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@jensdarrpersonal.bsky.social
- 19
- 🇺🇸/🇷🇺(anti war)
- draw, crochet, multifandom
- idk I just... Live??
- 🧡💛🤍🩵💙/🧡💛🤍🩷💜(aroace lesbian)
- 🇺🇸/🇷🇺(anti war)
- draw, crochet, multifandom
- idk I just... Live??
- 🧡💛🤍🩵💙/🧡💛🤍🩷💜(aroace lesbian)
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- So name's Darian, call Darya 4 short. I'm genderfluid and I go by any prns, yet I'm most comfortable being seen as male.
- Turned 18 half year ago 🫡(16.03). I'm fine w smut and jokes as an adult just pls don't be nasty & weird & don't include me in it.
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- So name's Darian, call Darya 4 short. I'm genderfluid and I go by any prns, yet I'm most comfortable being seen as male.
- Turned 18 half year ago 🫡(16.03). I'm fine w smut and jokes as an adult just pls don't be nasty & weird & don't include me in it.
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I'm thinking of starting an art account somewhere on Twitter, Tumblr or here, Bluesky. Russian parts of my fandoms are kinda suffocating to interact with. I'm really really more comfortable with people from the other countries.
Just thinking about it for now.
Just thinking about it for now.
July 30, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I'm thinking of starting an art account somewhere on Twitter, Tumblr or here, Bluesky. Russian parts of my fandoms are kinda suffocating to interact with. I'm really really more comfortable with people from the other countries.
Just thinking about it for now.
Just thinking about it for now.
I noticed that most people who follow me are somehow related to disabilities or cerebral palsy specifically. That's wholesome. :)
July 30, 2025 at 11:39 AM
I noticed that most people who follow me are somehow related to disabilities or cerebral palsy specifically. That's wholesome. :)
Got scolded for not being able to help mom around house recently. Well excuse me, I try my best. There's no my fault if y'all shooed me away from chores when I tried to help and asked to let me. Pressuring now is useless — I'll just get gloomy.
June 27, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Got scolded for not being able to help mom around house recently. Well excuse me, I try my best. There's no my fault if y'all shooed me away from chores when I tried to help and asked to let me. Pressuring now is useless — I'll just get gloomy.
One of my sis' gifted a diy dream catcher. Hung it on my chandelier and never had bad dreams since (yet).
June 27, 2025 at 8:24 PM
One of my sis' gifted a diy dream catcher. Hung it on my chandelier and never had bad dreams since (yet).
Sometimes it gets uncomfortable when I open my eyes once in a while and see that my family's still heavily implying that I WILL BE married somewhere in the future. Yes, I would. But not in this country, not with a man and not under any kind of pressure, which is = impossible.
June 27, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Sometimes it gets uncomfortable when I open my eyes once in a while and see that my family's still heavily implying that I WILL BE married somewhere in the future. Yes, I would. But not in this country, not with a man and not under any kind of pressure, which is = impossible.
Felt pretty enough to selfie.
April 25, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Felt pretty enough to selfie.
Sometimes I really miss my ex gf, but I don't wish we get together anymore. I don't have to worry about her not giving me enough attention, yet I still grieve the times she did.
My friends at college make it better, I hope.
My friends at college make it better, I hope.
April 25, 2025 at 2:46 PM
Sometimes I really miss my ex gf, but I don't wish we get together anymore. I don't have to worry about her not giving me enough attention, yet I still grieve the times she did.
My friends at college make it better, I hope.
My friends at college make it better, I hope.
Today, an old looking lady entered the bus I took my way home on. She was so mean, bragging about how youngsters around there are disrespectful because they're not letting her sit down. Then I remembered not everyone knows about my cp. Her mean words made me cry in front of everyone. So ashamed.
April 25, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Today, an old looking lady entered the bus I took my way home on. She was so mean, bragging about how youngsters around there are disrespectful because they're not letting her sit down. Then I remembered not everyone knows about my cp. Her mean words made me cry in front of everyone. So ashamed.
I need... Help? But what's help?
March 29, 2025 at 9:27 AM
I need... Help? But what's help?
I wish I was deaf. Perhaps only then I wouldn't be horrified to wake up to the noises of mommmy fooling around with her baby grandson on FaceTime.
February 6, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I wish I was deaf. Perhaps only then I wouldn't be horrified to wake up to the noises of mommmy fooling around with her baby grandson on FaceTime.
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me @ the democratic party rn
![Jessica Lange in AHS saying "there's not going to be a [2028 election], you stupid slut"](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7ujan55bk4oob3kp45cyfofb/bafkreieogk3lab2sgv6ouyfl7urzmqjmx3cu27mrgsp6teftpudk7akrr4@jpeg)
February 4, 2025 at 2:46 AM
me @ the democratic party rn
Sometimes I feel like sister Jud after her electro shock therapy.
February 5, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Sometimes I feel like sister Jud after her electro shock therapy.
Would it be any easier if I didn't put aside that nagging thought at my 14s and ended it all? Would it free me from this noise? From the burden of guilt in front of the whole world?
February 5, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Would it be any easier if I didn't put aside that nagging thought at my 14s and ended it all? Would it free me from this noise? From the burden of guilt in front of the whole world?
Mommy please stay sane. It makes me cry so hard when you watch reels and get stuck on a propagandistic/hating videos for half an hour. Don't make me hear it. Please. Don't consume my brain into this bullshit. Someone has to stay sane in this madhouse.
February 5, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Mommy please stay sane. It makes me cry so hard when you watch reels and get stuck on a propagandistic/hating videos for half an hour. Don't make me hear it. Please. Don't consume my brain into this bullshit. Someone has to stay sane in this madhouse.
I really don't want to lose hope, but it gets worse every day. I'm so fucking tired of constant propaganda and agression around me: at college, in the net, even in my own fucking house.
My dear parents, what this hatred turned you both into?
My dear parents, what this hatred turned you both into?
February 5, 2025 at 4:18 PM
I really don't want to lose hope, but it gets worse every day. I'm so fucking tired of constant propaganda and agression around me: at college, in the net, even in my own fucking house.
My dear parents, what this hatred turned you both into?
My dear parents, what this hatred turned you both into?
Some day I will snap and drop my educational majority. Why the fuck the govs tell me what should I teach kids when my country is in a state of near nuclear war? They DON'T need your propaganda. They need REAL FUCKING KNOWLEDGE. THEY WON'T handle a gun at 7 y.o. .
January 19, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Some day I will snap and drop my educational majority. Why the fuck the govs tell me what should I teach kids when my country is in a state of near nuclear war? They DON'T need your propaganda. They need REAL FUCKING KNOWLEDGE. THEY WON'T handle a gun at 7 y.o. .
Those were a pair I made for my pe teacher. That was fun. Got bored of making mittens soon so I won't get back to it for a while.
#crochet
#crochet
January 19, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Those were a pair I made for my pe teacher. That was fun. Got bored of making mittens soon so I won't get back to it for a while.
#crochet
#crochet
Maybe it's worrh to start showing off my projects in there since I have nothing better to do.
January 19, 2025 at 9:43 AM
Maybe it's worrh to start showing off my projects in there since I have nothing better to do.
Crocheting kinda became a coping mechanism even if it consumes me whole and transforms into a hyperfixation. Better that than shooting my brains ig.
January 19, 2025 at 9:34 AM
Crocheting kinda became a coping mechanism even if it consumes me whole and transforms into a hyperfixation. Better that than shooting my brains ig.
I'm so sad that my family is so damn zombified with propaganda that they don't even hesitate that the nuclear war is not a joke anymore, and it's solely OUR fault.
But no, if it ever happens, they're gonna grab Putin's portrait and jump right into it.
So dumb.
But no, if it ever happens, they're gonna grab Putin's portrait and jump right into it.
So dumb.
November 23, 2024 at 9:32 AM
I'm so sad that my family is so damn zombified with propaganda that they don't even hesitate that the nuclear war is not a joke anymore, and it's solely OUR fault.
But no, if it ever happens, they're gonna grab Putin's portrait and jump right into it.
So dumb.
But no, if it ever happens, they're gonna grab Putin's portrait and jump right into it.
So dumb.
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Being a robot would be so great. I could just swap out my parts whenever I wanted to. I could have my usual look or just one day decide I want a monitor head or a different arm and whatnot. I could swap out my paint job and go for so many different looks. It would be so awesome,,
November 19, 2024 at 3:09 PM
Being a robot would be so great. I could just swap out my parts whenever I wanted to. I could have my usual look or just one day decide I want a monitor head or a different arm and whatnot. I could swap out my paint job and go for so many different looks. It would be so awesome,,
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cant believe i have to sleep instead of play stardew valley all night
November 18, 2024 at 11:59 PM
cant believe i have to sleep instead of play stardew valley all night
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Rewatching death note after 4 years of it being on peak last time feels like returning home again ngl.
November 19, 2024 at 7:44 PM
Rewatching death note after 4 years of it being on peak last time feels like returning home again ngl.