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Elder millennial. I write about the beautiful violence of being human.
Elder millennial. I write about the beautiful violence of being human.
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This profile prominently features me wearing a mask, but it is oddly the least masked version of me. Bookish, mildly unhinged. Sometimes thoroughly pretentious. Random.
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Go follow him and get him get to 1k if you’re not already!! Much deserved ✨
Thanks for 555 angels 😇
November 18, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Go follow him and get him get to 1k if you’re not already!! Much deserved ✨
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Picasso was a certified bastard of a human, but my favorite quote still belongs to him: "Every act of creation is first an act of destruction."
Creation isn't gentle. It's destruction in slow motion—of the self, of ideas. Systems. Sometimes the only way forward is for something to die.
Creation isn't gentle. It's destruction in slow motion—of the self, of ideas. Systems. Sometimes the only way forward is for something to die.
November 13, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Picasso was a certified bastard of a human, but my favorite quote still belongs to him: "Every act of creation is first an act of destruction."
Creation isn't gentle. It's destruction in slow motion—of the self, of ideas. Systems. Sometimes the only way forward is for something to die.
Creation isn't gentle. It's destruction in slow motion—of the self, of ideas. Systems. Sometimes the only way forward is for something to die.
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Comfort teaches you very little.
November 18, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Comfort teaches you very little.
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Life meets you where you are. Then it tries to eat you alive. It's the price you pay for temporary intimacy. Choose both anyway. Author the anguish on your own terms. If life tries to fuck you—fuck it back. Harder.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
November 18, 2025 at 11:16 AM
Life meets you where you are. Then it tries to eat you alive. It's the price you pay for temporary intimacy. Choose both anyway. Author the anguish on your own terms. If life tries to fuck you—fuck it back. Harder.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
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There's a kind of ugly, beautiful horror in knowing yourself. In embracing your own fragility—the feeble nature of your existence. I try to take a walk with my contradictions. My petty. It's all part of the engine of becoming. Of being. I'm a self-absorbed drunk. A coward. An ignoble saint. So what.
November 18, 2025 at 10:55 AM
There's a kind of ugly, beautiful horror in knowing yourself. In embracing your own fragility—the feeble nature of your existence. I try to take a walk with my contradictions. My petty. It's all part of the engine of becoming. Of being. I'm a self-absorbed drunk. A coward. An ignoble saint. So what.
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I have a small goal of $20 today, and I will post tdick once I hit it. Send it on cashapp! Also peep my new banner photo.
cash.app/$srtreedafirst
cash.app/$srtreedafirst
November 18, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I have a small goal of $20 today, and I will post tdick once I hit it. Send it on cashapp! Also peep my new banner photo.
cash.app/$srtreedafirst
cash.app/$srtreedafirst
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Thanks for 555 angels 😇
November 18, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Thanks for 555 angels 😇
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✨️💕 can't wait to show u this one... 💕✨️
💸🔒 $55 to unlock* 🔑💸
💸🔒 $55 to unlock* 🔑💸
November 18, 2025 at 4:37 PM
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Good naked Morning
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November 18, 2025 at 3:07 PM
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The world is cruel, and unjust. All I want to do is be kind to those who deserve it, and reprimand the ones who do the harm.
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#BlackLivesMatter
#HomelessLivesMatter
#FreePalestine
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#BlackLivesMatter
#HomelessLivesMatter
#FreePalestine
September 14, 2025 at 9:10 PM
The world is cruel, and unjust. All I want to do is be kind to those who deserve it, and reprimand the ones who do the harm.
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#BlackLivesMatter
#HomelessLivesMatter
#FreePalestine
#TransRightsAreHumanRights
#BlackLivesMatter
#HomelessLivesMatter
#FreePalestine
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If you’re going to be involved in kink in any capacity you have to advocate for sex workers. Period.
November 18, 2025 at 4:04 AM
If you’re going to be involved in kink in any capacity you have to advocate for sex workers. Period.
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November 18, 2025 at 8:44 AM
This profile prominently features me wearing a mask, but it is oddly the least masked version of me. Bookish, mildly unhinged. Sometimes thoroughly pretentious. Random.
November 18, 2025 at 12:19 PM
This profile prominently features me wearing a mask, but it is oddly the least masked version of me. Bookish, mildly unhinged. Sometimes thoroughly pretentious. Random.
Comfort teaches you very little.
November 18, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Comfort teaches you very little.
Life meets you where you are. Then it tries to eat you alive. It's the price you pay for temporary intimacy. Choose both anyway. Author the anguish on your own terms. If life tries to fuck you—fuck it back. Harder.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
November 18, 2025 at 11:16 AM
Life meets you where you are. Then it tries to eat you alive. It's the price you pay for temporary intimacy. Choose both anyway. Author the anguish on your own terms. If life tries to fuck you—fuck it back. Harder.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
Mix your Sarte with Nietzsche. Add in a little Bukowski. Deleuze. Cum loudly.
There's a kind of ugly, beautiful horror in knowing yourself. In embracing your own fragility—the feeble nature of your existence. I try to take a walk with my contradictions. My petty. It's all part of the engine of becoming. Of being. I'm a self-absorbed drunk. A coward. An ignoble saint. So what.
November 18, 2025 at 10:55 AM
There's a kind of ugly, beautiful horror in knowing yourself. In embracing your own fragility—the feeble nature of your existence. I try to take a walk with my contradictions. My petty. It's all part of the engine of becoming. Of being. I'm a self-absorbed drunk. A coward. An ignoble saint. So what.
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Kindness is a mercy we rarely grant ourselves. Instead, we hand it to the undeserving and call it compassion.
November 17, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Kindness is a mercy we rarely grant ourselves. Instead, we hand it to the undeserving and call it compassion.
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Internet is back. Listening to this. Will attempt to write instead of shitposting.
youtu.be/MuIrUqe3mAI?...
youtu.be/MuIrUqe3mAI?...
Jacqueline François "Mademoiselle De Paris" Full Album
YouTube video by The Record Library
youtu.be
November 17, 2025 at 4:35 PM
Internet is back. Listening to this. Will attempt to write instead of shitposting.
youtu.be/MuIrUqe3mAI?...
youtu.be/MuIrUqe3mAI?...
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𝑴𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 🦇
November 17, 2025 at 9:09 PM
𝑴𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 🦇
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How are you all not tipping @cruorcrypt.bsky.social ?? Taking THIS ass for granted? I hate to think what you'll be reincarnated as...
November 17, 2025 at 8:38 PM
How are you all not tipping @cruorcrypt.bsky.social ?? Taking THIS ass for granted? I hate to think what you'll be reincarnated as...
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I miss cigarettes. They went with everything except my cardiovascular system. Coffee, sex, neurodivergently not knowing what to do with my hands...
November 17, 2025 at 4:13 PM
I miss cigarettes. They went with everything except my cardiovascular system. Coffee, sex, neurodivergently not knowing what to do with my hands...