chusday
@its-chusday.bsky.social
🏳️🌈 she/her. Just a woman who loves her cat. I still post way more on the other site sorry it’s just kind of boring here tbh. @prairiesfire.bsky.social
I realize now that I'm doing this behavior in my professional life. I'm desperately trying to shapeshift into whatever I think employers want me to be. Educated? Uneducated? Experienced? Unexperienced? Male? Female? Disabled? Not disabled? I have a resume for anything, everything, anyone. None work.
Later that evening I did the best a 3 or 4 year old could do to emotionally placate them both and ease the tension in the house. I've done that my whole life. Be the clown. Be silent and absent as a ghost. Be the therapist to both parents. Be anything they needed to make them happy and the house ok.
November 29, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I realize now that I'm doing this behavior in my professional life. I'm desperately trying to shapeshift into whatever I think employers want me to be. Educated? Uneducated? Experienced? Unexperienced? Male? Female? Disabled? Not disabled? I have a resume for anything, everything, anyone. None work.
I wish I had good news to share.
November 29, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I wish I had good news to share.
I also learned two days ago that I do in fact have a mutated blood clotting gene that makes me more likely to experience blood clots that will just randomly kill me so that's awesome.
November 29, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I also learned two days ago that I do in fact have a mutated blood clotting gene that makes me more likely to experience blood clots that will just randomly kill me so that's awesome.
She did it again an hour ago. She approached me in my room, talked to me very rudely out of nowhere, and didn't give me the chance to reply by slamming my own door in my face. Pettily, I did the same to her (sans the rude words, just said "hi" and immediately closed the TV room door)
Not worth getting into the whole thing, but it’s one of those days where I ask my mom to communicate with me in a way that’s more respectful and instead she does the verbal equivalent of throwing herself on the fainting couch and sobbing that she’s already suffered me enough.
November 29, 2025 at 4:42 AM
She did it again an hour ago. She approached me in my room, talked to me very rudely out of nowhere, and didn't give me the chance to reply by slamming my own door in my face. Pettily, I did the same to her (sans the rude words, just said "hi" and immediately closed the TV room door)
Hi friends of Bluesky. Hope you all are doing well. Not much in my life has changed. Still unemployed, still living with parents, still depressed. Hoping early next year I can stop being in this cycle of holding it together, crashing out, dusting myself off, and doing it all again. And again. Again.
November 29, 2025 at 4:36 AM
Hi friends of Bluesky. Hope you all are doing well. Not much in my life has changed. Still unemployed, still living with parents, still depressed. Hoping early next year I can stop being in this cycle of holding it together, crashing out, dusting myself off, and doing it all again. And again. Again.
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I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!🩷⚡️💛
I got honorable mention in the MIKU EXPO CONTEST~!!
the only rin producer!! the only 日本語 entry!! my first year of being a vocaloid producer!!
i can truly see how far i've come and i have you to thank!!! thank you MIKU EXPO and thank you @kikiantonette.bsky.social !!
I got honorable mention in the MIKU EXPO CONTEST~!!
the only rin producer!! the only 日本語 entry!! my first year of being a vocaloid producer!!
i can truly see how far i've come and i have you to thank!!! thank you MIKU EXPO and thank you @kikiantonette.bsky.social !!
November 28, 2025 at 4:31 AM
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!🩷⚡️💛
I got honorable mention in the MIKU EXPO CONTEST~!!
the only rin producer!! the only 日本語 entry!! my first year of being a vocaloid producer!!
i can truly see how far i've come and i have you to thank!!! thank you MIKU EXPO and thank you @kikiantonette.bsky.social !!
I got honorable mention in the MIKU EXPO CONTEST~!!
the only rin producer!! the only 日本語 entry!! my first year of being a vocaloid producer!!
i can truly see how far i've come and i have you to thank!!! thank you MIKU EXPO and thank you @kikiantonette.bsky.social !!
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So so proud of Ani @animeida.happydevilgirl.dev for winning Honorable Mention for the Miku Expo 2026 song contest!!!
And I'm incredibly excited to announce that Ani chose me to do the cover art as well as the art for the MV (coming soon!) I'm so happy & excited! Thank you Ani!! 😭🧡
#VOCALOID
And I'm incredibly excited to announce that Ani chose me to do the cover art as well as the art for the MV (coming soon!) I'm so happy & excited! Thank you Ani!! 😭🧡
#VOCALOID
November 28, 2025 at 4:37 AM
So so proud of Ani @animeida.happydevilgirl.dev for winning Honorable Mention for the Miku Expo 2026 song contest!!!
And I'm incredibly excited to announce that Ani chose me to do the cover art as well as the art for the MV (coming soon!) I'm so happy & excited! Thank you Ani!! 😭🧡
#VOCALOID
And I'm incredibly excited to announce that Ani chose me to do the cover art as well as the art for the MV (coming soon!) I'm so happy & excited! Thank you Ani!! 😭🧡
#VOCALOID
In 2026 I want to get back into drawing. Possibly start animating some things, finally use that copy of Toon Boom my friend who works on Bluey gave me years ago. I've been doing them a disservice by never using it.
Lately in my head I've been toying w/ re-designing my OCs, too.. excited..
Lately in my head I've been toying w/ re-designing my OCs, too.. excited..
November 26, 2025 at 10:19 PM
In 2026 I want to get back into drawing. Possibly start animating some things, finally use that copy of Toon Boom my friend who works on Bluey gave me years ago. I've been doing them a disservice by never using it.
Lately in my head I've been toying w/ re-designing my OCs, too.. excited..
Lately in my head I've been toying w/ re-designing my OCs, too.. excited..
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Finally got around to putting together a reel to showcase some of my compositing work for the Knights of Guinevere pilot (It's kind of an AMV too because of who I am as a person)
November 25, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Finally got around to putting together a reel to showcase some of my compositing work for the Knights of Guinevere pilot (It's kind of an AMV too because of who I am as a person)
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Did I actually forget to post the Wizard City kids boards/designs from the new season?
November 25, 2025 at 12:53 AM
Did I actually forget to post the Wizard City kids boards/designs from the new season?
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A little late but some Flame Princess boards from Fionna & Cake Season 2: The Lion of Embers!
November 24, 2025 at 10:17 PM
A little late but some Flame Princess boards from Fionna & Cake Season 2: The Lion of Embers!
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The thing about Mamdani is that he’s a talented politician but not otherworldly or one in a billion, he’s just a competent guy with popular ideas who ran against an entitled piece of shit and to me it’s a lot more optimistic to imagine 1000 campaigns like his than to view him as a unique phenomenon
November 11, 2025 at 1:42 AM
The thing about Mamdani is that he’s a talented politician but not otherworldly or one in a billion, he’s just a competent guy with popular ideas who ran against an entitled piece of shit and to me it’s a lot more optimistic to imagine 1000 campaigns like his than to view him as a unique phenomenon
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Anyway I better get a new 3* from the Uma half-anniversary daily free scouts one of these days, I deserve it!!
I’m getting most of my girls to 10,000,000 fans already I need some new faces to train
I’m getting most of my girls to 10,000,000 fans already I need some new faces to train
October 27, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Anyway I better get a new 3* from the Uma half-anniversary daily free scouts one of these days, I deserve it!!
I’m getting most of my girls to 10,000,000 fans already I need some new faces to train
I’m getting most of my girls to 10,000,000 fans already I need some new faces to train
Sorry I don’t post much fun things here (I do on twitter), but I think it’s important to put life updates here for my friends who use Bluesky only.
October 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Sorry I don’t post much fun things here (I do on twitter), but I think it’s important to put life updates here for my friends who use Bluesky only.
As for my dad, I learned about a month ago through my mom that he’s had strokes recently and that’s why he asked me for my info (for his will) thru text, when he hasn’t spoken to me since he made a fuck up in our relationship in Feb and April of this year (iykyk).
October 27, 2025 at 10:22 PM
As for my dad, I learned about a month ago through my mom that he’s had strokes recently and that’s why he asked me for my info (for his will) thru text, when he hasn’t spoken to me since he made a fuck up in our relationship in Feb and April of this year (iykyk).
My brain is so big and full of compassion and empathy that my family doesn’t deserve tbh
October 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
My brain is so big and full of compassion and empathy that my family doesn’t deserve tbh
Not worth getting into the whole thing, but it’s one of those days where I ask my mom to communicate with me in a way that’s more respectful and instead she does the verbal equivalent of throwing herself on the fainting couch and sobbing that she’s already suffered me enough.
October 27, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Not worth getting into the whole thing, but it’s one of those days where I ask my mom to communicate with me in a way that’s more respectful and instead she does the verbal equivalent of throwing herself on the fainting couch and sobbing that she’s already suffered me enough.
I’ve been thinking a lot this year about how I’ve not adapted as well to the changing times re: communication online. I’ve not adopted Discord communities into regular use for socialization and I know it’s a generational divide for me lol. But I’m going to try to do better. 💪
October 26, 2025 at 8:36 PM
I’ve been thinking a lot this year about how I’ve not adapted as well to the changing times re: communication online. I’ve not adopted Discord communities into regular use for socialization and I know it’s a generational divide for me lol. But I’m going to try to do better. 💪
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Made for my boyfriend's birthday !
[gggart / pkmn]
[gggart / pkmn]
October 8, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Made for my boyfriend's birthday !
[gggart / pkmn]
[gggart / pkmn]
I really hope Glitch and its new projects+acquisitions are successful because their success gives me hope for one day I could work for them as an animator or HR. But having hope is so scary and painful, especially for seeing myself in animation. I’ve already buried that idea in the grave for years.
October 12, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I really hope Glitch and its new projects+acquisitions are successful because their success gives me hope for one day I could work for them as an animator or HR. But having hope is so scary and painful, especially for seeing myself in animation. I’ve already buried that idea in the grave for years.
