gothfairy49.bsky.social
@gothfairy49.bsky.social
I have to keep telling myself I want to lose weight without also losing muscle so I don’t tread into ED waters
December 2, 2025 at 10:01 PM
Men will build an entire social media platform on “loving bigger women” and “making sure she gets off first”and “other men need to shape up”

Then the moment they’re hurt they’ll resort to awful misogynistic insults that I don’t wish to record on my page. Shocking.
November 29, 2025 at 5:59 AM
Lately I’m frequently blocking and getting blocked

That’s how you know i have integrity at the very least
November 29, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Yup I hate misogyny. I’m sick of it. I’m fucking sick.
November 29, 2025 at 3:51 AM
“Oh so people aren’t allowed to be skinny?” They’re not 🫶
November 28, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Learning that some of what I experienced in childhood was indeed torture. Mostly it came from my parents but my younger sister perpetuated it significantly. I really don’t know what accountability or healing looks like here.
November 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
Lmfao
November 27, 2025 at 11:12 PM
In 5th grade we were assigned a short story that went into very graphic detail about a physically violent event, between kids. One particular part gave me an imagery I’ve never been able to shake. I’m not sure how this exposure or the lesson may have helped other kids
November 27, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Two random things went missing in my living room this morning and I’m spooked about it.
November 27, 2025 at 10:47 PM
I cannot stand when I tell someone how they hurt me and they take it as a personal attack.

Me “you hurt me in this way” them “actually I’m hurt because you’re ‘attacking’ me” bfr
November 27, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Drug rug siting in 2025
November 26, 2025 at 2:32 PM
My doc put me on some stupid blood pressure med in September to help my sleep, I finished a month’s course and haven’t taken it for weeks now.
For some reason the stupid med made me hallucinate and increased my night terror frequency. And this is still happening weeks after stopping the med.
November 26, 2025 at 1:02 PM
I think what really gets me is like omfg, if you *have* to celebrate your bullshit November&December holidays, at least peer pressure and beg the people who actually want to do it?? At least 80% of idiots want to do Thanksgiving so please stop pestering me to participate in your pathetic rendition.
November 26, 2025 at 6:02 AM
I’m about to tell my siblings and also a good friend that asking to replicate bullshit holidays that only trigger me and do not fulfill me, that this is a hard boundary and I cannot tolerate it anymore. No more.
November 26, 2025 at 5:53 AM
If you have a pattern of befriending vulnerable people with severe family trauma, at some point you will have to learn the hard way that we don’t give af about your holiday plans
November 26, 2025 at 4:56 AM
My sister reviving bullshit family trauma cycles is getting insanely tiring. Stressing herself out for this stupid holiday and making it everyone’s problem… at 27 you need to grow up
November 26, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Thankful for dihh honestly
November 25, 2025 at 3:58 PM
Pasta with tuna really carries me thru life sometimes
November 25, 2025 at 12:38 AM
The ridiculous amount of banging and slamming im hearing from my downstairs neighbor today, on a Sunday, on top of loud ass music

I pray she’s moving out or her bum bf is moving out

Also i will move to Germany one day im not even religious but sundays are for quiet chill
November 23, 2025 at 9:23 PM
This semi feral cat 🥲

She’s acting beyond cute tn
November 22, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Ah le le le ah le las

Ya know
November 22, 2025 at 2:18 AM
This is exactly how my dad is, horrifyingly accurate and stupid
if you put him in a room with AOC he might leave saying that a single-payer healthcare system is a great idea he just invented (he'll never do it but he'll pay lip service to anything, just ask bill)
November 21, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Healthcare is absolutely fucked here in the US, but one thing that’s certain is you can generally find free STD testing and protection in your nearest city.

This is great but also evidence of the ruling class patriarchs’ priorities. They’re only interested in public health when it comes to sex.
November 21, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Artichokes are yonic
November 21, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Semi feral kitty is getting old, she’s starting to spend the night inside most nights

I definitely should have known better than to open a can of sardines with her in the house, lmao
November 20, 2025 at 6:48 AM