh
Oh no
You must have been on vacation
Why is my TL only you
I'll follow you
Oh
Oh no
You must have been on vacation
Why is my TL only you
Randomly bumping into each other
(It was obvious you meant that)
Wondering why we can’t get comfortable
Randomly bumping into each other
(It was obvious you meant that)
Wondering why we can’t get comfortable
All the time
I didn’t even have it off enough to clean it most days
Theres another one like it I’ll put on right away
Hopefully you wont notice
(You will)
All the time
I didn’t even have it off enough to clean it most days
Theres another one like it I’ll put on right away
Hopefully you wont notice
(You will)
He filled out the order form. The page sweated under his pads. "Thank you for your soul," the catalog whispered. His name faded from the page. A box appeared. The game began.
#hbp131
He filled out the order form. The page sweated under his pads. "Thank you for your soul," the catalog whispered. His name faded from the page. A box appeared. The game began.
#hbp131
They were the times when all you wanted was tea, books, and to sleep for a thousand years.
They were the times when all you wanted was tea, books, and to sleep for a thousand years.
For we survived a childhood of what love was definitely not...
#brokenpoet
For we survived a childhood of what love was definitely not...
#brokenpoet
You deserve warmth, acceptance, and compassion for who you are, as you are.
You deserve warmth, acceptance, and compassion for who you are, as you are.
I felt real no-drug happiness.
Walking six blocks home from the subway by the park.
A bubble of perfect nonjudgement,
accomplishment,
appreciation
and joy for being alive in that moment.
To having made it to there
That moment
Then it was gone
#poetry
I felt real no-drug happiness.
Walking six blocks home from the subway by the park.
A bubble of perfect nonjudgement,
accomplishment,
appreciation
and joy for being alive in that moment.
To having made it to there
That moment
Then it was gone
#poetry
has dried and begun peeling away
leaving us nothing to cling to
has dried and begun peeling away
leaving us nothing to cling to
“you could have been somebody!”
In that exasperated tone that might have mattered if I was still 16 and church going
“I expected a doctor or lawyer not journalist or elementary teacher”
He voted for trump twice
Wonder what kind of somebody he really meant?
#poetry
“you could have been somebody!”
In that exasperated tone that might have mattered if I was still 16 and church going
“I expected a doctor or lawyer not journalist or elementary teacher”
He voted for trump twice
Wonder what kind of somebody he really meant?
#poetry
I’d rather go into obscurity
I had been what I wanted
Moments at best
giving comfort to drug addicts and abandoned animals
A name in a third or fourth line listed as “helped by”
Who cares about the stepping stones for those who make better funerals
#poetry
I’d rather go into obscurity
I had been what I wanted
Moments at best
giving comfort to drug addicts and abandoned animals
A name in a third or fourth line listed as “helped by”
Who cares about the stepping stones for those who make better funerals
#poetry