Psyching myself up in my car in the parking lot like I'm going to war 😔

I know I'll get through it but oh mein gott!!! Screaming!!!

I'm ready to come back but I absolutely will not post frivolously on main anymore

I am the most sexually gentle and intimate rabbit of all time. You must let me work up to things or I'll run away

For the sake of simplicity I call myself ace/demi and leave it at that. I don't feel like I "look" or "present" as asexual (I have complex thoughts about that) but I can't stand the agony of pretending to be more interested in like, real life physical Sex than I actually am lol

I'm some flavor of asexual, I think, and I enjoy sex through a depersonalized lens (something like "aegosexual" even though I don't like putting too granular a label on it), whereas most guys are bodily and extremely forward. Obviously this makes me feel like a freak sometimes (I know it's fine)

My sexuality is very reserved and specific so I don't actually like talking about it with someone who doesn't like, Get It, which is the majority of gay men I've talked to thus far

Fwiw I like being a furry because it lets me express my gaiety in a way I couldn't do irl, but I do wish I got to do this offline too. It's lonely being gay all by yourself

I have a lot of shame around Being Insane On The Internet and I'm trying to forgive myself for it, and part of that is just recognizing that it's because I'm lonely and was dealing with a lot of stress and unpacking life trauma at the same time. I'll always feel weird about it but... you know