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nonsense and unreviewed personal dumping ground
I notice everyone wants to have sex with Scooby Doo lately. Not judging, it's just interesting
January 22, 2026 at 12:11 AM
Ok self indulgent musings on turning 30 because I know I'll forget to do it tomorrow/won't care by then:

1. I feel older and more mature than I ever have. I feel like I have permission to be confident and stuck in my ways now

2. Scary! Time goes so quickly! Just yesterday I was 25!
January 21, 2026 at 12:42 AM
When you're making a left at a green light and correctly (!!!) yielding to oncoming traffic and the car behind you honks 🙄

I'm not killing myself so you can avoid being mildly inconvenienced for ten seconds Harold
January 20, 2026 at 9:33 PM
I made it! I'm putting work completely out of my mind now. It's cold and windy today and my house is freezing. I wish I had someone to cuddle but alas
January 19, 2026 at 3:30 PM
Working my double this weekend... There's like a foot of snow... And it's close-open... Pain... Pain...
January 17, 2026 at 7:11 PM
Anyway, it's not that I'm entirely uninterested in sex but I need it framed in a certain way to get into it. I've heard it described as brakes vs accelerators and I have more of the former than the latter. Oh I also need to be completely relaxed with someone and we can't jump right into it
January 17, 2026 at 2:41 PM
I want to talk about this on an nsfw account because I saw someone say the same thing some time ago. But it's hard to shake the pressure to perform sexuality to avoid questions or making waves, so I tend to just go along with things unless I meet someone in person
January 17, 2026 at 2:31 PM
I made good progress on this but it's on my mind again so I'll vent about it briefly: I have a (somewhat) unique relationship with sex compared to most other gay men and it kind of alienates me when I talk about it with other people
January 17, 2026 at 2:28 PM
"getting over" child abuse isn't really something you just do, but I've made peace with what happened to me and can accept who I am despite it all. That's progress.
January 13, 2026 at 6:40 PM
"I'm miserable and hate life. You know what would fix this? Having a baby"
January 10, 2026 at 7:25 PM
I think it would be received poorly by most furries but I think the Tomcat rat is very cute
January 10, 2026 at 6:01 PM
Reddit is consistently the most miserable place on the Internet
January 10, 2026 at 5:22 PM
January 9, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Treating myself to one (1) vent post:

Being gay is extremely isolating and sucky sometimes (usually). I thought that when I came out I would find like-minded gay men and queer community but honestly I've only ever had luck online. I'm basically closeted atp and my life is arguably better for it :(
January 8, 2026 at 3:25 PM
I'm so glad to have finally internalized "people irl: hey man how's it going" because I think current events would have made me extremely annoying and insane online otherwise
January 5, 2026 at 5:12 PM
A rabbits gotta do what a rabbits gotta do
January 2, 2026 at 7:24 PM
In the beginning, God made a heavenly plant... and its name was cilantro
December 27, 2025 at 1:28 AM
There are "me" problems and "you" problems and I think that the majority of things that bother me are the former. It takes a lot of humility to acknowledge it but I was wrong in trying to get other people to solve those problems for me. I can take it
December 26, 2025 at 6:29 PM
I didn't know who I was so I couldn't be myself. When I stopped trying to be like everyone else my life got a little better
December 26, 2025 at 4:08 PM
youtu.be/a5Mj3EeYiKc?...

This video encapsulates a lot of my thoughts about my presence online
loneliness and telling all your business on social media
YouTube video by Dezzy Jones
youtu.be
December 22, 2025 at 7:47 PM
December 20, 2025 at 10:51 PM
December 20, 2025 at 10:50 PM
Why get a cat if you're just going to yell at it
December 15, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Ok I'm done
December 12, 2025 at 3:19 AM
"Only black person at the venue" syndrome must be studied for the psychic harm it causes
December 12, 2025 at 2:49 AM