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Teller or stories and asker of questions. She/They. AuDHD. Queer. Ex-Mormon. Figuring out a world that was never built for me, but that I have (so far) survived!
Okay workout people… how the hell do you do this every day?!? I am constantly sore and tired. I heard this was supposed to make you feel good… when does that start happening?!?
August 6, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Okay workout people… how the hell do you do this every day?!? I am constantly sore and tired. I heard this was supposed to make you feel good… when does that start happening?!?
Whilst tailoring my clothing I’m forced to face the fact that I own far too much tweed and tartan to ever be a Crowley girly… but Aziraphale would feel rather at home in my wardrobe. And I believe Stede would be thrilled by the magnitude of my collections, and my color and season based organization.
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August 5, 2025 at 2:00 AM
Whilst tailoring my clothing I’m forced to face the fact that I own far too much tweed and tartan to ever be a Crowley girly… but Aziraphale would feel rather at home in my wardrobe. And I believe Stede would be thrilled by the magnitude of my collections, and my color and season based organization.
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those big brown eyes are SCREAMING
August 4, 2025 at 7:23 PM
those big brown eyes are SCREAMING
Tomorrow I begin my mission to resize all of my dresses as a person who has only ever sewn doll clothing before. I mean, I’ve helped with cosplay fabrication, so I can do this… right?!?
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August 2, 2025 at 2:19 AM
Tomorrow I begin my mission to resize all of my dresses as a person who has only ever sewn doll clothing before. I mean, I’ve helped with cosplay fabrication, so I can do this… right?!?
As a former fundie… I feel like my fascination with Jesus Christ Superstar was inevitable.
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August 2, 2025 at 12:57 AM
As a former fundie… I feel like my fascination with Jesus Christ Superstar was inevitable.
Did I spend most of yesterday in recovery mode thinking about autism and Vulcan kisses?
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Nooooo… absolutely not
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Nooooo… absolutely not
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August 2, 2025 at 12:28 AM
Did I spend most of yesterday in recovery mode thinking about autism and Vulcan kisses?
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Nooooo… absolutely not
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Nooooo… absolutely not
So operation put on makeup to help me feel more present in my body was a resounding failure. I didn’t even make it to my makeup chair. Took a shower and tried to blow dry my hair… proceeded to have a mental breakdown and am currently in intermittent tears and wanting to vomit.
Good times
Good times
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July 29, 2025 at 6:11 PM
So operation put on makeup to help me feel more present in my body was a resounding failure. I didn’t even make it to my makeup chair. Took a shower and tried to blow dry my hair… proceeded to have a mental breakdown and am currently in intermittent tears and wanting to vomit.
Good times
Good times
Attempting phase two of feeling present in my body tomorrow… doing my makeup. Wish me luck. That’s hella triggering for me on a good day. But, I got the Lord of the Rings makeup set off of TikTok so, hopefully that helps.
Pretending I’m a hobbit totally counts as being present in my body, right?!?
Pretending I’m a hobbit totally counts as being present in my body, right?!?
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July 29, 2025 at 2:44 AM
Attempting phase two of feeling present in my body tomorrow… doing my makeup. Wish me luck. That’s hella triggering for me on a good day. But, I got the Lord of the Rings makeup set off of TikTok so, hopefully that helps.
Pretending I’m a hobbit totally counts as being present in my body, right?!?
Pretending I’m a hobbit totally counts as being present in my body, right?!?
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THE LOVE OF MY LIIIIFE
July 28, 2025 at 5:48 PM
THE LOVE OF MY LIIIIFE
Any advice for a bath as self care girly who no longer has a bathtub?
A nice long soak has been the best cure for burnout and too many emotions… but now I ONLY HAVE A SHOWER!!!
A nice long soak has been the best cure for burnout and too many emotions… but now I ONLY HAVE A SHOWER!!!
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July 28, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Any advice for a bath as self care girly who no longer has a bathtub?
A nice long soak has been the best cure for burnout and too many emotions… but now I ONLY HAVE A SHOWER!!!
A nice long soak has been the best cure for burnout and too many emotions… but now I ONLY HAVE A SHOWER!!!
Another day of the pirate boys making me feel better about the body I inhabit… It just clicked for me that since I have Rhysie curls, I can also have Stede Bonnet curls!! And also… I have Rhysie curls, that’s already pretty damn great.
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July 28, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Another day of the pirate boys making me feel better about the body I inhabit… It just clicked for me that since I have Rhysie curls, I can also have Stede Bonnet curls!! And also… I have Rhysie curls, that’s already pretty damn great.
If you see this post a redhead
July 28, 2025 at 5:05 PM
If you see this post a redhead
Anyone else have Disco Snails stuck in their head on repeat?
Also I miss Snedward and Snede…
Also I miss Snedward and Snede…
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July 28, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Anyone else have Disco Snails stuck in their head on repeat?
Also I miss Snedward and Snede…
Also I miss Snedward and Snede…
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fruity little man, I miss you so
July 27, 2025 at 11:35 PM
fruity little man, I miss you so
You ever think about the fact that little Stede could have had a group of little neurodivergent friends if the Badmintons and their cronies weren’t, you know, Badminton-y
July 28, 2025 at 3:35 PM
You ever think about the fact that little Stede could have had a group of little neurodivergent friends if the Badmintons and their cronies weren’t, you know, Badminton-y
Semi-related to my previous post…
Trying to leave my hair curly and get ready as if I were going “out” is exhausting. I’m putting my mothman hoodie back on and going to lay in the basement where it’s nice and cool
Trying to leave my hair curly and get ready as if I were going “out” is exhausting. I’m putting my mothman hoodie back on and going to lay in the basement where it’s nice and cool
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July 28, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Semi-related to my previous post…
Trying to leave my hair curly and get ready as if I were going “out” is exhausting. I’m putting my mothman hoodie back on and going to lay in the basement where it’s nice and cool
Trying to leave my hair curly and get ready as if I were going “out” is exhausting. I’m putting my mothman hoodie back on and going to lay in the basement where it’s nice and cool
Hello lovelies! Working with my therapist has helped a great deal with my body dysmorphia… at this point I, at least, feel responsible for my body (which by extension makes it mine), but do any of you have any tips for making a body feel like it belongs to you?
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July 28, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Hello lovelies! Working with my therapist has helped a great deal with my body dysmorphia… at this point I, at least, feel responsible for my body (which by extension makes it mine), but do any of you have any tips for making a body feel like it belongs to you?
But like… on Stede
we've lost the art of cutting high-waisted, full legged trousers that will show off a man's buttocks
July 27, 2025 at 1:17 AM
But like… on Stede
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My heartfelt thanks to a dear friend of mine for this perfect #LOTR meme.
Breaking: Saruman announces that the Gap of Rohan shall henceforth be referred to as the Gap of Isengard.🤣
#LOTRO #LOTROfamily
Breaking: Saruman announces that the Gap of Rohan shall henceforth be referred to as the Gap of Isengard.🤣
#LOTRO #LOTROfamily
January 25, 2025 at 10:37 PM
My heartfelt thanks to a dear friend of mine for this perfect #LOTR meme.
Breaking: Saruman announces that the Gap of Rohan shall henceforth be referred to as the Gap of Isengard.🤣
#LOTRO #LOTROfamily
Breaking: Saruman announces that the Gap of Rohan shall henceforth be referred to as the Gap of Isengard.🤣
#LOTRO #LOTROfamily
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$5 says this is a line from David Jenkins' Booster Gold script.
July 26, 2025 at 5:53 PM
$5 says this is a line from David Jenkins' Booster Gold script.
My dad having his hip replaced this week has made today AMAZING. I got to skip the family reunion without anyone guilt tripping or questioning me, and I get to spend the day watching the Lord of the Rings!!
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July 26, 2025 at 7:08 PM
My dad having his hip replaced this week has made today AMAZING. I got to skip the family reunion without anyone guilt tripping or questioning me, and I get to spend the day watching the Lord of the Rings!!
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Shout out to Taika Waititi for reminding me that big brown doe eyes are something to be proud of…
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July 26, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Shout out to Taika Waititi for reminding me that big brown doe eyes are something to be proud of…