Chris - Composer of Worlds
@flutebear54.bsky.social
Just a guy in the UK who composes music and had tried to relearn the flute (had to sell those for now)
I have degrees in music, education, engineering, and astrophysics. AKA, I'm a nerd.
Equality for all - Block hammer enthusiast
DID 8️⃣🧠
(He/Him/We/Us)
I have degrees in music, education, engineering, and astrophysics. AKA, I'm a nerd.
Equality for all - Block hammer enthusiast
DID 8️⃣🧠
(He/Him/We/Us)
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Hi all,
This is my replacement for FBook. Tired of feeding the billionaires who meddle in politics with the ad revenue generated every time I use that site.
* Does not tolerate fascists
* Equality for all
* Trans people deserve to exist
* Block hammer enthusiast
* Believes in science
This is my replacement for FBook. Tired of feeding the billionaires who meddle in politics with the ad revenue generated every time I use that site.
* Does not tolerate fascists
* Equality for all
* Trans people deserve to exist
* Block hammer enthusiast
* Believes in science
FFFRRRRREEEEEGGGGG!
freg.
YouTube video by Daniel Thrasher
www.youtube.com
October 3, 2025 at 9:02 PM
FFFRRRRREEEEEGGGGG!
...and then I slipped into a fugue state, but don’t worry, it was Bach’s Prelude and Fugue in A minor, BWV 543.
Honestly? Worth it. 🎶🧠
Honestly? Worth it. 🎶🧠
August 20, 2025 at 3:58 PM
...and then I slipped into a fugue state, but don’t worry, it was Bach’s Prelude and Fugue in A minor, BWV 543.
Honestly? Worth it. 🎶🧠
Honestly? Worth it. 🎶🧠
Wait... so Dr Steinberg, who made the SCID-D assessment, not only donated to my assessment but now wants to quote my feedback in her work...
The Pottergate Centre clinical director commented on my DID songs on YouTube, saying they were beautiful...
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The Pottergate Centre clinical director commented on my DID songs on YouTube, saying they were beautiful...
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July 25, 2025 at 11:34 PM
Wait... so Dr Steinberg, who made the SCID-D assessment, not only donated to my assessment but now wants to quote my feedback in her work...
The Pottergate Centre clinical director commented on my DID songs on YouTube, saying they were beautiful...
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The Pottergate Centre clinical director commented on my DID songs on YouTube, saying they were beautiful...
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Well, it's official...
I'll be heading down to the tattoo studio this weekend to get "Crazy" stamped on my forehead in permanent ink 😂
I'll be heading down to the tattoo studio this weekend to get "Crazy" stamped on my forehead in permanent ink 😂
July 17, 2025 at 6:25 PM
Well, it's official...
I'll be heading down to the tattoo studio this weekend to get "Crazy" stamped on my forehead in permanent ink 😂
I'll be heading down to the tattoo studio this weekend to get "Crazy" stamped on my forehead in permanent ink 😂
Last for today - Discontinuous Mind
This is a duet of sorts between myself and my angry, aggressive alter, Leo. He explains why he does what he does and I explain the feeling of losing my agency during the switch from the few memory fragments I have of the event.
This is a duet of sorts between myself and my angry, aggressive alter, Leo. He explains why he does what he does and I explain the feeling of losing my agency during the switch from the few memory fragments I have of the event.
Discontinuous Mind - A song about the horror of losing agency in DID
YouTube video by FB54
www.youtube.com
July 16, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Last for today - Discontinuous Mind
This is a duet of sorts between myself and my angry, aggressive alter, Leo. He explains why he does what he does and I explain the feeling of losing my agency during the switch from the few memory fragments I have of the event.
This is a duet of sorts between myself and my angry, aggressive alter, Leo. He explains why he does what he does and I explain the feeling of losing my agency during the switch from the few memory fragments I have of the event.
Next up - My Mind's Fantastic Lie
This is how I felt after further discussions with others and realising I have a variety of false memories my mind generated to cover up alter switches to make me think that 1) "Chris" was a continuous experience and 2) everything was just fiiiiiiinnnnne...
This is how I felt after further discussions with others and realising I have a variety of false memories my mind generated to cover up alter switches to make me think that 1) "Chris" was a continuous experience and 2) everything was just fiiiiiiinnnnne...
My Minds Fanastic Lie - A song about false memories in DID
YouTube video by FB54
www.youtube.com
July 16, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Next up - My Mind's Fantastic Lie
This is how I felt after further discussions with others and realising I have a variety of false memories my mind generated to cover up alter switches to make me think that 1) "Chris" was a continuous experience and 2) everything was just fiiiiiiinnnnne...
This is how I felt after further discussions with others and realising I have a variety of false memories my mind generated to cover up alter switches to make me think that 1) "Chris" was a continuous experience and 2) everything was just fiiiiiiinnnnne...
First up - Partially Complete
This is how I felt when I discovered that not only is my mind fragmented from my upbringing, but when I spoke to my ex about things he may have noticed which could be DID signs, I found out I have huge swathes of missing memory around fights and dissociative seizures.
This is how I felt when I discovered that not only is my mind fragmented from my upbringing, but when I spoke to my ex about things he may have noticed which could be DID signs, I found out I have huge swathes of missing memory around fights and dissociative seizures.
Partially Complete - A song about discovering my DID
YouTube video by FB54
www.youtube.com
July 16, 2025 at 2:32 PM
First up - Partially Complete
This is how I felt when I discovered that not only is my mind fragmented from my upbringing, but when I spoke to my ex about things he may have noticed which could be DID signs, I found out I have huge swathes of missing memory around fights and dissociative seizures.
This is how I felt when I discovered that not only is my mind fragmented from my upbringing, but when I spoke to my ex about things he may have noticed which could be DID signs, I found out I have huge swathes of missing memory around fights and dissociative seizures.
Ok, I'm going to be posting some things today: songs and music videos I made to help process what's been happening with my DID.
I'm an orchestral composer but have no skill in popular styles.
So yes, AI was used to help me make these.
They are the therapy I've been doing with myself for now.
I'm an orchestral composer but have no skill in popular styles.
So yes, AI was used to help me make these.
They are the therapy I've been doing with myself for now.
July 16, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Ok, I'm going to be posting some things today: songs and music videos I made to help process what's been happening with my DID.
I'm an orchestral composer but have no skill in popular styles.
So yes, AI was used to help me make these.
They are the therapy I've been doing with myself for now.
I'm an orchestral composer but have no skill in popular styles.
So yes, AI was used to help me make these.
They are the therapy I've been doing with myself for now.
I used to identify as a man, but then I found out I have DID and there are 4 other males in my mind. This means I now identify as a Five Guys and it explains why I'm so fat...
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July 12, 2025 at 11:03 AM
I used to identify as a man, but then I found out I have DID and there are 4 other males in my mind. This means I now identify as a Five Guys and it explains why I'm so fat...
😂😁
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I understand the point of a rhyming dictionary is to be comprehensive, but I mean... I'm trying to write song lyrics here. I'm unlikely going to need the words "mammogram", "omeprazole", or "taoiseach" (which BTW, does NOT rhyme with "beach") 🤷♂️😂
June 21, 2025 at 10:25 AM
I understand the point of a rhyming dictionary is to be comprehensive, but I mean... I'm trying to write song lyrics here. I'm unlikely going to need the words "mammogram", "omeprazole", or "taoiseach" (which BTW, does NOT rhyme with "beach") 🤷♂️😂
QOTD from Sabine Hossenfelder: After explaining a new paper suggests that magnetars produce gold when they flare:
"The universe is full of surprises. You think a star is just sitting there being dense then it throws gold at you. And now that material is hanging from someone’s earlobe in a disco."
"The universe is full of surprises. You think a star is just sitting there being dense then it throws gold at you. And now that material is hanging from someone’s earlobe in a disco."
June 18, 2025 at 5:28 PM
QOTD from Sabine Hossenfelder: After explaining a new paper suggests that magnetars produce gold when they flare:
"The universe is full of surprises. You think a star is just sitting there being dense then it throws gold at you. And now that material is hanging from someone’s earlobe in a disco."
"The universe is full of surprises. You think a star is just sitting there being dense then it throws gold at you. And now that material is hanging from someone’s earlobe in a disco."
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Just reading the news...
"Our body's own human cells are outnumbered by the bacteria, fungi and others that live inside us - known as the microbiome."
Firstly, debatable...
Secondly, what's the point of saying this? Those cells are VASTLY different in size...
(cont)
#sciencecommunication
"Our body's own human cells are outnumbered by the bacteria, fungi and others that live inside us - known as the microbiome."
Firstly, debatable...
Secondly, what's the point of saying this? Those cells are VASTLY different in size...
(cont)
#sciencecommunication
Doctors use poo pills to flush out dangerous superbugs
Can a dose of good bacteria clear superbugs from their hiding place in the bowels?
www.bbc.co.uk
June 8, 2025 at 8:30 AM
Just reading the news...
"Our body's own human cells are outnumbered by the bacteria, fungi and others that live inside us - known as the microbiome."
Firstly, debatable...
Secondly, what's the point of saying this? Those cells are VASTLY different in size...
(cont)
#sciencecommunication
"Our body's own human cells are outnumbered by the bacteria, fungi and others that live inside us - known as the microbiome."
Firstly, debatable...
Secondly, what's the point of saying this? Those cells are VASTLY different in size...
(cont)
#sciencecommunication
Welcome to June, everything is gay now...
Gay oil change
YouTube video by kevin james thornton
youtube.com
June 1, 2025 at 9:25 AM
Welcome to June, everything is gay now...
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In my last video, I showed how we know that a global flood never happened. Now here's how we know Noah's Ark itself would be scientifically impossible:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdkY...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdkY...
Everything Wrong with Noah's Ark in 10 minutes
YouTube video by Holy Koolaid
www.youtube.com
May 17, 2025 at 5:45 PM
In my last video, I showed how we know that a global flood never happened. Now here's how we know Noah's Ark itself would be scientifically impossible:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdkY...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdkY...
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Here is a clip of the student's speech.
May 15, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Here is a clip of the student's speech.
Tonight, I got to see how a bad conductor can really murder a piece like Rimsky-Korsakov's Scheherazade with unclear cues. The players were so technically proficient, and knew their parts, but damn... they just didn't know when to enter! Some of the first violins were half a beat off in places 😱
May 11, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Tonight, I got to see how a bad conductor can really murder a piece like Rimsky-Korsakov's Scheherazade with unclear cues. The players were so technically proficient, and knew their parts, but damn... they just didn't know when to enter! Some of the first violins were half a beat off in places 😱
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"Masked security forces captured an opposition leader in the coastal province of New Jersey as regime officials continue their months-long crack-down against pro-democracy elements in the embattled United States. The arrest comes as the regime issued calls for summary detentions without trial."
HAPPENING NOW: Newark Mayor Ras Baraka was just taken into custody while protesting outside the Delaney Hall ICE detention center
May 9, 2025 at 10:10 PM
"Masked security forces captured an opposition leader in the coastal province of New Jersey as regime officials continue their months-long crack-down against pro-democracy elements in the embattled United States. The arrest comes as the regime issued calls for summary detentions without trial."
I've had this section of the Polovtsian Dances stuck in my head for like... 2 weeks now... 😂
Symphonic Gems: Borodin's Prince Igor - Polovtsian Dances - Noseda | Concertgebouworkest
YouTube video by Concertgebouworkest
youtu.be
May 9, 2025 at 10:54 PM
I've had this section of the Polovtsian Dances stuck in my head for like... 2 weeks now... 😂
How to properly enjoy a cup of tea...
IT Crowd - Fave Denholm Reynholm moment.
YouTube video by Four dollars
youtu.be
May 4, 2025 at 8:53 AM
How to properly enjoy a cup of tea...
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You can’t say criminals don’t deserve due process when due process is the thing that decides if they're criminals. Otherwise you're just kidnapping people you don't like.
April 27, 2025 at 7:26 PM
You can’t say criminals don’t deserve due process when due process is the thing that decides if they're criminals. Otherwise you're just kidnapping people you don't like.
To clarify, the UK Supreme Court ruled on the definition of a woman in the context of the Equality Act 2010. They did not rule on what the definition of a woman should be in a social context or in all laws going forward in perpetuity.
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April 23, 2025 at 1:27 PM
To clarify, the UK Supreme Court ruled on the definition of a woman in the context of the Equality Act 2010. They did not rule on what the definition of a woman should be in a social context or in all laws going forward in perpetuity.
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