kels
justkelslike.bsky.social
kels
@justkelslike.bsky.social
kels | 31 | perpetually overwhelmed
ADHD | 🇮🇪 in 🇨🇳 |
🌼just need a place to share my unhinged thoughts to the void 🌼
Going to 重庆 tomorrow and two things are certain
1) I will stand outside the train building and watch the train go inside
2) I will take a train ride just to go inside a building
#chongqing #china #tourist
November 28, 2024 at 1:32 PM
Having a dog is wild because nearly 3 years later I sometimes remember that I have a small four legged creature who lives in my house with me.
November 25, 2024 at 3:17 AM
Not sure if this is a #neurodivergent thing but i struggle with the ‘friend’ stage.
Acquaintances - low pressure as there’s not that many expectations.
Best friends - know my quirks and understand how I communicate.
Friends - not fully comfortable yet and feel a lot of internal pressure.
November 25, 2024 at 3:06 AM
I struggle with this so much I can never see what Ive accomplished only what I haven’t achieved or want to achieve 😭
Wild to me how bad nearly all ADHD people I meet are at recognising what they accomplish, but can let you know in detail the areas where they are struggling.

Please celebrate when you do stuff. Even if it takes less time than thought, or you should have done it sooner. Don't rob yourself of joy.
November 25, 2024 at 3:00 AM
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It's never even occurred to me that people might think that we constantly talk about ADHD/autism just for attention. Like... if you discovered an explanation for everything you are and why you've struggled your whole life, why would you stop talking about it
November 24, 2024 at 5:58 PM
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The weird thing about ADHD is that my brain often doesn’t feel like “me.”

Instead, it’s this obstacle between the thoughts I have and the actions I take.

So I have to convince it to do the things that “I” want to do, but it can (and often does) refuse my requests.
November 20, 2024 at 5:09 PM
Sometimes it’s good to sit and look up - remind myself that I live in a megacity of over 20 million people. Fried bun optional but recommended.
November 20, 2024 at 3:34 PM
My coolness peaked here at age 3 and it’s all been downhill since.
November 20, 2024 at 3:02 PM
Imagine telling the fellas who built Newgrange that some Chinese kids in Beijing would be doing a project on it 5,200 years later.
November 20, 2024 at 2:20 AM
Don’t get me wrong, I am so grateful for the Beijing heating being turned on and I realise it’s a privilege to have. But… I’m in sensory hell, everything is too hot I can’t sleep, I can’t get comfortable and I can’t adjust the temperature. This is it until February or March.
November 18, 2024 at 11:26 PM
Deleted Twitter before it even became X and truly just missed having a place to share whatever random thought that enters my head, so here I am.
November 18, 2024 at 11:38 AM