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frail
@h4zypup.bsky.social
chaos space (venting, nsfw, my fixations, etc) 🦴 he/they 🦴 28 🦴 no minors
pfp: https://x.com/zeebiie
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welcome to my space of chaos
i will scream into the void and then repost nsfw stuff so who know what will happen! this is like my only warning
its my spam zone in short, i just need a space to spew nonsense! ~w~
a cartoon of a man kneeling down with the words " i 'm sorry i was ever born "
ALT: a cartoon of a man kneeling down with the words " i 'm sorry i was ever born "
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trying to take advantage of that new year motivation to build new habits that (hopefully) stick now shdjdjhs
January 6, 2026 at 5:06 PM
i'm gonna catch up to everyone this year... i really want to
i wanna improve
i want to be better
maybe it's crazy but 1000 followers by the end of 2026 would be wild
it's *only* 529 more before i get there surely it's doable
December 30, 2025 at 6:29 PM
FEELING RAGE ABSOLUTE RAAAGE
i wish i had called off today
December 24, 2025 at 2:45 PM
im gonna go fucking insane
one of my most popukar streams in awhile and i couldnt even get one new follower???? like it gets to a point where i wonder how boring i must truly be to watch if thats the case
idk i had 20 people watching me for at least an hour from a raid and its just frustrating
December 20, 2025 at 4:25 PM
wow... feeling very seen and loved havung a group that wants to play minecraf with me 🥺 sobbing
December 18, 2025 at 10:34 PM
😗 i got the official diagnosis of bpd thats in my chart now
kinda wild but feels very validating (idk of that's weird fbhfhf)
December 18, 2025 at 2:19 AM
hmmmmmm i want to change my atream schedule but idk what days to switch it up to hmmmm
December 17, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Reposted by frail
Getting forced to work this weekend
December 16, 2025 at 11:43 PM
i think i need to talk to my psychiatrist abt the process of ocd screening? but like i dont want to seem like im chasing a diagnosis but i think its a real possibility i just havent wanted to admit it? and if it is getting help for that could be life changing????
December 16, 2025 at 2:18 PM
awawawawawa
excited to see my fwend and gib gifts tomorrow
its my source of joy so indont go insane rn
December 12, 2025 at 3:50 AM
kinda sucks i was hoping lies of p wouldve been a bigger hit for the channel but i guess i was wrong
ive gotten bad abt talking with no one in chat i know that its hard to do its awkward and i get super in the zone sometimes but :(
December 12, 2025 at 3:48 AM
IM SAD AND WHINY WOE IS ME OK I KNOW IM A BROKEN RECORD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
December 12, 2025 at 1:42 AM
streaming is becoming so demotivating
i really want to love it again but these up and downs and then just consistently losing followers instead of gaining? kinda like whats the point? maybe its hiatus time for a few months idk im in a funk i just want to enjoy things but idk whats wrong with me?
December 12, 2025 at 1:41 AM
my heart hurts
December 10, 2025 at 5:51 PM
today makes a month since i lost you my most precious girl.. it still doesnt feel real and life will never feel fully normal without you
i always hope to hear your meows when i come home
i miss my little shadow
December 10, 2025 at 2:21 PM
how to not sound crazy and like im fishing for stuff from the doctor and ask them to do a FULL health exam
like check everything

tw below for parent death mention ig?
December 9, 2025 at 4:04 PM
WORK RANT
IM SO OVER THIS ONE COWORKER BEING THE *ONLY ONE* THAT GETS RO WORK FROM HOME
like whya re tou so fucking special dude? and who am i to say anything im just the newer guy so i cant really complain but it pisses me off when he's practically an hour late every day
December 5, 2025 at 9:46 PM
yo why the fuck do my coworkers go from "we're kinda chill and can have plesant conversations" to "fucking ignores me or gives these shitty half assed answers when i try to talk to them" like ok go fuck myself i guess???? the fuck did i do?
December 5, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I LOVE BEING INVOLVED WITH THINGS AND PEOPLE INCLUDING ME AND MKAING NEW FRIENDS!!!! AAAAAAAA
December 5, 2025 at 4:09 AM
I WANT MY HOODIE TO SHIP!!! I WANT MY SOLAIRE HOODIE!!!!! GRRRR!!!
December 3, 2025 at 1:38 AM
dumb pubby dawg hours no thoughts only pub
am so warm so cozy awoowowowowoooooooo
December 3, 2025 at 1:37 AM
i just wanna go home and do art
im on a roll with this model... it looks so good and the person loves it so far..
December 1, 2025 at 6:50 PM
i hate getting questioned at work cause now im all in my head RAHHH
December 1, 2025 at 6:50 PM
hes such a whore.... i love him
hehe a little treat for myself >:3c
November 30, 2025 at 3:39 PM
it is kinda a lonely day
i miss my family
i miss my cat
November 28, 2025 at 12:02 AM