Alex 🌱
@fullycookedham.bsky.social
yeah i made an alt i missed having an indoor voice also this may have turned into my bummer account lmfao i’m so sorry i’ll try to post more dunks to make up for it
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Alex 🌱
@fullycookedham.bsky.social
· Jan 24
just needed a quieter space; I miss having an indoor voice. also, was starting to feel a little weird about blasting my smaller account friends with the light of six or seven suns every time I replied to their posts.
here's hoping my ✨irresistible charm✨ doesn't lure a bunch of followers here too!!
here's hoping my ✨irresistible charm✨ doesn't lure a bunch of followers here too!!
btw hi yes i’ve gotten a couple DMs today making sure, so yes this IS in fact the sweaty finger guns alex with the fluorescent retro windbreaker that you’re thinking of, and if you *weren’t* thinking of me, what are you doing with your life!!!
i think i have annoyed everyone with my hyperfixating on every detail of what is going on with me while i figure out what the hell to ask my doctor for, but i’m both relieved and furious that it’s definitely hormonal. the week i didnt take my birth control i was CLEAR and PRODUCTIVE
November 18, 2025 at 1:55 AM
i think i have annoyed everyone with my hyperfixating on every detail of what is going on with me while i figure out what the hell to ask my doctor for, but i’m both relieved and furious that it’s definitely hormonal. the week i didnt take my birth control i was CLEAR and PRODUCTIVE
so deeply jealous of all my friends with creative juice right now lol. i’ve been so dry for so long. please. im parched.
October 31, 2025 at 4:34 PM
so deeply jealous of all my friends with creative juice right now lol. i’ve been so dry for so long. please. im parched.
feeling *incredibly* bad this week but in a really annoying way where like.. everything is entirely fine but is causing me an immense amount of psychic damage every moment i am alive??
it SHOULDN’T be, but after analysis i am chalking it up to a combo of hormones and social overstimulation for now.
it SHOULDN’T be, but after analysis i am chalking it up to a combo of hormones and social overstimulation for now.
October 8, 2025 at 11:44 PM
feeling *incredibly* bad this week but in a really annoying way where like.. everything is entirely fine but is causing me an immense amount of psychic damage every moment i am alive??
it SHOULDN’T be, but after analysis i am chalking it up to a combo of hormones and social overstimulation for now.
it SHOULDN’T be, but after analysis i am chalking it up to a combo of hormones and social overstimulation for now.
god this year has been So Much lmao christ i want to get off mr bones wild ride
September 26, 2025 at 6:24 PM
god this year has been So Much lmao christ i want to get off mr bones wild ride
it’s still pretty sunny these days but maybe…. maybe it is time to break out the SAD lamp actually?
September 26, 2025 at 6:23 PM
it’s still pretty sunny these days but maybe…. maybe it is time to break out the SAD lamp actually?
posting here because i don't want to sound like i'm begging for sales or something (and people are lovely and often try to help when I am down) but damn dude it's getting so hard not to get demoralized by it all. obstacles at every turn. my usual sunny disposition is clouding a wee bit.
September 26, 2025 at 6:17 PM
posting here because i don't want to sound like i'm begging for sales or something (and people are lovely and often try to help when I am down) but damn dude it's getting so hard not to get demoralized by it all. obstacles at every turn. my usual sunny disposition is clouding a wee bit.
having big feelings day today in a good way but i’ve cried like three times about random things. is just… a realization that so MUCH came together in the last couple weeks and it feels like five years of really intense work in every corner of my life is starting to pay off all at once and i’m WEEPY
September 9, 2025 at 2:39 AM
having big feelings day today in a good way but i’ve cried like three times about random things. is just… a realization that so MUCH came together in the last couple weeks and it feels like five years of really intense work in every corner of my life is starting to pay off all at once and i’m WEEPY
not getting into discourse on main but thinking about “they were a product of their time”
it’s not that i think it absolves anybody, but i also simply do not think the average person is capable of going against the norm without someone else showing them how first. many people can! but most can’t.
it’s not that i think it absolves anybody, but i also simply do not think the average person is capable of going against the norm without someone else showing them how first. many people can! but most can’t.
July 1, 2025 at 5:38 PM
not getting into discourse on main but thinking about “they were a product of their time”
it’s not that i think it absolves anybody, but i also simply do not think the average person is capable of going against the norm without someone else showing them how first. many people can! but most can’t.
it’s not that i think it absolves anybody, but i also simply do not think the average person is capable of going against the norm without someone else showing them how first. many people can! but most can’t.
i’ll have a better grasp on the actual effects in a week or two but it’s fucking WILD how much more comfortable i suddenly feel like 6 days into hormonal bc??
that said, while i’m feeling way more stable in all areas, i kinda doubt i’m gonna come around to liking these big ol honkers lol
that said, while i’m feeling way more stable in all areas, i kinda doubt i’m gonna come around to liking these big ol honkers lol
June 21, 2025 at 12:52 AM
i’ll have a better grasp on the actual effects in a week or two but it’s fucking WILD how much more comfortable i suddenly feel like 6 days into hormonal bc??
that said, while i’m feeling way more stable in all areas, i kinda doubt i’m gonna come around to liking these big ol honkers lol
that said, while i’m feeling way more stable in all areas, i kinda doubt i’m gonna come around to liking these big ol honkers lol
tbh i think the big problem is just... to accurately describe myself i’d need like 4 different labels, and stacking labels comes with identity implications i don’t jive with. BUT i haven’t come around to “queer” yet either—it feels like stolen valour. and i’m fine being seen as a cishet woman? so?
June 1, 2025 at 8:59 PM
tbh i think the big problem is just... to accurately describe myself i’d need like 4 different labels, and stacking labels comes with identity implications i don’t jive with. BUT i haven’t come around to “queer” yet either—it feels like stolen valour. and i’m fine being seen as a cishet woman? so?
every year i feel a little weirder about pride. kinda feels like watching all your friends have fun during a school activity because you forgot to get your parents to sign the slip, and like, you COULD forge it, but you also don’t have the right shoes so it’s ok. you’re just happy for your friends
June 1, 2025 at 8:32 PM
every year i feel a little weirder about pride. kinda feels like watching all your friends have fun during a school activity because you forgot to get your parents to sign the slip, and like, you COULD forge it, but you also don’t have the right shoes so it’s ok. you’re just happy for your friends
okay pals, last week was a bit rough, but this week has a lot of potential because i just got a bunch of cleaning and prep for tomorrow done while a friend told me excellent ghost stories on a call, so as long as my country doesn’t completely shit the bed tomorrow things could be looking up!!!
April 28, 2025 at 7:11 AM
okay pals, last week was a bit rough, but this week has a lot of potential because i just got a bunch of cleaning and prep for tomorrow done while a friend told me excellent ghost stories on a call, so as long as my country doesn’t completely shit the bed tomorrow things could be looking up!!!
man… i don’t think i’m doing very well these days, actually. i’m holding it together enough to THINK i’m doing relatively okay, but i don’t… KNOW that haha
April 21, 2025 at 9:28 PM
man… i don’t think i’m doing very well these days, actually. i’m holding it together enough to THINK i’m doing relatively okay, but i don’t… KNOW that haha
i was at the park the other day with my kid and someone (a very nice guy it was fine) came up to me and asked if I was alex and when i said yes he said "i follow you on bluesky" and then i went "oh NO" and i have not stopped going "oh NO" for days now
April 21, 2025 at 5:59 PM
i was at the park the other day with my kid and someone (a very nice guy it was fine) came up to me and asked if I was alex and when i said yes he said "i follow you on bluesky" and then i went "oh NO" and i have not stopped going "oh NO" for days now
you know that feeling of like… intense personal growth and it’s just wave after wave of being uncomfortable but it’s ok because it’s for the best and you’re processing and learning so much and anyway it CAN’T last forever, but then you’re like 4 years in and you think “oh no maybe it CAN”
April 13, 2025 at 2:10 AM
you know that feeling of like… intense personal growth and it’s just wave after wave of being uncomfortable but it’s ok because it’s for the best and you’re processing and learning so much and anyway it CAN’T last forever, but then you’re like 4 years in and you think “oh no maybe it CAN”
i just really love my friends. i’m really lucky
April 11, 2025 at 12:54 AM
i just really love my friends. i’m really lucky
oh thank god my “accounts like this one” suggestions on my main are back to being accounts that make sense again
April 8, 2025 at 1:32 AM
oh thank god my “accounts like this one” suggestions on my main are back to being accounts that make sense again
once again thinking about how i most likely fit under the queer umbrella but only in a number of the least visible ways possible that don’t particularly affect my life in any significant fashion, and honestly i’d rather have no label at all in a lot of cases when i think about it.
April 6, 2025 at 6:44 PM
once again thinking about how i most likely fit under the queer umbrella but only in a number of the least visible ways possible that don’t particularly affect my life in any significant fashion, and honestly i’d rather have no label at all in a lot of cases when i think about it.
the other day i had half an hour to take a shower before star trek time and afterward i was like “shit i forgot my headphones downstairs” and then i thought “i have ten minutes i’ll make a quick coffee” then i came back up and realized i was only wearing socks, undies, and an inside-out tank top.
April 5, 2025 at 12:04 AM
the other day i had half an hour to take a shower before star trek time and afterward i was like “shit i forgot my headphones downstairs” and then i thought “i have ten minutes i’ll make a quick coffee” then i came back up and realized i was only wearing socks, undies, and an inside-out tank top.
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crying laughing at the thought that i was worried a psychiatrist would think i dont have adhd
March 18, 2025 at 4:10 PM
crying laughing at the thought that i was worried a psychiatrist would think i dont have adhd
i try not to share this stuff usually but yeah doug i too struggled not to laugh with the force of about 7 or 8 simultaneous conflicting emotions
Fox News anchor, Jesse Watters finds it “personally offensive” that Canadians refuse to be annexed by the US: “That’s what everyone in the world wants—American citizenship.”
American Imperialism is on full show.
American Imperialism is on full show.
March 17, 2025 at 10:30 PM
i try not to share this stuff usually but yeah doug i too struggled not to laugh with the force of about 7 or 8 simultaneous conflicting emotions
ok stared directly into the sun (therapy lamp) for a bit and maybe it helped? probably?
March 15, 2025 at 9:29 PM
ok stared directly into the sun (therapy lamp) for a bit and maybe it helped? probably?
usually the way i experience feelings is "smashed in the face with something and trying to figure out if it was the cast-iron pan or the lid of the toilet tank that gave me a nosebleed" but lately i've been having the "secret invisible fairies are making me act weird with magic" kind, which... ???
March 15, 2025 at 9:08 PM
usually the way i experience feelings is "smashed in the face with something and trying to figure out if it was the cast-iron pan or the lid of the toilet tank that gave me a nosebleed" but lately i've been having the "secret invisible fairies are making me act weird with magic" kind, which... ???
i must be updating some processes in the background or something this week because trying to work is like pulling teeth, and i simply cannot shut up.
March 13, 2025 at 7:07 PM
i must be updating some processes in the background or something this week because trying to work is like pulling teeth, and i simply cannot shut up.