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@dangercupcake.bsky.social
Old for trees. Multifannish, queer, they/them.
(If you've been in fandom more than 15 years, you may also know me as lalejandra and/or octette.)
(If you've been in fandom more than 15 years, you may also know me as lalejandra and/or octette.)
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@dangercupcake.bsky.social
· Aug 7
Dinner with a friend tonight who I haven't seen in years.
Her: "tell me everything about the last two years!"
Me: "I got really into BTS!!!"
Her: "wait, I thought you already did that... What are the other letters though? B...s... D...?"
Me: "you are thinking of bdsm."
Her: "tell me everything about the last two years!"
Me: "I got really into BTS!!!"
Her: "wait, I thought you already did that... What are the other letters though? B...s... D...?"
Me: "you are thinking of bdsm."
Chapter 4 of Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social - I don't have favorites but if I did this would be my favorite chapter. Don't tell the other chapters.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
November 21, 2025 at 10:57 PM
Chapter 4 of Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social - I don't have favorites but if I did this would be my favorite chapter. Don't tell the other chapters.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
I actually am extremely sentimental but 20 actual years ago someone asked to read my writing and then couldn't think of anything to say about it other than, "it's so... unsentimental..."
And that has stuck with me (sometimes honestly, sometimes bitterly) ever since.
And that has stuck with me (sometimes honestly, sometimes bitterly) ever since.
November 19, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I actually am extremely sentimental but 20 actual years ago someone asked to read my writing and then couldn't think of anything to say about it other than, "it's so... unsentimental..."
And that has stuck with me (sometimes honestly, sometimes bitterly) ever since.
And that has stuck with me (sometimes honestly, sometimes bitterly) ever since.
Every time I hear "Passionfruit" by Jeff Satur, which is like twice an hour or so, I think about a fic that is, like, Jiang Yanli/Nie Mingjue fucking during the Sunshot Campaign while working on "logistics" together.
(this ain't love but i hope you find it)
(this ain't love but i hope you find it)
November 19, 2025 at 8:44 PM
Every time I hear "Passionfruit" by Jeff Satur, which is like twice an hour or so, I think about a fic that is, like, Jiang Yanli/Nie Mingjue fucking during the Sunshot Campaign while working on "logistics" together.
(this ain't love but i hope you find it)
(this ain't love but i hope you find it)
Unexpectedly off work this morning to take my mom to the eye doctor, and that means sitting in the car with an Americano and fanfic and the commercial-free hours on lite fm, which is like almost a perfect moment in time.
November 18, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Unexpectedly off work this morning to take my mom to the eye doctor, and that means sitting in the car with an Americano and fanfic and the commercial-free hours on lite fm, which is like almost a perfect moment in time.
Reposted by cupcake
made a little ronin kakashi drawing for @dangercupcake.bsky.social as part of a prize for the discord server i co-run 😍
#naruto #guolduart
#naruto #guolduart
November 17, 2025 at 3:23 PM
made a little ronin kakashi drawing for @dangercupcake.bsky.social as part of a prize for the discord server i co-run 😍
#naruto #guolduart
#naruto #guolduart
In between the stuff I've been doing today, I'm rereading As Is the Sea Marvelous by blackkat. No matter how many times I read it, it's so good.
archiveofourown.org/works/5256338
archiveofourown.org/works/5256338
November 16, 2025 at 2:45 AM
In between the stuff I've been doing today, I'm rereading As Is the Sea Marvelous by blackkat. No matter how many times I read it, it's so good.
archiveofourown.org/works/5256338
archiveofourown.org/works/5256338
I put on MAGICMAN 2 as loud as my computer speakers will go and my baby sibling's cat immediately jumped up and laid down on the keyboard and started purring.
lbr quintessential Jackson Wang fan behavior.
lbr quintessential Jackson Wang fan behavior.
November 14, 2025 at 9:22 PM
I put on MAGICMAN 2 as loud as my computer speakers will go and my baby sibling's cat immediately jumped up and laid down on the keyboard and started purring.
lbr quintessential Jackson Wang fan behavior.
lbr quintessential Jackson Wang fan behavior.
Chapter 3 of Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social - BTS OT7 A/O/B.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
November 14, 2025 at 11:55 AM
Chapter 3 of Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social - BTS OT7 A/O/B.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/733568...
"That's a valid crash out, bro. And the worst thing is generative AI because it's rotting kids' brains. Yes, that's a real thing."
--the 12 yr old, in response to absolutely nothing. I am sitting in silence.
--the 12 yr old, in response to absolutely nothing. I am sitting in silence.
November 13, 2025 at 10:01 PM
"That's a valid crash out, bro. And the worst thing is generative AI because it's rotting kids' brains. Yes, that's a real thing."
--the 12 yr old, in response to absolutely nothing. I am sitting in silence.
--the 12 yr old, in response to absolutely nothing. I am sitting in silence.
Twice now when struggling with finding a word (thanks, brain fog), I have said "raw pickles" to refer to cucumbers.
If it wasn't so frustrating to not be able to remember words, I would think that's an excellent phrase.
If it wasn't so frustrating to not be able to remember words, I would think that's an excellent phrase.
November 11, 2025 at 11:42 PM
Twice now when struggling with finding a word (thanks, brain fog), I have said "raw pickles" to refer to cucumbers.
If it wasn't so frustrating to not be able to remember words, I would think that's an excellent phrase.
If it wasn't so frustrating to not be able to remember words, I would think that's an excellent phrase.
Day off work, so I got to use my energy to cook a nice lunch (with a lot of chopping, which is my favorite), and while I did I listened to exmanhater read "walk my days on a wire" by cicer. 1000/10 so good
archiveofourown.org/works/27657941
archiveofourown.org/works/27657941
November 11, 2025 at 6:28 PM
Day off work, so I got to use my energy to cook a nice lunch (with a lot of chopping, which is my favorite), and while I did I listened to exmanhater read "walk my days on a wire" by cicer. 1000/10 so good
archiveofourown.org/works/27657941
archiveofourown.org/works/27657941
Ahhh it turns out I want this on my timeline.
If I say, don't do this to/with my work bc it's so precious to me, bc I can't bear if people touch it, bc I need to control it, and you HAVE to respect that etc etc.. Where is the line then btwn me & Anne Rice except $ and possible standing to sue you?
If I say, don't do this to/with my work bc it's so precious to me, bc I can't bear if people touch it, bc I need to control it, and you HAVE to respect that etc etc.. Where is the line then btwn me & Anne Rice except $ and possible standing to sue you?
I allow every single transformative work because it's not my place to allow or deny. Transformative work is transformative work, and if we're going to do whatever we want to other people's canon it's the height of hypocrisy (and nonsense) to insist our creative work is somehow excluded.
November 11, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Ahhh it turns out I want this on my timeline.
If I say, don't do this to/with my work bc it's so precious to me, bc I can't bear if people touch it, bc I need to control it, and you HAVE to respect that etc etc.. Where is the line then btwn me & Anne Rice except $ and possible standing to sue you?
If I say, don't do this to/with my work bc it's so precious to me, bc I can't bear if people touch it, bc I need to control it, and you HAVE to respect that etc etc.. Where is the line then btwn me & Anne Rice except $ and possible standing to sue you?
I think Elementary is my favorite TV show of all time ever.
November 11, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I think Elementary is my favorite TV show of all time ever.
podfic of "i called your name ('til the fever broke)" by @gloomybee.bsky.social
fuck yeahhhhh!!!! the tags are truly excellent here, and they include both idolverse/canonverse AND hyung kink, two of my very faves.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73591056
fuck yeahhhhh!!!! the tags are truly excellent here, and they include both idolverse/canonverse AND hyung kink, two of my very faves.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73591056
November 10, 2025 at 6:47 PM
podfic of "i called your name ('til the fever broke)" by @gloomybee.bsky.social
fuck yeahhhhh!!!! the tags are truly excellent here, and they include both idolverse/canonverse AND hyung kink, two of my very faves.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73591056
fuck yeahhhhh!!!! the tags are truly excellent here, and they include both idolverse/canonverse AND hyung kink, two of my very faves.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73591056
Reposted by cupcake
I promised myself I wouldn't record anymore podfic until I edit at least half of the 100+ hrs I have already recorded in the last six months.
That's why this weekend I recorded a whole 3-1/2 hr fic.
乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ
That's why this weekend I recorded a whole 3-1/2 hr fic.
乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ
November 9, 2025 at 6:13 PM
I promised myself I wouldn't record anymore podfic until I edit at least half of the 100+ hrs I have already recorded in the last six months.
That's why this weekend I recorded a whole 3-1/2 hr fic.
乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ
That's why this weekend I recorded a whole 3-1/2 hr fic.
乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ
November 8, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Dipping back into men's hockey rpf with my coffee this morning with a classic from 2013:
Closed Fracture by lightgetsin
archiveofourown.org/works/887721
Closed Fracture by lightgetsin
archiveofourown.org/works/887721
November 6, 2025 at 2:05 PM
Dipping back into men's hockey rpf with my coffee this morning with a classic from 2013:
Closed Fracture by lightgetsin
archiveofourown.org/works/887721
Closed Fracture by lightgetsin
archiveofourown.org/works/887721
Me: Wanna watch tv?
Mom: Sure, what do you wanna watch.
Me: hmm... I dunno.... you know... it IS the anniversary of the very last episode of Supernatural...... >.>
Mom: Sure, what do you wanna watch.
Me: hmm... I dunno.... you know... it IS the anniversary of the very last episode of Supernatural...... >.>
November 5, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Me: Wanna watch tv?
Mom: Sure, what do you wanna watch.
Me: hmm... I dunno.... you know... it IS the anniversary of the very last episode of Supernatural...... >.>
Mom: Sure, what do you wanna watch.
Me: hmm... I dunno.... you know... it IS the anniversary of the very last episode of Supernatural...... >.>
Ok but what if I stay up past one am rereading a Naruto fic from 2017 that I've read about six million times already?? Surely that's actually the best thing for me and also for the world.
To Go Hand In Hand by megyal
archiveofourown.org/works/9512525
To Go Hand In Hand by megyal
archiveofourown.org/works/9512525
November 5, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Ok but what if I stay up past one am rereading a Naruto fic from 2017 that I've read about six million times already?? Surely that's actually the best thing for me and also for the world.
To Go Hand In Hand by megyal
archiveofourown.org/works/9512525
To Go Hand In Hand by megyal
archiveofourown.org/works/9512525
It's getting chilly, so I'm ready to switch from knitting shawls to hand sewing quilts. It never fails, we hit the time change and my crafting needs change too.
November 4, 2025 at 2:38 PM
It's getting chilly, so I'm ready to switch from knitting shawls to hand sewing quilts. It never fails, we hit the time change and my crafting needs change too.
podfic of "忘不了你的爱 (can't forget your love)" by PorcupineGirl
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73592666
Wei Ying throws himself off the cliff at Nightless City... And lands at Lan Zhan's feet in the 21st century.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73592666
Wei Ying throws himself off the cliff at Nightless City... And lands at Lan Zhan's feet in the 21st century.
November 3, 2025 at 9:54 PM
podfic of "忘不了你的爱 (can't forget your love)" by PorcupineGirl
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73592666
Wei Ying throws himself off the cliff at Nightless City... And lands at Lan Zhan's feet in the 21st century.
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73592666
Wei Ying throws himself off the cliff at Nightless City... And lands at Lan Zhan's feet in the 21st century.
new podfic -
Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social !! OT7 2017 A/O/B!! Yeah baby let's go!!!
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73356846
Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social !! OT7 2017 A/O/B!! Yeah baby let's go!!!
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73356846
October 31, 2025 at 12:43 PM
new podfic -
Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social !! OT7 2017 A/O/B!! Yeah baby let's go!!!
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73356846
Those Falling Petals in My Hands by @thehoyden.bsky.social !! OT7 2017 A/O/B!! Yeah baby let's go!!!
🔒 archiveofourown.org/works/73356846
When you don't know anything, everything is exciting.
I think this a lot, and tonight I thought it because I watched my first GOT7 mv and there was the kid from The Devil Judge! Who knew.
(Everyone knew. Everyone but me knew.)
I think this a lot, and tonight I thought it because I watched my first GOT7 mv and there was the kid from The Devil Judge! Who knew.
(Everyone knew. Everyone but me knew.)
October 31, 2025 at 4:14 AM
When you don't know anything, everything is exciting.
I think this a lot, and tonight I thought it because I watched my first GOT7 mv and there was the kid from The Devil Judge! Who knew.
(Everyone knew. Everyone but me knew.)
I think this a lot, and tonight I thought it because I watched my first GOT7 mv and there was the kid from The Devil Judge! Who knew.
(Everyone knew. Everyone but me knew.)