ahhhhh it's so true the free! feelings never leave you. just thinking back to everything i felt back then about the bonds that these boys share is like a huge wave washing over me all over again. i'm so glad to get to share all these forever emotions with you 💚

it reminded me that once, i dove headfirst into the creation of a big and scary thing even if i didn't know for sure i could do it. that i was audacious. that i let love carry me through all the rough and imperfect patches. i found myself opening up a file and Just Writing. it felt really good :')

this commenter gave me the courage to reread the fic in full for the first time in i don't know how long (def >5 years, maybe closer to 10) and i found that... the same impulses and convictions and love that drove me to write it in the first place were still alive, and joyfully so

#tkrblark MATSUI GOU (KIWAME) IS HOME 😭 no pic yet cos i don't wanna spoiler anyone while he's still fresh but know that he is gorgeous and i am so so so happy that my Paraiso kiwame team is now complete 😭

oh interesting, most unis are usually anxious to hold it asap so that more grads will attend so maybe it really is an acute venue shortage 🥲 the practice usually is to maintain an ongoing annual booking of that venue so i thought it was less likely a reason, but, dense city limited space woes T-T

total stab in the dark/wondering aloud here haha but i worked in higher education for more than 10 years and the most common reason for such a big time gap is that there is some external validation body beyond the institution of study that needs to ratify the results, maybe it's something like that?

Overcover || Chapter 14

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🎐 jc/nhs #sangcheng postcanon slow burn
🎐 the beginning of the end...
🎐 sangcheng FINALLY talk

#vanfic #mdzs #MoDaoZuShi #魔道祖师 #魔道祖師 #2025fic

what book is this i wanna read it 👀

YES I LOVE THE AURORA OP

#tkrblark JUMPED ON MY GAME THE MINUTE MAINTENANCE FINISHED TO SEND HIM OFF 💚

(it's happened before, i was like wait i read that book/watched that movie years ago what were my thoughts on it... and when i find i didn't have a note on it i Regret haha so now i just log everything)

i don't have a letterboxd but i log all my books/reads/games by making notes about them (in obsidian for me, but i don't think the app matters) and i make one for every single thing, even if i don't think it's significant, because i never know when i might want to recall a thing in the future

thank you!! 💚

i have changed by which i mean swords have taken my life--

haha thank you kurii!! it has been so long! after all these years it is still such a joy watching you get excited over the shows you're watching and the games you're playing 💚

thank you juno! 💚

PARAISOWAME AT LAST AFTER ALL THESE YEARS 😭😭😭😭😭

no don't be sorry!! i still really appreciate any wishes! and yes my god can you imagine that our irl meetings were like... almost ten years apart... 😱