Evil Engine No. 9
@evilenginen9.bsky.social
British. Nerdy. Terminally goofy.
33, nb (he/they), just generally trying to find what fits <3
33, nb (he/they), just generally trying to find what fits <3
where's the hotline you can call when you just need to hear someone tell you that you haven't messed everything up horribly?
June 16, 2025 at 8:44 PM
where's the hotline you can call when you just need to hear someone tell you that you haven't messed everything up horribly?
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YOU - I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore.
June 8, 2025 at 4:57 AM
YOU - I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore.
Coming to realize that the hyperfixation part of ADHD is more damaging than I thought, especially how I have to teach myself that nobody cares as much as I do about such small things, and that's because of my broken mind.
Sounds real tragic, but what can ya do lmao
Sounds real tragic, but what can ya do lmao
June 5, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Coming to realize that the hyperfixation part of ADHD is more damaging than I thought, especially how I have to teach myself that nobody cares as much as I do about such small things, and that's because of my broken mind.
Sounds real tragic, but what can ya do lmao
Sounds real tragic, but what can ya do lmao
Someone take this brain of mine out and whip a computer in there. I need the extra memory and the system stability something fierce.
May 19, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Someone take this brain of mine out and whip a computer in there. I need the extra memory and the system stability something fierce.
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Happy 25th Anniversary FF9 !
April 1, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Happy 25th Anniversary FF9 !
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Hey yall, I need to raise some funds to keep a roof over my head. I have to pay £600 to a service to act as guarantor for the next year of my tenancy (despite paying my rent perfectly on time every month for 2 years) ASAP. Shares appreciated <3
gofund.me/c5e76b2e
gofund.me/c5e76b2e
Donate to Bee needs to avoid being homeless, organized by Bee Bailey
UPDATE: FREEZING DONATIONS
A friend has offered to guarantor for me for £200 if he meets… Bee Bailey needs your support for Bee needs to avoid being homeless
gofund.me
April 11, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Hey yall, I need to raise some funds to keep a roof over my head. I have to pay £600 to a service to act as guarantor for the next year of my tenancy (despite paying my rent perfectly on time every month for 2 years) ASAP. Shares appreciated <3
gofund.me/c5e76b2e
gofund.me/c5e76b2e
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The many looks of Kimi
March 29, 2025 at 11:48 PM
The many looks of Kimi
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People imagine picking up and finding *something better* is an easy solution. But how is that supposed to work, when all your time and energy goes to staying alive? You have almost nothing to set aside to actually fight your way out.
March 25, 2025 at 10:28 AM
People imagine picking up and finding *something better* is an easy solution. But how is that supposed to work, when all your time and energy goes to staying alive? You have almost nothing to set aside to actually fight your way out.
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how to pull a rabbit out of a hat
March 23, 2025 at 5:10 AM
how to pull a rabbit out of a hat
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Don’t expect any further rewards or handclaps. This is how normal people are all the time.
March 22, 2025 at 12:08 PM
Don’t expect any further rewards or handclaps. This is how normal people are all the time.
Went back to the UK for 10 days to visit family and lay my brother to rest, things actually went nice and chill, and I was happy.
Came back home to Budapest and suddenly I'm on my own and the smothering miasma of depression is back.
yay.
Came back home to Budapest and suddenly I'm on my own and the smothering miasma of depression is back.
yay.
March 22, 2025 at 10:18 AM
Went back to the UK for 10 days to visit family and lay my brother to rest, things actually went nice and chill, and I was happy.
Came back home to Budapest and suddenly I'm on my own and the smothering miasma of depression is back.
yay.
Came back home to Budapest and suddenly I'm on my own and the smothering miasma of depression is back.
yay.
Guess who got a whole row to themselves on the flight hooome
March 16, 2025 at 2:34 PM
Guess who got a whole row to themselves on the flight hooome
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I wish I could take like three months off without time actually passing. I just need absolutely nothing to happen for three months and maybe afterwards I'll feel better
March 4, 2025 at 2:53 PM
I wish I could take like three months off without time actually passing. I just need absolutely nothing to happen for three months and maybe afterwards I'll feel better
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Space Maids battle scars 🩹❤️🩹
March 3, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Space Maids battle scars 🩹❤️🩹
bluh, two days until I have to go home for a family funeral. Somehow you'd think I'd be excited to go back home, but it just feels like it'll be a reminder of what I left behind when I moved out of the UK 8 years ago, and how much life has passed back home without me
March 4, 2025 at 10:17 AM
bluh, two days until I have to go home for a family funeral. Somehow you'd think I'd be excited to go back home, but it just feels like it'll be a reminder of what I left behind when I moved out of the UK 8 years ago, and how much life has passed back home without me
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talk about a glow up huh
March 1, 2025 at 5:43 PM
talk about a glow up huh
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SLIME FEET :: TERMINAL FAGGOT CYBERSEX SLIME STYLE
slime feet is a linear visual novel about the body horror of an inevitable drawn out death, and the lesbian slime feet cybersex that comes with it .
#nadianovn
store.steampowered.com/app/3551200/...
slime feet is a linear visual novel about the body horror of an inevitable drawn out death, and the lesbian slime feet cybersex that comes with it .
#nadianovn
store.steampowered.com/app/3551200/...
February 26, 2025 at 1:30 AM
SLIME FEET :: TERMINAL FAGGOT CYBERSEX SLIME STYLE
slime feet is a linear visual novel about the body horror of an inevitable drawn out death, and the lesbian slime feet cybersex that comes with it .
#nadianovn
store.steampowered.com/app/3551200/...
slime feet is a linear visual novel about the body horror of an inevitable drawn out death, and the lesbian slime feet cybersex that comes with it .
#nadianovn
store.steampowered.com/app/3551200/...
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Time to go to work in the shit factory!
February 23, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Time to go to work in the shit factory!
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Gay's is it ladies if your car man doesn't hook door
February 21, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Gay's is it ladies if your car man doesn't hook door
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SUGGESTION - Brother, you should put me in front of a firing squad. I have no words for how I failed you.
February 20, 2025 at 9:51 PM
SUGGESTION - Brother, you should put me in front of a firing squad. I have no words for how I failed you.
does anyone else have that need to feel petty emotions to their fullest? sometimes when life hits me and I know the way to move forward, I still wanna sit and linger on the small petty hurts. I know it's irrational, but I never claimed to be anything otherwise
February 20, 2025 at 4:39 PM
does anyone else have that need to feel petty emotions to their fullest? sometimes when life hits me and I know the way to move forward, I still wanna sit and linger on the small petty hurts. I know it's irrational, but I never claimed to be anything otherwise
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