9時に目が覚める。本能は起きろと言うが、心の奥底では「起きたい?」と問いかける。「いや、もう生きたくない」と答える。
すると10時にアラームが鳴り、また父が「ねえ、薬は?」と念押ししてくる。「大丈夫、起きるから。5分ちょうだい」と答える。そして、500 から 0 まで数えます (300 であるべきでした)。、寝る。10時半に起きると、また「生きたい?」と聞かれる。「あまり」と答える。それで11時11分まで寝る。
時刻を見て「くだらない神秘主義はやめて、また寝よう」と決める。そして12時に目が覚める。
皆さんおはようございます!
#うつ #日記
#AlphabetChallenge #WeekBforBars
#photography #Brussels #streetphotography
#AlphabetChallenge #WeekBforBars
#photography #Brussels #streetphotography
Anniversaries marked,
Remembering dates,
The memories sparked,
We hold tight to the days,
Not dropping the past,
Marked in pen to remember,
While memory lasts.
#wordedArt anniversary
Anniversaries marked,
Remembering dates,
The memories sparked,
We hold tight to the days,
Not dropping the past,
Marked in pen to remember,
While memory lasts.
#wordedArt anniversary
#sunset #cyclops #sun #red #mythology
#sunset #cyclops #sun #red #mythology
10 - Depression is a close friend as society/labor was not developed to disabled people.
#ChronicPain #healthy #mentalhealth #life
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#friends #ChronicPain
10 - Depression is a close friend as society/labor was not developed to disabled people.
#ChronicPain #healthy #mentalhealth #life
Yeah, I still can refuse to use it and never touch is! There is plenty I can do!
There are many good and bad tools (tool used loosely here) in this world I never used and I’m doing just fine.
Yeah, I still can refuse to use it and never touch is! There is plenty I can do!
There are many good and bad tools (tool used loosely here) in this world I never used and I’m doing just fine.