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apollyon
@hersanctuary.bsky.social
not too important, not too unimportant.
naomi "priv", sad and other unwanted thoughts here
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i'd like to see some lady try to break me out of my hyperfix thoughts, that's a challenge that no one's done yet lol
It's important work.
February 11, 2026 at 7:32 PM
if i'm not affected by vanessa, be it a lukewarm reaction or not even a passing glance then know i am really feeling like i'm in the fucking shitter.
February 9, 2026 at 5:26 AM
i want to be confessed to.
February 9, 2026 at 5:23 AM
FORGET EVERYTHING I FEEL HOOOOOOOPE
February 6, 2026 at 10:05 PM
i'm feeling an increased sense of apathy and indifference towards my well-being i don't like this
February 6, 2026 at 9:58 PM
is it cheesy that i still kinda feel this song

and i first listened to it in that igor movie back in 2009 when i was a kid
youtu.be/ztCMNHAT8uM?...
Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield
YouTube video by TAEGHAN
youtu.be
February 6, 2026 at 5:53 AM
man this sucks i just want a sugarcake peach pie to absolutely give myself entirely to and be her good girl and here i am lonely and frustrated for not having anyone that has made me fall in love again
February 6, 2026 at 5:13 AM
Reposted by apollyon
like the legend of the penis
February 5, 2026 at 4:37 AM
i wanna get teased when i just want to be honest with my feelings and be loved and get teased more and have my feelings played with before she grips my waist to pull me in for a kiss and say "you're mine now, baby." and i fall even more in love
February 5, 2026 at 6:38 AM
just because i want that does not mean i should pursue it, i need a real give and take push and pull healthy relationship with just as much agreements as there are disagreements to have a compromise to love each other for who we really are

i know the truth but damn the temptations...
February 4, 2026 at 6:08 AM
you're a prude you know that

it's hot as fuck #ineedtodothat
i go to pixiv to look for more mokokene, i click the search box and i'm flashbanged with KingxVan "fun times"
February 4, 2026 at 6:05 AM
had a nice dream of sleeping with a redhead basking in our afterglow

it felt super tender and sweet, having so many sweet nothings whispered on my neck after 5 days straight of my father tormenting me in my sleep
February 3, 2026 at 1:59 PM
pornography starring your mother
February 3, 2026 at 4:11 AM
temptation to get womanhandled by a woman 5 years older than me to dull my loneliness
January 30, 2026 at 4:02 AM
mm. do i repost it?
January 27, 2026 at 5:20 AM
i still feel like a whore /neg
January 27, 2026 at 3:14 AM
being submissive in bed is cool and all but outside of that context i like having my own agency and decisions

i'm not particularly keen on having my day planned out for me when i'd like to go over it with my s/o at the very least
January 26, 2026 at 3:49 AM
can i find a woman to be her honey bun
or babygirl
or sweetheart
or sugar cake
or cariño
or dulzura
or good girl
or darling
or lily
January 25, 2026 at 6:29 AM
i hate these game mods that give fat tits and ass to characters that don't got them sizes like i love natural sizes i don't see anything wrong with it

it irks me when bodybuilder women in fiction have soft big breasts like no bitch, i like the size even if they became smaller (and the muscles too)
January 25, 2026 at 2:56 AM
i wanna have lazy afternoons cuddling
January 24, 2026 at 3:19 AM
i miss being called a good girl
January 23, 2026 at 6:20 AM
oh to fall in love again
January 22, 2026 at 5:49 AM
i legit got nothing to say hi
January 22, 2026 at 2:20 AM
shiranui mai is probably the kinda girl you would absolutely want to hook up with for as much as you can before she finds a commitment
January 20, 2026 at 5:44 AM
there is nowhere else where i can express my loneliness.
January 19, 2026 at 3:09 AM