Rianna May I join u and u distract me while I try drink this…

Taste tested… it’s actually so salty what the fuck. Maybe it’ll be okay I do like drinking seawater

I’m sure this has just been orchestrated so they can torture me more by taking it all away from me though 🤗 have to keep me on my toes at all times

Thank u Caitlon hopefully it will all get better after this week 🙏 keeping hope in my heart

I actually 😭😭😭😭 I actually can’t do it anymore guys 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 what the fuck

Did 111 ghost me????))) oh my god how does my day keep getting worse

111 said they’d send me details of a gp service immediately and it’s been half an hour oh I give up I’ll just die in the bathroom

Did an awful poop earlier finally thank god and the pain has gone down a lot but my stomach is still upset and I keep trying to call the colonscopy reception to ask what the fuck is up with those tablets but they refuse to pick up? Do you actually want me dead? I give up I’m going to sleep

Today they made me take the laxatives that give you a bowel blockage and extreme stomach pain and then sent me to my work at 7am where I then got shouted at and then burst into tears in front of everyone what the fuck this can’t keep happening to me

I burst into tears in front of everyone so I am going to have to go home 😐 and there was 4 people on shift today so that’s half of everyone

I’m in so much pain right now but I know I won’t be able to touch a toilet for another 3 hours. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. FUUCCUCJCJCJCJ IT HURTS SO MUCH