Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️
aoicanary.bsky.social
Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️
@aoicanary.bsky.social
47 year old trans woman (she/her). Started HRT as of 8/8/25!

I'm into anime, comics, manga, movies, music (looove TMBG), video games (Sorry just PC, I haven't had a console since the 360), and... stuff!
I do not think my father understands what injuries are. Or restrictions. Or doctor's orders.

Fecking retired Marine drill sergeants.

...or is that just specific to my father? x_x

Then again, I'm no better for not standing up to him.
November 20, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Arena has been uninstalled again, with prejudice.
November 20, 2025 at 4:28 PM
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Today is the Trans Day of Rememberance.

We are still losing so many innocent souls to murder and suicide. Sadly, in this climate of genocidal hostility cultivated by public figures and governments alike, it isn't surprising.

We must fight back. For the fallen. And for those still with us. #TDOR
November 20, 2025 at 9:43 AM
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happy transgender day of remembrance

thank you for sticking around in the hardest of times. if you haven't, you are missed dearly

please live 💜
November 20, 2025 at 10:57 AM
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Light a candle.
Light a bonfire.
Light a fuse...
Light this fucking world on fire.
November 20, 2025 at 11:39 AM
I've been wanting to stream the last few nights, but by the time dinner is over and it's coming up on 7pm I have just been completely wrecked. I end up laying down, and then falling asleep. x_x

...and then waking up around 4AM. x_x
November 20, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I think part of what made me stop keeping up with comics was the complete disrespect for continuity of any sort. From any publisher.

I spent ages reading and enjoying complex storylines, learning backstories, enjoying new information, but then suddenly... they felt it had to change. All of it.
November 19, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Head isn't getting better, it's getting worse. I'm actually hoping it's just a migraine and not related to whatever is going on with my right eye/eyelid. I think it's a stye, but not sure. Just letting it ride and keeping things clean for now.

Time for a sumatriptan before the pain gets even worse.
November 19, 2025 at 4:11 PM
To every single one of the DHS lawyers that gave mewling statements like "I can't keep dealing with this" or "I feel anguished at night," THEN DON'T COOPERATE. There's always a choice. Which is more important, your job or their lives?

apnews.com/article/immi...
Migrants thought they were in court for a routine hearing. Instead, it was a deportation trap
The nation's immigration courts have undergone a fundamental change under the administration of President Donald Trump.
apnews.com
November 19, 2025 at 2:31 PM
"So, what would you do if you had a time machine?"

Me: "Go back and set up clinics to give every single Native American immunization shots for every European illness that they had never been exposed to. Then maybe a plague that they were immune to but others weren't."

Mwahaha.
November 18, 2025 at 5:16 PM
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You can love someone you love even if you don't love yourself🏳️‍⚧️
But if you love yourself, you can love both yourself and the person you love. Your love becomes twofold.
So take care of yourself.
Your soul is beautiful.
November 18, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Okay, that's enough for morning rant, I went from focused to incoherent in roughly one post, so that's... that's average. >.>

I have PT at 9:30, so not looking forward to that.
November 18, 2025 at 1:32 PM
Why do all these people only ever say they're "deeply ashamed" and take responsibility for their actions *after* someone or something exposes them?

Not a single fecking one of them owns up to their actions before someone uncovers dirt on them. Like it's only bad if they get caught.
November 18, 2025 at 1:19 PM
Me to myself a few moments ago:

"C'mon, time to get your dysfunctional, nonfunctional, and slightly functional parts out of bed and Volton them into some semblance of a mobile person."

Not the most motivational thing to say to oneself, but whatever works.
November 18, 2025 at 12:41 PM
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We're back to Cyberpunk2077!! Come hang out as we go cyberpsycho!
www.twitch.tv/mendedpearl
November 17, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Feck you, Youtube Music, I do NOT need "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" by Flogging Molly right now.
November 17, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Have you ever felt like such a supreme failure in your own life, so insignificant and useless, that you spent your every waking moment trying to make other people happy, to make them laugh, to make their lives better in some way just so that you could feel that you mattered to the people you love?
November 17, 2025 at 3:52 PM
Games played today on stream:
Destiny 2
Jedi Survivor

Total time streamed: 3 hours, 45 minutes
November 17, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Heck with it, kludging my way along with display capture. Drop on by if you want to see the chaos; stream is live! XD

www.twitch.tv/kurika_78
Twitch
Twitch is the world
www.twitch.tv
November 17, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Hold please, Destiny 2 is being a bitch that doesn't want to be captured by OBS. *tinkers*
November 17, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Might actually stream some of me being confused by Destiny 2 in a bit.

Destiny 2 and whatever else I feel like. Could be Arena, could be Battlefield, could be NES or SNES games, heck, I might even play Ship Graveyard Simulator 2. We'll find out together as soon as I get set up.
November 17, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Mostly I fdel like I'm letting him down.

We used to work on projects together all the time. It's how I learned about cars, plumbing, wiring, fixing stuff in general...

...and also how to NOT do some things. He never liked being told he was doing something wrong, but also never read directions.
November 16, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Made it inside before I collapsed onto a chair.

Dad is used to me as strong-person-who-lifts. So he sees no issue with having me help carry a huge bbq grill, & send me in and out of the house to the basement to get tools.

Meanwhile, I'm gritting my teeth and wishing my cane wasn't upstairs.
November 16, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Well, at least my trans rights colors are still there in my banner.

Did part of the intro to the new content, enough to be able to go back into orbit again. I might mess around more later. The new power numbers are weird.
November 16, 2025 at 8:53 PM