shannon
@closotezuka.bsky.social
if you see me, tell me to get the fuck off social media and go do something productive or fun instead of self harming. trying to only use this account sparingly for viewing art and the occasional venting void post
my childhood best friend was black. my crush was black. ive never discriminated against other people in my life, i dont want to benefit that system, but im scared people are going to keep insisting i do. i dont know how im supposed to respond. feels like just arguing with a black person is enough.
February 18, 2026 at 11:44 PM
my childhood best friend was black. my crush was black. ive never discriminated against other people in my life, i dont want to benefit that system, but im scared people are going to keep insisting i do. i dont know how im supposed to respond. feels like just arguing with a black person is enough.
if im racist, its because i fear poc as a result of all this. so many times ive been pushed out with race being used as a cudgel. its an excuse. no ones ever been so considerate for the parts of my identity, my transness, my disability, its all an excuse
February 18, 2026 at 11:43 PM
if im racist, its because i fear poc as a result of all this. so many times ive been pushed out with race being used as a cudgel. its an excuse. no ones ever been so considerate for the parts of my identity, my transness, my disability, its all an excuse
Reposted by shannon
isolate the dissident. that's what good little allies do, right?
January 7, 2026 at 11:28 PM
isolate the dissident. that's what good little allies do, right?
literally the guy im arguing with got the pronouns correct and you didnt thats soooooo hilarious, and you're putting me on a list too? wow! what a way to hide your blatant transphobia. you're still not very good at it though. sure, just shove me to the side, block me off from contact
January 7, 2026 at 11:27 PM
literally the guy im arguing with got the pronouns correct and you didnt thats soooooo hilarious, and you're putting me on a list too? wow! what a way to hide your blatant transphobia. you're still not very good at it though. sure, just shove me to the side, block me off from contact
oh, is that why you blocked me? cause i “demeaned” your friend? after they came after me for a fucking compliment? alright. keep vagueposting to an audience of single digits, loser.
September 9, 2025 at 3:20 PM
oh, is that why you blocked me? cause i “demeaned” your friend? after they came after me for a fucking compliment? alright. keep vagueposting to an audience of single digits, loser.
did i deserve to be called disgusting and a creep because yall were PARANOID? because you DIDNT TRUST ME? because you DIDNT UNDERSTAND ME? on the off chance i was predatory?? is that really fucking fair on me??? if thats fair, its fair for me to lash out in return just as nonsensically!!
September 9, 2025 at 7:51 AM
did i deserve to be called disgusting and a creep because yall were PARANOID? because you DIDNT TRUST ME? because you DIDNT UNDERSTAND ME? on the off chance i was predatory?? is that really fucking fair on me??? if thats fair, its fair for me to lash out in return just as nonsensically!!
he or you couldve fucking explained that, or warned me ahead of time, nope, just leave me in the dark and then insult me and call me a creep. then when i respond in kind, im the bad guy? okayyyyyyyy!! youre not the only one with fucking trauma, okay?
September 9, 2025 at 7:49 AM
he or you couldve fucking explained that, or warned me ahead of time, nope, just leave me in the dark and then insult me and call me a creep. then when i respond in kind, im the bad guy? okayyyyyyyy!! youre not the only one with fucking trauma, okay?
HE CAME AFTER ME FIRST, DID YOU EVEN SEE HIS RESPONSE? ARE YOU JUST BLIND TO IT CAUSE YOU LOVE HIM? IT WAS COMPLETELY UNCALLED FOR AND HE FUCKING DESERVED EVERYTHING I SAID ABOUT HIM
September 9, 2025 at 7:43 AM
HE CAME AFTER ME FIRST, DID YOU EVEN SEE HIS RESPONSE? ARE YOU JUST BLIND TO IT CAUSE YOU LOVE HIM? IT WAS COMPLETELY UNCALLED FOR AND HE FUCKING DESERVED EVERYTHING I SAID ABOUT HIM
im sorry for the shit i said in that moment, im just fucked up and depressed and seeing that im disgusting and awful and being implied to be some sort of flirtacious creep who tries to slide in with other dudes girls just made me feel fucking broken and insane
September 9, 2025 at 7:41 AM
im sorry for the shit i said in that moment, im just fucked up and depressed and seeing that im disgusting and awful and being implied to be some sort of flirtacious creep who tries to slide in with other dudes girls just made me feel fucking broken and insane
i dont have an outlet, this is what i do, scream into the void to an audience of null, im just crying, lashing out, throwing a temper tantrum, it should be obvious but ofc people like you dont want to extend the courtesy of the benefit of the doubt. anything i do is just more justification.
September 9, 2025 at 7:40 AM
i dont have an outlet, this is what i do, scream into the void to an audience of null, im just crying, lashing out, throwing a temper tantrum, it should be obvious but ofc people like you dont want to extend the courtesy of the benefit of the doubt. anything i do is just more justification.
and yeah, i overreacted, thats what i do. i have a lot of conditions causing this behavior, i did it on my personal page, untagged, i didnt even name you. i blocked him so he didnt see it and i unfollowed you. i shouldve blocked you as well. im sorry for that. but i was straight up panicking
September 9, 2025 at 7:39 AM
and yeah, i overreacted, thats what i do. i have a lot of conditions causing this behavior, i did it on my personal page, untagged, i didnt even name you. i blocked him so he didnt see it and i unfollowed you. i shouldve blocked you as well. im sorry for that. but i was straight up panicking
im sorry, i didnt know, for that im genuinely sorry, you and aria are the only people who actually interacted with me on here, i was overexcited and i didnt realize that would even be hurtful. i second guess literally everything i type but im trying to be more outgoing, thats all it was to me
September 9, 2025 at 7:37 AM
im sorry, i didnt know, for that im genuinely sorry, you and aria are the only people who actually interacted with me on here, i was overexcited and i didnt realize that would even be hurtful. i second guess literally everything i type but im trying to be more outgoing, thats all it was to me
neither do i, but i guess when you hate someone enough, guesswork is acceptable.
September 9, 2025 at 7:31 AM
neither do i, but i guess when you hate someone enough, guesswork is acceptable.
yo dumbass i said i dont care how you feel i care very much how i feel and right now i feel better for sticking up for myself against pieces of trash like you. you deserve to get told every once in a while. maybe after a while of people treating you like trash, youll get it too.
September 9, 2025 at 7:28 AM
yo dumbass i said i dont care how you feel i care very much how i feel and right now i feel better for sticking up for myself against pieces of trash like you. you deserve to get told every once in a while. maybe after a while of people treating you like trash, youll get it too.
you just ignored my explanation too like you didnt care. you just wanted an excuse to attack me. would anything i have said redeemed me after that, after you got an idea of the person i was, from that one word? what was i supposed to fucking say??
September 9, 2025 at 7:26 AM
you just ignored my explanation too like you didnt care. you just wanted an excuse to attack me. would anything i have said redeemed me after that, after you got an idea of the person i was, from that one word? what was i supposed to fucking say??
okay, fine, maybe im being unfair pinning that on you. but still, to suddenly go from warm to stark cold just cause i upset your boyfriend, just cause i freaked out and called him a slur on my page indirectly, after he had blocked me, after i had unfollowed you, its fucking unfair to me too
September 9, 2025 at 7:25 AM
okay, fine, maybe im being unfair pinning that on you. but still, to suddenly go from warm to stark cold just cause i upset your boyfriend, just cause i freaked out and called him a slur on my page indirectly, after he had blocked me, after i had unfollowed you, its fucking unfair to me too
also didnt you say you were logging off? or are you more terminally online than me, to the point you cant even admit it?
September 9, 2025 at 7:23 AM
also didnt you say you were logging off? or are you more terminally online than me, to the point you cant even admit it?
yeah likewise clownshoes
September 9, 2025 at 7:22 AM
yeah likewise clownshoes
why cant you just give me the benefit of the doubt, why are you so jumpy, specifically for me? i had no way of anticipating how youd react or what youd find looking it up. you know im not like that. id hope so at least considering you followed me
September 9, 2025 at 7:22 AM
why cant you just give me the benefit of the doubt, why are you so jumpy, specifically for me? i had no way of anticipating how youd react or what youd find looking it up. you know im not like that. id hope so at least considering you followed me