Sorry to everyone out there lololol

I feel like when im interested in these areas they feel abit taboo or not fully acceptable 😅

But maybe thats okay... im just me, trying to be me, n not everyone would find me acceptable to all degrees all the time. So maybe its okay n doesn't matter so much? Idk.

Maybe im just weird n strange

I also heard that bisexual and Straight (cis?) women dont often go for or are not often attracted to femboys n such... idk if thats true just something ive heard.

& Im a bisexual cis female & semiother/semimasc/extra so.

Ive been feeling bad/guilty about my recent particuments n liking some things more then before.

Cuz I feel like im liking something thats not nessairly meant for "me" you know

Explsy since im not fully/or really much of a "guy"

Im born fem n am very fem in genreal so 😅 I feel like its bad

omg me too! same thing with the last few days!

IVE BEEN TRYIN 😭🤣 I litterly need more n cant stop bec the fustration wont go away. hahahah it's so bad!

it's got to the b the moon or sumn. curse the moooon hahahah 🤣

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its almost toxic n bad to have that relasionship dynamic n pardicment for myself. which is why i lowkey want to get rid of it completely.
it just makes it so hard to b in relationships n stay commited without it n stuff (atleast for me personally). mayb thats selfish of me to want n have needs of..

an addiction to feel fully sexually satisfied n pleased. which ik isnt a bad thing to want normally n have filled as a need, but for me n bec of my condition... (not being able to at all/barely - besides 1 exption).

i just wish n need more, n need what i need. n i have a hard time even living without it. obvi i dont want to b stuck n have this perdicment forever... i want more in my relationships. i just wish i didnt have what almost feels like a rlly bad addiction

tho even when thinking of him, i still need more n want more. i have an overwelming disire n hunger to be filled.

loving him is still nice, it feels nice. n although it doesnt fill what i need n my overwelming disire. it's still nice. it still feel nice. for many reasons.