So much of that resonates with me, god.i wish I knew how to fix it? My only life as this person and there are no so overs, that should be a crime 🫂🫂🫂

"You like The Matrix, don't you? What about the part where human beings are batteries powering a vast machine culture? Great, right? Well what if you were conscious and typing prompts the whole time? I think we've got a winner."

Yeah that's true, I hear you

🤝🫂

I understand the irony of me saying that in fandom space centered around two men in their late 40s finding each other and getting there but it's not just that I'm not 25 anymore, I'm so exhausted, more every day, I have nothing to give a partner, and I don't think I'd survive a breakup or death

Exactly yes, like I fucked up my life and it's over it's done I can't fix any of it. Haven't been in a serious relationship in over a decade or any at all since COVID started. I wish I could fix it

They got you too huh

They are overflowing my email too, I need to figure out a filter because the ratio is 1 real email to 15-20 bs ones and I keep missing things

This is great

Same I was just thinking about if it would be worth the trouble to change my phone number 🙃

I am going to resist the urge to apologize to the Dutch because as far as I can tell, making fun of their language might be the most Dutch thing I am capable of without moving there

It reminds me of Hebrew mixed with Danish? Which is so so confusing. Uncanny valley nails it, almost real in an unsettling way, yup

(no one panic, I know basically 100% of adults there are English fluent, but for citizenship you have to test at A2 level and any other language I wouldn't be worried, got lots of time, but this is zapf dingbats if it was a language this is mortifying)

Omg thank you for saying this I keep forgetting I want to do that and honestly it might partially temporarily fix me (best option I've heard so far so I'll take it!)

/pos