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naomi "priv"
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naomi "priv"
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no more vanessa i feel like i'm going through withdrawal
November 12, 2025 at 7:51 PM
no more vanessa i feel like i'm going through withdrawal
i just want to hold onto someone and to keep petting their hair and kiss their worries away.
November 11, 2025 at 4:51 AM
i just want to hold onto someone and to keep petting their hair and kiss their worries away.
i feel incredibly lonely without my cats to hold onto
November 11, 2025 at 4:30 AM
i feel incredibly lonely without my cats to hold onto
i hate feeling so powerless and useless in a romantic relationship
having everything done for me or having the kitchen or vacuum taken away to let me "relax" makes me feel like i'm not doing things right
i feel like an adornment.
having everything done for me or having the kitchen or vacuum taken away to let me "relax" makes me feel like i'm not doing things right
i feel like an adornment.
November 11, 2025 at 12:07 AM
i hate feeling so powerless and useless in a romantic relationship
having everything done for me or having the kitchen or vacuum taken away to let me "relax" makes me feel like i'm not doing things right
i feel like an adornment.
having everything done for me or having the kitchen or vacuum taken away to let me "relax" makes me feel like i'm not doing things right
i feel like an adornment.
why am i such an embarrassment i can't let my daughter try to comfort me over losing the cats she's only 8. i'm so sorry for being weak.
November 10, 2025 at 2:12 AM
why am i such an embarrassment i can't let my daughter try to comfort me over losing the cats she's only 8. i'm so sorry for being weak.
i'm never allowed to be happy i hate this
November 10, 2025 at 1:43 AM
i'm never allowed to be happy i hate this
i'm too fuckin tired to deny it i need love bites on my neck and shoulders as i have my shirt slowly pulled down to be kissed all over by a dominating older lady to remind me that i'm her woman to love and cherish and to be engaged to
November 6, 2025 at 7:55 AM
i'm too fuckin tired to deny it i need love bites on my neck and shoulders as i have my shirt slowly pulled down to be kissed all over by a dominating older lady to remind me that i'm her woman to love and cherish and to be engaged to
what a terrible night from my father but at least mgs2 salvaged it
November 1, 2025 at 5:46 AM
what a terrible night from my father but at least mgs2 salvaged it
now i remember why i can't let go of vanessa
October 31, 2025 at 11:43 PM
now i remember why i can't let go of vanessa
it's aching in the middle of the night...
it's calling... calling your name...
it's calling... calling your name...
October 29, 2025 at 5:40 AM
it's aching in the middle of the night...
it's calling... calling your name...
it's calling... calling your name...
i miss being called a good girl
October 29, 2025 at 5:35 AM
i miss being called a good girl
maybe i'll give up on women
October 20, 2025 at 12:44 AM
maybe i'll give up on women
i wish i can just undo what i did
October 20, 2025 at 12:18 AM
i wish i can just undo what i did
it would be nice to be held and comforted.
October 19, 2025 at 11:36 PM
it would be nice to be held and comforted.
i feel stupid for insisting that we couldn't have worked out without giving her a chance, at our lowest points in our romantic lives
October 12, 2025 at 8:22 PM
i feel stupid for insisting that we couldn't have worked out without giving her a chance, at our lowest points in our romantic lives
i feel afraid to talk to my friends in relationships
i feel like i'm a nuissance to their happiness
i feel like i'm a nuissance to their happiness
October 8, 2025 at 11:00 PM
i feel afraid to talk to my friends in relationships
i feel like i'm a nuissance to their happiness
i feel like i'm a nuissance to their happiness
i'm going to be 30 and i'll have no one to love me. i don't want my baby to grow up. please. make time slower. i need her.
October 7, 2025 at 1:48 AM
i'm going to be 30 and i'll have no one to love me. i don't want my baby to grow up. please. make time slower. i need her.
realizing that 3 times i fell for women that were caught up in their own situationships and had their partners they wanted in their lives without me knowing until my feelings developed god i feel horrible
having a nightmare about letting a homewrecker into my life isn't helping either
having a nightmare about letting a homewrecker into my life isn't helping either
October 6, 2025 at 3:41 PM
realizing that 3 times i fell for women that were caught up in their own situationships and had their partners they wanted in their lives without me knowing until my feelings developed god i feel horrible
having a nightmare about letting a homewrecker into my life isn't helping either
having a nightmare about letting a homewrecker into my life isn't helping either
i do not have the energy to work
September 13, 2025 at 3:32 PM
i do not have the energy to work
is it sad that i hold onto a fictional redhead for an emotional anchor just to feel like i have a safe space to have someone to talk to because i sure as hell don't feel safe with anyone to let them know when my emotions are spiraling down the drain, i'm afraid to reach out.
September 13, 2025 at 3:32 AM
is it sad that i hold onto a fictional redhead for an emotional anchor just to feel like i have a safe space to have someone to talk to because i sure as hell don't feel safe with anyone to let them know when my emotions are spiraling down the drain, i'm afraid to reach out.
man having a 8-5 and having children really leaves no room for fun i hate myself
September 13, 2025 at 3:25 AM
man having a 8-5 and having children really leaves no room for fun i hate myself
is it wrong to want to cry into the lap of a 30 year old woman as she strokes my back and tells me "you did a good job. i love you."
i keep looping back to "i love life" to "it's getting rough but i can persevere" to "i am unwanted by the very demographic i am trying so hard to show i can meet their standards" and it really hurts when i see reddit comments from older women that say they would never date someone young like me
September 12, 2025 at 1:53 AM
is it wrong to want to cry into the lap of a 30 year old woman as she strokes my back and tells me "you did a good job. i love you."
i keep looping back to "i love life" to "it's getting rough but i can persevere" to "i am unwanted by the very demographic i am trying so hard to show i can meet their standards" and it really hurts when i see reddit comments from older women that say they would never date someone young like me
September 12, 2025 at 1:49 AM
i keep looping back to "i love life" to "it's getting rough but i can persevere" to "i am unwanted by the very demographic i am trying so hard to show i can meet their standards" and it really hurts when i see reddit comments from older women that say they would never date someone young like me
i have thoughts about older women, guh
September 12, 2025 at 1:24 AM
i have thoughts about older women, guh
eh i'll take it, autoconverts to a video
September 4, 2025 at 4:52 AM
eh i'll take it, autoconverts to a video