Feel Like A Ghost
@feel-like-a-ghost.bsky.social
👻 Hi this is Wiseman's personal account for talky stuff, NSFW and basically self therapy journaling.
Aww that sounds wonderful! I bet you had a blast with your family 💜🫂
November 28, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Aww that sounds wonderful! I bet you had a blast with your family 💜🫂
One day, I felt like I was going to relax too much and just stop breathing and was passing out. It took a lot of force to just sit up and I was making myself manually breathe.
I don't ever want to abuse any substance again that I might OD, since then I've seen how much various addictions ruin lives.
I don't ever want to abuse any substance again that I might OD, since then I've seen how much various addictions ruin lives.
November 28, 2025 at 2:43 AM
One day, I felt like I was going to relax too much and just stop breathing and was passing out. It took a lot of force to just sit up and I was making myself manually breathe.
I don't ever want to abuse any substance again that I might OD, since then I've seen how much various addictions ruin lives.
I don't ever want to abuse any substance again that I might OD, since then I've seen how much various addictions ruin lives.
Used to to Friendsgiving.
Damn not even friends with them anymore, they turned MAGA and I just eventually cut ties.
Just thinking out loud. It all doesn't feel... Meaningless, just serves no purpose to me lately.
Damn not even friends with them anymore, they turned MAGA and I just eventually cut ties.
Just thinking out loud. It all doesn't feel... Meaningless, just serves no purpose to me lately.
November 28, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Used to to Friendsgiving.
Damn not even friends with them anymore, they turned MAGA and I just eventually cut ties.
Just thinking out loud. It all doesn't feel... Meaningless, just serves no purpose to me lately.
Damn not even friends with them anymore, they turned MAGA and I just eventually cut ties.
Just thinking out loud. It all doesn't feel... Meaningless, just serves no purpose to me lately.
Like I occasionally me and my brother will eat together in His room and watch some YouTube but that's like the closest we get to that nature in the house. I used to miss the feeling of family so much. Seeing my gf at the time's family and how easy they got along...
November 28, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Like I occasionally me and my brother will eat together in His room and watch some YouTube but that's like the closest we get to that nature in the house. I used to miss the feeling of family so much. Seeing my gf at the time's family and how easy they got along...
LMAO I'm looking forward to the Holidays being over. We have visited or had family over in forever, they just make Thanksgiving food out of habit.
The reminders are depressing. Sorry I would rather just throw a pizza in the oven and call it a day. We don't even sit down to eat together
The reminders are depressing. Sorry I would rather just throw a pizza in the oven and call it a day. We don't even sit down to eat together
November 28, 2025 at 2:38 AM
LMAO I'm looking forward to the Holidays being over. We have visited or had family over in forever, they just make Thanksgiving food out of habit.
The reminders are depressing. Sorry I would rather just throw a pizza in the oven and call it a day. We don't even sit down to eat together
The reminders are depressing. Sorry I would rather just throw a pizza in the oven and call it a day. We don't even sit down to eat together
I used to listen to music more but my watch later is like 400 videos so I always feel guilty not going through them more lol
October 14, 2025 at 11:58 PM
I used to listen to music more but my watch later is like 400 videos so I always feel guilty not going through them more lol
idk I've just gained so much weight over the past months and it's harder and harder to exercise and do things for my own improvement. I don't even care about quitting smoking lately lol
My skin is worse, my hormones are worse, my PCOS is worse.
Sorry I just need to vent
My skin is worse, my hormones are worse, my PCOS is worse.
Sorry I just need to vent
October 13, 2025 at 5:03 AM
idk I've just gained so much weight over the past months and it's harder and harder to exercise and do things for my own improvement. I don't even care about quitting smoking lately lol
My skin is worse, my hormones are worse, my PCOS is worse.
Sorry I just need to vent
My skin is worse, my hormones are worse, my PCOS is worse.
Sorry I just need to vent
But really made me think that my doctor was openly like "We can't medicate everything to solve it, you have to take care of yourself"
I don't expect that actually, but even my therapist had the same sentiment with therapy for me a year ago.
I don't expect that actually, but even my therapist had the same sentiment with therapy for me a year ago.
October 13, 2025 at 5:03 AM
But really made me think that my doctor was openly like "We can't medicate everything to solve it, you have to take care of yourself"
I don't expect that actually, but even my therapist had the same sentiment with therapy for me a year ago.
I don't expect that actually, but even my therapist had the same sentiment with therapy for me a year ago.
I need to take Chris to get his bloodwork done but that should be no issue since it shouldn't be raining that day.
I can hopefully get DMAS to take me since I have no idea how a Lyft driver will handle Chris suddenly stimming VERY LOUDLY in their car.
I can hopefully get DMAS to take me since I have no idea how a Lyft driver will handle Chris suddenly stimming VERY LOUDLY in their car.
September 24, 2025 at 1:53 PM
I need to take Chris to get his bloodwork done but that should be no issue since it shouldn't be raining that day.
I can hopefully get DMAS to take me since I have no idea how a Lyft driver will handle Chris suddenly stimming VERY LOUDLY in their car.
I can hopefully get DMAS to take me since I have no idea how a Lyft driver will handle Chris suddenly stimming VERY LOUDLY in their car.
I am struggling to not be in despair lately but I've managed to pick my mood up with some philosophy stuff like
HELP ME MARCUS AURELIUS HELP ME ALBERT CAMUS
HELP ME MARCUS AURELIUS HELP ME ALBERT CAMUS
September 23, 2025 at 3:46 AM
I am struggling to not be in despair lately but I've managed to pick my mood up with some philosophy stuff like
HELP ME MARCUS AURELIUS HELP ME ALBERT CAMUS
HELP ME MARCUS AURELIUS HELP ME ALBERT CAMUS