I miss the quiet of him being ill 😩
I miss the quiet of him being ill 😩
It still doesn't feel real. Everything is hitting so much harder since George, my "stray" cat died. The house is so empty 😢
It still doesn't feel real. Everything is hitting so much harder since George, my "stray" cat died. The house is so empty 😢
Mum died in June. She got pneumonia from being unable to swallow. It went exactly how they said it would.
Only I saw her in A&E Resus, which I'm glad of. It was horrific, she was setting off every single alarm. Nurses were whispering, & giving me sad smiles.
Mum died in June. She got pneumonia from being unable to swallow. It went exactly how they said it would.
Only I saw her in A&E Resus, which I'm glad of. It was horrific, she was setting off every single alarm. Nurses were whispering, & giving me sad smiles.
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They're making sure to enforce the rule to only discuss Mum's care with me, because it seems they've been slagging me off in front of the staff. Lovely!
They're making sure to enforce the rule to only discuss Mum's care with me, because it seems they've been slagging me off in front of the staff. Lovely!
There's not much I can do about it, but I have gathered seeds. Planting mainly starts in March, but so far I've done carrots, sweetpeas, snapdragons and a chocolate cosmos 💐
There's not much I can do about it, but I have gathered seeds. Planting mainly starts in March, but so far I've done carrots, sweetpeas, snapdragons and a chocolate cosmos 💐
Today, he's being an absolute shitlord to me. Completely vile. It's not "his illness", he's always been like it. Way before the dementia. He's just hateful 😣
Today, he's being an absolute shitlord to me. Completely vile. It's not "his illness", he's always been like it. Way before the dementia. He's just hateful 😣
I spent 4hrs this morning cleaning a poo-nado in his bathroom.
I've cried so much, wondering WTF I ever did to get punished like this.
It feels like it's never going to end. Everything just keeps getting worse 😞
I spent 4hrs this morning cleaning a poo-nado in his bathroom.
I've cried so much, wondering WTF I ever did to get punished like this.
It feels like it's never going to end. Everything just keeps getting worse 😞
I haven't been back since because other people visited and then at the weekend I got flu.
I hadn't been ill since the end of 2018 🤧
I haven't been back since because other people visited and then at the weekend I got flu.
I hadn't been ill since the end of 2018 🤧
We spent thousands getting it, only to find some banks want waaaay more paperwork done as well! It's been weeks now.
We spent thousands getting it, only to find some banks want waaaay more paperwork done as well! It's been weeks now.
...and now I'm stuck at home, looking after him while she's dying in hospital.
Life's so unfair.
...and now I'm stuck at home, looking after him while she's dying in hospital.
Life's so unfair.
I pretty much just left my wildlife garden over Winter, I just haven't had time. The birds are happy! So many birds in there, the teasels have goldfinches munching on them! Tonight I saw water beetles still swimming in the pond ☺
I pretty much just left my wildlife garden over Winter, I just haven't had time. The birds are happy! So many birds in there, the teasels have goldfinches munching on them! Tonight I saw water beetles still swimming in the pond ☺
Things got worse. A LOT worse 😥 Mum was home for a week, the hardest week ever. Then when I was going to get her up one morning, she'd had a stroke. Back to hospital! She had clot-busting drugs and... had a second stroke 😩
Things got worse. A LOT worse 😥 Mum was home for a week, the hardest week ever. Then when I was going to get her up one morning, she'd had a stroke. Back to hospital! She had clot-busting drugs and... had a second stroke 😩
Also, not me crying when one of the evening carers told me I was a real life angel and I'd got my wings for this 😭
I don't want to be a grown up.
Also, not me crying when one of the evening carers told me I was a real life angel and I'd got my wings for this 😭
I don't want to be a grown up.
Any recommendations? I listen to stuff like Loremen, Behind the Bastards, true crime stuff, gaming podcasts, etc.
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Any recommendations? I listen to stuff like Loremen, Behind the Bastards, true crime stuff, gaming podcasts, etc.
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My microwave does the same noise on cancel as it does when it finishes 😭
My microwave does the same noise on cancel as it does when it finishes 😭
It's so much easier now than it used to be!
It's so much easier now than it used to be!
Also useful with a senior cat that sometimes poos on the carpets!
Also useful with a senior cat that sometimes poos on the carpets!