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A Broken Fox
@aobrokenfox.bsky.social
This is simply my emotional dumping ground so that I don't burden people with my emotions. My husband passed away too soon and I just want an outlet to cry out all of these bottled up feelings.
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Annoying when it comes to teaching them stuff. Grinding his spells on top of waiting for Gau's enemies to appear is becoming extremely annoying but I'm still enjoying myself. That's what I'm gonna do when I get home. See you soon sweetheart. /smooch /smooch
January 26, 2026 at 11:39 PM
Would be the only reason why kao would be pronounced as kuh because of the A - ah and U - oo said together. It's still annoying to see a dub making a rookie mistake like that in 2025. Anyway FF6 is annoying me now. I thought Gau was a blue mage until I got an actual blue mage who is stupid picky and
January 26, 2026 at 11:39 PM
Off day instead of stressing about it before work. Besides, there's no rush. I think I know why there's a pronunciation mistake in the flowers anime and it's a director issue cause the characters do a good job with most names but I think someone thought O is pronounced like oo when that's U. Which
January 26, 2026 at 11:39 PM
I think the worst part about going shopping is seeing all the things that Blue likes. Going aisle to aisle just somberly thinking to myself. Oh yeah Blue would love this. It just makes it that much harder to focus without wanting to cry. I think Imma cancel my doctor's appointment. I'll do it on an
January 26, 2026 at 11:39 PM
I have to delete them cause it just depresses me. I finally finished the chili recipe for Crim. I'll send it to him in the morn. I might go out to get some premade rice and more veggies. I dunno. Do want more drinks and I need to replenish yours as well. We shall see. Love you beautiful. Stay fluffy
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
photos she took of all of us at the hibachi from after your funeral. Glancing at the pics made me kinda sick. If they were physical I'd probably want to burn them. Seeing a current group pic of you not in it is just not right. I can't. I don't want it. I don't. I said thank you and saved them but
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
thought of cooking. I mean yeah I've cooked for myself without you but 98% of the time I'm cooking for the both of us. I just couldn't do it. Yeah I didn't really cook that steak last time. I just tossed it in the over. The smoke came from trying to broil it. I'm still a mess. Patrice sent me the
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
I chill at his place. I declined since Tadpole wanted to do stuff today but never messaged me so I stayed in. I mean outside is coated in snow. I didn't want to go out anyways. I had some delicious veggies, mushrooms and chicken earlier. I wanted to make some rice to go with it but broke down at the
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
times but it inspired me to finally take out my tablet to... charge it since it was dead lol. I didn't go out today. Nate was having car troubles and forgot that he was suppose to come by yesterday and not today. Offered for me to go shopping in his stead and bring the groceries to him to cook while
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
of me in the vague in between of knowing and not knowing if he's still around or not. Sigh but as I thought I can't force it and this is sadly what I have to accept. I did wake up to a pleasant surprise of your brother streaming. He was dj'ing in honor of you Hun Bear. I couldn't help but cry a few
January 26, 2026 at 5:56 AM
It's one of many reasons why I wanna stay strong. Though as it stands now. It's just really hard but I've said this many times already. Ah, a broken record I've become. What a sad loop to be trapped in.
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
did it and... I never saw it coming but given all the pressure he was under. For once in my life I understood. I'm glad that when I learned that about Blue from his college days that I could have a bigger heart for his strife. To think if things would've gone his way then we would've never met.
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
Sigh, what a selfish thing to say. I know if you could you would. Oh love. It's only been a month. I really despise this new life. Honorable death, cheating life, taking the easy way out. To think it was only around 10 years ago when I judged people harshly for committing... until someone at my job
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
for so long. I had a thought like what if it was possible for Blue to be reincarnated in FFXIV however if that was he case I wouldn't be able to interact with him. He'd probably be on a hidden server where only the hidden can interact. Le'sigh. Hunny! I miss you! Hurry up and come back to me...
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
really like to avoid. I thought I could do it but I can feel my heart caving into my chest being around that many and not being able to hide. Then having to do so many activities that require team work and a ton of positivity would just be more than I can handle. I can go with the motions but only
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
time to grow with each other. I'm glad I took off Monday since it's a pretty big day where all the shifts will be together. Thinking about that made me realize how uncomfortable it would be having that many people around wishing their condolences and having the spot light on me is something I'd
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
makes it stand out just that much but it's not just her name either. Regardless it's still really good and gorgeous to watch. I've always imagine me and my Bear meeting in high school and what it would be like. I think we'd be even more glued to each other than we are now. It'd also give us more
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
kaow or as I imagine it like owl so kowl-roo-ko. With dubbing you should at least know the basic pronunciations of japanese vowels since they never change and if not then at least listen to how the original VA's say the the names! Like I don't see how that's so hard. I guess having an ao in my name
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
That I completely forgot about. So far the eng dub has been kinda bothering me with it's poor pronunciations of names. Specifically the main female protagonist. Kaoruko which they keep saying kuh-roo-ko instead of kah-ow-roo-ko. Usually if you have to vowels together you make it sound as one so like
January 25, 2026 at 1:58 AM
for you. Sorry for the late update but you've been with me so I'm not too worried but I do want to do my best to keep this up because I feel like this helps. Love you bunches. /smooch /smooch
January 24, 2026 at 9:55 AM
specifically with work but I'm starting to realize it's all encompassing. Oh and Tadpole wants to go out to eat this weekend to but he's been extremely respectful and not pushy. I'm very grateful to him for that so we shall see. It's gonna be a busy weekend but know love I will always make time out
January 24, 2026 at 9:55 AM
right... Nate has nothing to occupy himself without child and wife so lets take care of my depressed friend. Gonna clean and cook for him even though he said no cleaning not to come over often cause he needs space... I'm trying to keep a healthy mind. Rein told me that I need to be patient with ppl.
January 24, 2026 at 9:55 AM