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Hey, apologies in advance for anyone that follows me: this is a venting account! Yeah sometimes I'll say Normal Things but I am very depressed :')

Lately I've been reposting things to make it less hellish here but... just as a warning.
i think i feel this way because i don't have any real meaningful human connection

all through a screen. makes me feel like i'm not a real person. just here when you need me. not a thought any other time.
December 23, 2025 at 9:23 AM
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December 23, 2025 at 1:49 AM
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Another Blue Jay busy day around the property...
#birds #parkdale #bluejay
December 23, 2025 at 5:05 AM
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Oh lawd, he comin’! 🪶🇳🇿
December 23, 2025 at 5:51 AM
ughhhh I just want the news to stop I don't want to be worrying about this

i get that the discussion and changes are ultimately good and things changing is good and blah blah blah i just feel overwhelmed

wish i could turn off my brain like everyone else seems to be able to do super easily
December 23, 2025 at 6:05 AM
There's a guy who favored my work on dA and liked it here and part of me wonders if they're a real person (or even recognized that I'm the same person)
December 22, 2025 at 11:41 PM
being awake right now is doing me more harm than good, so I'm gonna go back to bed.
December 19, 2025 at 11:51 PM
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It isn't just #birds that eat the birdseed.
But it is unusual for the bunnies to come out at noon for a meal ... I usually see "traces" (ie. poop) in the snow. Or, perhaps, a quick sighting at dawn or twilight. This brave (or hungry) little fellow came out for a lunchtime snack.
December 19, 2025 at 7:00 PM
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Superb Fairy-wrens at O'Reilly's, Lamington National Park
#birds #birdwatching #birding #birdphotography #australianbirds #wrensday #WildOz #OzBirds
December 19, 2025 at 8:51 PM
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Pintail - new for my patch.
#birds #birdingscotland
December 19, 2025 at 9:38 PM
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We got our first ever Pearl Bordered Fritillary this year on a trip to Wyre Forest - made doubly lucky by also getting our first ever Wood Warbler on the same day...

#macro #Nikon #photography #insects #ukwildlife #invertebrates #wildlife #nature #butterfly #birds
December 19, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I think I'm just. stuck. yearning for times long passed.

i miss you and I'll miss you forever and the yearning will never stop.
December 19, 2025 at 9:15 AM
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White Stork (Ciconia ciconia) coming into land for today's #BirdOfTheDay theme of #LongLegsAndNeck. This one was so close I was struggling to keep it in frame!
#birds #EastCoastKin #photography #Extremadura, SW Spain.
December 19, 2025 at 8:53 AM
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December 18, 2025 at 11:59 PM
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Getting ready for Africa #birding trip & trying to learn from past mistakes in my bird photography. In Taiwan I remember seeing Gray-chinned Minivets and not being happy with the pics I got, and rather than trying for better, telling myself we would have better looks later. Never Did. Best I got:
December 19, 2025 at 2:34 AM
more AI in the Birds feed. Cool 🙃
December 19, 2025 at 8:28 AM
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Hmm long legs ?
Do mine meet the requirements😁
Greetings to everyone @robcrank68.bsky.social today's #BirdOfTheDay theme is #LongLegsAndNeck
My neck MAY be a little chunky but it’s quite rude of you to mention it !
*Purple Swamp Hen.
#Australia #Photo
#birds #photography #EastCoastKin #Animals
December 19, 2025 at 7:41 AM
hello? hellooooooo?

is anybody there...?
December 19, 2025 at 8:24 AM
killing myself still feels ideal lmao
December 19, 2025 at 8:00 AM
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I just LOVE #BirdOfTheDay. Thx @alan678.bsky.social & @robcrank68.bsky.social for hosting 🙌
Today's theme: #QuietObservers - single #birds observing their surroundings.
Well, here's Winnie the Whinchat doing just that in a field of #yellow mustard and sunflowers 🌻

#EastCoastKin #nature #photography
December 18, 2025 at 7:07 AM
not feeling well... too hot...
December 18, 2025 at 7:08 AM
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Here are a few Jacintha Eggfly butterflies. #insects #bugs #butterflies
December 16, 2025 at 11:21 AM
like okay i'm sad and i don't know how to talk about it. there's no one around to help.
December 16, 2025 at 11:23 AM
yeah I need to stop the sadness and suicidal thoughts are comin' back thick and fast
December 16, 2025 at 11:22 AM
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Betty the Blackbird brunching on berries. #BirdOfTheDay #NaturesPantry #birds #birdsofbluesky #birdphotography
December 16, 2025 at 10:37 AM