alina 🐛
@just-water.bsky.social
pro recov | asian, orth, an
bmi 18 -> gbmi 17.5
wieiads / accountability / venting
bmi 18 -> gbmi 17.5
wieiads / accountability / venting
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alina | 23 ✧.
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𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
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alina | 23 ✧.
ana &
ortho . . . 𓊦
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𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
i follow back !
depressed so i haven't been here much, apologies
bf has a bad habit of impatience then it leads me to have to console him when i'm trying to talk about my emotions and it's really undermining what he could be as a man
weight is okay ig, im 45.8 ish as of late but bloated to 46.5 bc of my period
bf has a bad habit of impatience then it leads me to have to console him when i'm trying to talk about my emotions and it's really undermining what he could be as a man
weight is okay ig, im 45.8 ish as of late but bloated to 46.5 bc of my period
November 30, 2025 at 5:07 AM
depressed so i haven't been here much, apologies
bf has a bad habit of impatience then it leads me to have to console him when i'm trying to talk about my emotions and it's really undermining what he could be as a man
weight is okay ig, im 45.8 ish as of late but bloated to 46.5 bc of my period
bf has a bad habit of impatience then it leads me to have to console him when i'm trying to talk about my emotions and it's really undermining what he could be as a man
weight is okay ig, im 45.8 ish as of late but bloated to 46.5 bc of my period
lifting weights gives me dysmorphia in the short term bc of the pump but like the results are so insane bc i was seeing chest bones at bmi 19-20 being so lean i have GOT to pump it up
November 27, 2025 at 9:35 AM
lifting weights gives me dysmorphia in the short term bc of the pump but like the results are so insane bc i was seeing chest bones at bmi 19-20 being so lean i have GOT to pump it up
gonna start avoiding milk products because theyr super high in pthalates but that just means more tofu for me x
November 27, 2025 at 9:04 AM
gonna start avoiding milk products because theyr super high in pthalates but that just means more tofu for me x
out of flour and brownies were at my bf's so i experimented a little with pbfit n i got this 16g protein for 155 cal per serving bread thing that i quite enjoy!
1 egg, 20g pbfit, 20g sweetener, 1g baking powder. cinnamon/vanilla extract optional. microwave for 1-2 min just be sure to watch it
1 egg, 20g pbfit, 20g sweetener, 1g baking powder. cinnamon/vanilla extract optional. microwave for 1-2 min just be sure to watch it
November 26, 2025 at 1:56 AM
out of flour and brownies were at my bf's so i experimented a little with pbfit n i got this 16g protein for 155 cal per serving bread thing that i quite enjoy!
1 egg, 20g pbfit, 20g sweetener, 1g baking powder. cinnamon/vanilla extract optional. microwave for 1-2 min just be sure to watch it
1 egg, 20g pbfit, 20g sweetener, 1g baking powder. cinnamon/vanilla extract optional. microwave for 1-2 min just be sure to watch it
been eating till 900 cal and then after im just eating low volume foods up to 1200 bc i dont want food weight and i also want to high res, but it feels good that my body is used to this now
November 25, 2025 at 2:20 AM
been eating till 900 cal and then after im just eating low volume foods up to 1200 bc i dont want food weight and i also want to high res, but it feels good that my body is used to this now
tbh my family is not rly that american and im going to my bf's thanksgiving dinner so i dont know the cals for all the food and im kinda anxious </3
November 24, 2025 at 5:22 PM
tbh my family is not rly that american and im going to my bf's thanksgiving dinner so i dont know the cals for all the food and im kinda anxious </3
said yes to a hiking date today and im excited bc it's gonna be like 9 miles of hiking and i'll be carrying extra weight too so, even more cals burning
November 24, 2025 at 3:17 PM
said yes to a hiking date today and im excited bc it's gonna be like 9 miles of hiking and i'll be carrying extra weight too so, even more cals burning
can't post my weigh in today because i'm sleeping at my bf's >__< ... and i'm too awkward to ask for the scale
November 23, 2025 at 5:09 PM
can't post my weigh in today because i'm sleeping at my bf's >__< ... and i'm too awkward to ask for the scale
46.2 i'm so close to bmi 17 its literally 0.2kg away
November 22, 2025 at 4:14 PM
46.2 i'm so close to bmi 17 its literally 0.2kg away
the epstein files are so crazy guys wtf even
November 21, 2025 at 3:57 PM
the epstein files are so crazy guys wtf even
i'm deadass less than 0.5kg away from high bmi 17
November 21, 2025 at 7:36 AM
i'm deadass less than 0.5kg away from high bmi 17
( 1194 ) wieiad
counted the one bite of mac and cheese that my bf gave me too 😞 guilt consumes me
counted the one bite of mac and cheese that my bf gave me too 😞 guilt consumes me
November 20, 2025 at 7:21 AM
( 1194 ) wieiad
counted the one bite of mac and cheese that my bf gave me too 😞 guilt consumes me
counted the one bite of mac and cheese that my bf gave me too 😞 guilt consumes me
i think fatspo is evil but there are just some things that fat ppl say that i just don't understand/agree with and its disasterously motivating. for ex i was looking through reviews for these tights and it was great overall but there were 2 reviewers that complained that the tights were poor quality
November 20, 2025 at 12:52 AM
i think fatspo is evil but there are just some things that fat ppl say that i just don't understand/agree with and its disasterously motivating. for ex i was looking through reviews for these tights and it was great overall but there were 2 reviewers that complained that the tights were poor quality
i gotta get better bruh i havent had a romantic dinner date in so long
November 19, 2025 at 9:16 PM
i gotta get better bruh i havent had a romantic dinner date in so long
harm reduction . . .
November 19, 2025 at 8:49 PM
harm reduction . . .
intro . . .
alina | 23 ✧.
ana &
ortho . . . 𓊦
˚
𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
i follow back !
alina | 23 ✧.
ana &
ortho . . . 𓊦
˚
𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
i follow back !
November 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
intro . . .
alina | 23 ✧.
ana &
ortho . . . 𓊦
˚
𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
i follow back !
alina | 23 ✧.
ana &
ortho . . . 𓊦
˚
𓐘 gw 44 (bmi 17)
✧ dni : minors & non-ed
i follow back !
remaking my intro dont mind me
November 19, 2025 at 8:43 PM
remaking my intro dont mind me
sry i havent been on here as much
been so anxious i could throw up
been so anxious i could throw up
November 19, 2025 at 8:34 PM
sry i havent been on here as much
been so anxious i could throw up
been so anxious i could throw up
bmi 21 -> bmi 18.1 im soooooooooooooo close girl
November 18, 2025 at 7:04 PM
bmi 21 -> bmi 18.1 im soooooooooooooo close girl
sometimes i look at womens sizing on reddit and they mention weight, obv my edbrain starts comparing but the idea of weighing more my hw (54kg or 120lbs) makes me feel so sick, i'm kinda glad there's people who can be fat and exist/be happy/thrive in bigger bodies without the stress of this illness
November 18, 2025 at 6:39 PM
sometimes i look at womens sizing on reddit and they mention weight, obv my edbrain starts comparing but the idea of weighing more my hw (54kg or 120lbs) makes me feel so sick, i'm kinda glad there's people who can be fat and exist/be happy/thrive in bigger bodies without the stress of this illness
normies are so crazy why are they acting like she's anorexic bruh
November 18, 2025 at 4:02 PM
normies are so crazy why are they acting like she's anorexic bruh
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i did well today i think
my bf is kind of pushing me to eat more... :/ i can tell hes worried but, yesterday was a lot for me and i need to be back on track anyways
i did well today i think
my bf is kind of pushing me to eat more... :/ i can tell hes worried but, yesterday was a lot for me and i need to be back on track anyways
November 17, 2025 at 2:27 AM
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i did well today i think
my bf is kind of pushing me to eat more... :/ i can tell hes worried but, yesterday was a lot for me and i need to be back on track anyways
i did well today i think
my bf is kind of pushing me to eat more... :/ i can tell hes worried but, yesterday was a lot for me and i need to be back on track anyways
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had poke w my bf and went to a party today ^_^ im ok w being a little set back
had poke w my bf and went to a party today ^_^ im ok w being a little set back
November 16, 2025 at 6:40 AM
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had poke w my bf and went to a party today ^_^ im ok w being a little set back
had poke w my bf and went to a party today ^_^ im ok w being a little set back
im literally bmi 18 now and i'll be bmi 17 (gbmi) by my birthday (in 2 months)... 😳 jarring
November 15, 2025 at 7:59 PM
im literally bmi 18 now and i'll be bmi 17 (gbmi) by my birthday (in 2 months)... 😳 jarring
( 1233 ) wieiad
this was for yday but i forgot, i added 20g oil because for sure that flounder i got from the grocery store isle has SOME oil in it. im feeling safe.
this was for yday but i forgot, i added 20g oil because for sure that flounder i got from the grocery store isle has SOME oil in it. im feeling safe.
November 15, 2025 at 6:10 PM
( 1233 ) wieiad
this was for yday but i forgot, i added 20g oil because for sure that flounder i got from the grocery store isle has SOME oil in it. im feeling safe.
this was for yday but i forgot, i added 20g oil because for sure that flounder i got from the grocery store isle has SOME oil in it. im feeling safe.