K.R. Merrill
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kayrae42.bsky.social
K.R. Merrill
@kayrae42.bsky.social
I like to make things, research things, and generally mess around. I also like esoteric things.
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I decided to try bluesky. I know it’s during the mass Twitter exit, but I left Twitter right after Elon took over, and had problems before that. I went back to comfortable social media I knew how to navigate. Tumblr and Mastadon. I recently am trying threads and now this.
I’m mostly a lurker though.
Landscape practice in procreate
October 25, 2025 at 1:35 PM
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No.
September 17, 2025 at 3:41 PM
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September 10, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Using one photo already on your phone, what is the announcement tomorrow at 2?
September 2, 2025 at 10:57 AM
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Now for the Twilight Zone twist: WE’RE actually all dead and he’s the only one on earth still alive! (but he’s lonely)
August 30, 2025 at 6:49 AM
Shaws in Ellsworth Maine
August 10, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Everything looks flat
I feel nothing but numbness
Maybe I am dead

#haiku #depression
June 22, 2025 at 11:31 AM
Things have been rough mentally, to the point where tomorrow my therapist and I are gonna try EDMR to help me stop having panic attacks over everything.
May 27, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Just some doodles. I am working on trying to fill the page.
May 14, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Doodle day 2. I’m gonna try and keep this up but no promises. Doing long term commitments is too overwhelming with how I’m feeling right now
May 6, 2025 at 3:36 PM
I’m trying to draw more, even if it’s just doodles.
Micron pens and my sketch book
May 6, 2025 at 12:49 AM
If you see this, post a robot.
April 30, 2025 at 2:36 PM
I tried acrylic painting the other day, and I don’t know if it’s my depression or just that it’s been so long, but I hated what I made. I think it’s a combo of both.
April 4, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Since it’s trans day of visibility, here is an old drawing I did. #transdayofvisibility
March 31, 2025 at 10:38 PM
My thoughts buzz like bees
Picking up every pattern
And telling me, Run
March 24, 2025 at 12:46 AM
I’ve seen a lot more people feeling comfortable making stigmatizing jokes against mentally ill people. Listen Hakeem Jeffries sucks, but living with a mental illness that is highly stigmatized is hard, you don’t have to belittle a whole group of people to make fun of an ineffective politician.
hakeem jeffries is an inspiration for lobotomy survivors everywhere 💪
February 27, 2025 at 12:09 AM
I’ve been going through my old line art. I have a problem of hating all my past work so I’ve been trying to appreciate what I have done before.
February 20, 2025 at 4:00 PM
New sketchbook to start after my eye surgery
February 17, 2025 at 7:31 PM
My surgery went well, now it’s a waiting game for healing and eye stabilization. But that should only be a few weeks. But I got center vision back!
February 14, 2025 at 1:02 PM
My eye surgery was a success! I can see in the middle of my face again! Now just a few weeks of healing and I can hopefully start working on all the projects I had to delay.
February 12, 2025 at 2:20 AM
A speed run through drawings I am working on while I wait for eye surgery. I can’t draw what I normally do but that doesn’t mean I’ll stop drawing
February 8, 2025 at 4:11 PM
The ocean calls me
Back into her briny depths
To sleep, evermore

I resist the call
A siren singing me home
But who knows how long

#poetry #ocean #haiku
February 3, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I have a lot of movies I’ve meant to watch, but haven’t gotten around to it. So I’m trying to take the time to. So, I watched Annihilation yesterday. I really enjoyed it. It was very pretty and well acted.
January 31, 2025 at 12:52 PM
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Only nut cases want to be president. This was true even in high school. Only clearly disturbed people ran for class president.

—Kurt Vonnegut, A Man Without a Country
January 20, 2025 at 10:19 AM
I wish my eye surgery was sooner. June 2024-Feb 2025. I’m not supposed to drive, I get migraines from my eyes. For routine strabismus surgery, 8 months. Not counting the year wait to get into the eye doc for the referral to the specialist.
January 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM