Maybe next pride month ill try n experimenting again n stuff (or in genreal bahahah)

I have the recent development of being attracted to femboys xD

I havs no idea wat happened. They weren't my type before but in recent years I noticed i started to be attracted to what seemed like "femboy" types n things. N I think i slowly n lil bit liked them without realizing, until now

Sleepy time

Blessing your feed with some baby arctic foxes.

At this time of year, young foxes in Finland are leaving the den to start life on their own.⁠

The arctic fox is a critically endangered species in Finland but the good news is, numbers have been increasing in recent years.🧡

ive been so sexually fustrated lately. imma explode. it's actually rlly bad. i need to take care of it soon. i been going crazyyy. I'm in heat yo. elp.

i hope to release a bit. I'm so in heat n frustrated n going crazy man... lol

i need someone to release me 😣😩♥️

i just wanna b pampred and taken care of~ <3

feeling so needy lately 😩♥️

been thinking about experimenting n trying out poly relationships for real sometime maybe.

bec of my condtion, i often fight between who I am on the inside (wants 2 b loyal & mono) w my condition that drives me crazy n nuts n makes me act outside of my morals/n who I am/believe/comfortable. bec of the shame & the negative feelings most ppl will hav 2 it n how it doesn't align alot

honestly im not rlly a fan of playing relationship games n stuff.
i try not to tbh. sumtimes i do bec of my condtion tho. but thats not rlly who i am on the inside tbh. i want an honest n true relationship. even if that's lowkey impssbl 2 have (at least sometimes it feels like) due 2 my condition

anyway... i just made a mess thinking about him again... i hope that isn't weird n he's alright with it lololololol

usually i only think of this on person (due to my particular sexual condition). but lately I been thinking of him (the one I'm truly currently in love with *atleast that I feel that I am*)

which is kinda interesting. i mean... i have a great sexual appetite n such... n I'm very... particular..

I made quite the mess this morning 😅

Now I'm all sticky, smelly, and sweaty n need to shower but we have maintenance ppl over. Idk how I'll b able to function without certain things available today.