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frail
@h4zypup.bsky.social
chaos space (venting, nsfw, my fixations, etc) 🦴 he/they 🦴 28 🦴 no minors
pfp: https://x.com/zeebiie
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welcome to my space of chaos
i will scream into the void and then repost nsfw stuff so who know what will happen! this is like my only warning
its my spam zone in short, i just need a space to spew nonsense! ~w~
a cartoon of a man kneeling down with the words " i 'm sorry i was ever born "
ALT: a cartoon of a man kneeling down with the words " i 'm sorry i was ever born "
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i'm gonna catch up to everyone this year... i really want to
i wanna improve
i want to be better
maybe it's crazy but 1000 followers by the end of 2026 would be wild
it's *only* 529 more before i get there surely it's doable
December 30, 2025 at 6:29 PM
FEELING RAGE ABSOLUTE RAAAGE
i wish i had called off today
December 24, 2025 at 2:45 PM
im gonna go fucking insane
one of my most popukar streams in awhile and i couldnt even get one new follower???? like it gets to a point where i wonder how boring i must truly be to watch if thats the case
idk i had 20 people watching me for at least an hour from a raid and its just frustrating
December 20, 2025 at 4:25 PM
wow... feeling very seen and loved havung a group that wants to play minecraf with me 🥺 sobbing
December 18, 2025 at 10:34 PM
😗 i got the official diagnosis of bpd thats in my chart now
kinda wild but feels very validating (idk of that's weird fbhfhf)
December 18, 2025 at 2:19 AM
hmmmmmm i want to change my atream schedule but idk what days to switch it up to hmmmm
December 17, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Reposted by frail
Getting forced to work this weekend
December 16, 2025 at 11:43 PM
i think i need to talk to my psychiatrist abt the process of ocd screening? but like i dont want to seem like im chasing a diagnosis but i think its a real possibility i just havent wanted to admit it? and if it is getting help for that could be life changing????
December 16, 2025 at 2:18 PM
awawawawawa
excited to see my fwend and gib gifts tomorrow
its my source of joy so indont go insane rn
December 12, 2025 at 3:50 AM
kinda sucks i was hoping lies of p wouldve been a bigger hit for the channel but i guess i was wrong
ive gotten bad abt talking with no one in chat i know that its hard to do its awkward and i get super in the zone sometimes but :(
December 12, 2025 at 3:48 AM
IM SAD AND WHINY WOE IS ME OK I KNOW IM A BROKEN RECORD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
December 12, 2025 at 1:42 AM
streaming is becoming so demotivating
i really want to love it again but these up and downs and then just consistently losing followers instead of gaining? kinda like whats the point? maybe its hiatus time for a few months idk im in a funk i just want to enjoy things but idk whats wrong with me?
December 12, 2025 at 1:41 AM
my heart hurts
December 10, 2025 at 5:51 PM
today makes a month since i lost you my most precious girl.. it still doesnt feel real and life will never feel fully normal without you
i always hope to hear your meows when i come home
i miss my little shadow
December 10, 2025 at 2:21 PM
how to not sound crazy and like im fishing for stuff from the doctor and ask them to do a FULL health exam
like check everything

tw below for parent death mention ig?
December 9, 2025 at 4:04 PM
WORK RANT
IM SO OVER THIS ONE COWORKER BEING THE *ONLY ONE* THAT GETS RO WORK FROM HOME
like whya re tou so fucking special dude? and who am i to say anything im just the newer guy so i cant really complain but it pisses me off when he's practically an hour late every day
December 5, 2025 at 9:46 PM
yo why the fuck do my coworkers go from "we're kinda chill and can have plesant conversations" to "fucking ignores me or gives these shitty half assed answers when i try to talk to them" like ok go fuck myself i guess???? the fuck did i do?
December 5, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I LOVE BEING INVOLVED WITH THINGS AND PEOPLE INCLUDING ME AND MKAING NEW FRIENDS!!!! AAAAAAAA
December 5, 2025 at 4:09 AM
I WANT MY HOODIE TO SHIP!!! I WANT MY SOLAIRE HOODIE!!!!! GRRRR!!!
December 3, 2025 at 1:38 AM
dumb pubby dawg hours no thoughts only pub
am so warm so cozy awoowowowowoooooooo
December 3, 2025 at 1:37 AM
i just wanna go home and do art
im on a roll with this model... it looks so good and the person loves it so far..
December 1, 2025 at 6:50 PM
i hate getting questioned at work cause now im all in my head RAHHH
December 1, 2025 at 6:50 PM
hes such a whore.... i love him
hehe a little treat for myself >:3c
November 30, 2025 at 3:39 PM
it is kinda a lonely day
i miss my family
i miss my cat
November 28, 2025 at 12:02 AM
sometimes you gotta stop smoking weed heavily everyday and wow the world is much clearer and you realize "maybe my friends dont hate me! and my family DOES love me!" crazy stuff man crazy stuff
time to enjoy the zaza on weekends only again lmao
November 27, 2025 at 10:53 PM