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A Broken Fox
@aobrokenfox.bsky.social
This is simply my emotional dumping ground so that I don't burden people with my emotions. My husband passed away too soon and I just want an outlet to cry out all of these bottled up feelings.
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This is Blue and This is Blue. This is the man I feel in love with back in 2014 when he came to visit my FC looking to meet the members of the Roegabros LS in FFXIV that he had just joined after transferring servers to start a new. We hit it off instantly and well the rest is history. ❤️
What would you want me to play next. Nothing to exciting. I don't have the mental for something too crazy. Guess I'll figure it out when the time comes. Love you beautiful. /smooch /smooch /smooch /smooch
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
It's only an hour but it's been rough to get through. Only 1 cup of rice left. Hmm, there are left overs in the fridge. Gonna have to buy some food with what little I have tomorrow. Definitely more rice. I dunno what I'm gonna do after FF6 sweetheart. It's been helping me so much. Sigh, I wonder
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
Introduced him to two months ago... Moving on. Darling I don't know what to do. Your current stream that I'm watching is very hard to hear you. Your game music is louder than you so I have to have the volume really high just to hear you but everything else is just blurring out obviously. Luckily
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
Christ your eyes are so damn beautiful. Stahp it! You're making blush cutie pie! Back to back pics of you just staring into my soul. /smoooooch I love you too handsome! Tadpole once again erasing any interactions with me wanted to show me a new drink that he considers a banger... The same drink I
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
I just woke up after getting emotionally exhausted talking to Mal. In a good way. He just wanted to know how I was doing so I was honest with him and he just had the right things to say that just showed he really cared. Ray checked in as well. No Nate this week so today will just be more FF6. Jesus
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
Replacement pair but your shoes are just absolutely no longer being made. They're old darling. I'll try to find something similar but I really tried my damnedest to find you another pair. So sorry beautiful. I don't know what it is about today but today is the day that everyone wants to contact me!
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
LMFAO!!! Not Blusky introducing the drafts feature after deleting what I was in the middle of writing from Monday morning! Lololol, it's whatever. I remember most of it anyways. Mostly that I regret having your favorite shoes cremated with you. I knew I was having a hard time finding you a
February 11, 2026 at 1:54 AM
I would. Maybe I need to put that message on the top and not bottom? Or figure out a way to make it bold. Either way, Imma just keep posting to the aether and hopefully certain keywords don't trigger people to go on a liking spree. Cause I hate blocking people.
February 9, 2026 at 10:54 AM
I feel bad for blocking people who aren't bots but it's written in my profile "do not like or follow or you will be blocked" I know this is public and I should really do this somewhere it can be private. However this is convenient and all interactions just gives me anxiety. If I could turn off likes
February 9, 2026 at 10:54 AM
If done right of course. We'll see. The unpredictable future is just that. Unpredictable... Did I mention that your Urn smells really nice.
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
I could. In an idealistic world I would make the games. Hope they resonate with people and then vanish. To me, that sounds nice. It's something that would take so many years so I wouldn't be giving up so easily. Yeah, that would be nice. That would be something that could have you live on forever.
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
I think that's my new dream project. I don't know how I'm gonna do it but I know it's something you wanted to do. I of course wanted to be apart of it too. I don't know what you had in mind but I have a few wild guesses. Either way I want to make them happen. At least I think that would be nice if
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
It's inspiring me to want to do the same except. I never have much to talk about but once again. Something is better than nothing. This will also help me to connect with people a little more. Especially the ones that gave me so much support. Did I mention that I wanted to make a video game? Yeah,
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
Really could've caused a panic. I was thinking of doing a quite stream just to give an update to those who I don't talk to. It's been so comforting have Blue's back log of vods. I wish there was so much more of his time on twitch. Alas I'm grateful for all that I have cause I could have nothing.
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
That's not for the best. I know you're here with me and I know what I need to do but my desires to see those things through are so low. I know that's not good and I just. I'm struggling. I also need to stop casually mentioning being done with life. I'm glad it was life and not living because I
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
I'd heal a lot faster if I didn't have to worry about this job. Well lemme not say heal faster. Sigh. I'll have more focus time on me and you. Of course after the insurance none sense is over with as well. I'm also hoping that he can help with my bipolar mind. All I want is to be with you even if
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
That hard but I'm glad to have experience one of the rare sides of you that people normally don't see. I'm morbidly curious to know how my first session is gonna go this week. I'm a bit worried I guess because I just don't know what to expect and I really want my time off. Personally I feel like
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
Laughing. I cannot describe the high pitch absurdity that was coming from your mouth but you were killing yourself from laughter. It was as if someone was ticking you none stop. Till this day if you come close to thinking about that moment you'll start up again. I cannot fathom why that tickled you
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
Then for some reason you wanted to renovate while they were all there and told me to shield up because this is gonna get messy. Took off the block that was blocking them from seeing us and I just immediately get impaled to the wall with a machine gun of arrows. You could not for the life of you stop
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
I was reminded of one of the first times I heard you go into a laughing fit. I watched a Minecraft video and heard the sound of a Trident and multiple hits. Then I remembered when you were building the skeleton farm on Bryan's world you let a ton of skeletons build up over hours of being afk.
February 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
Not like any of us really does. But. If I can accomplish something for you lover Bear that can have you remembered for a long time then I think I'd accomplish my life's goal. I just, gotta... Gotta figure things out cause as of now. I'm just hurting and getting through the best I can.
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 AM
Visited her every so often and I mean I was a baby. I loved her and still remember her. I hope that my niece will remember us too and forgive us for not being able to be around for when she gets older. I guess I should say the same for my family and friends as well. I don't know how long I have.
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 AM
Gonna be like without her uncle's. She's young and I remember at her age going to my great grandma's funeral. Everyone told me she passed away. I was her age too but I knew it was death. I knew she wasn't coming back. I couldn't cry like everyone else. I tried but the loss wasn't great cause I only
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 AM
Gonna have some heavy delicious food prepared for us... I saw my dad's screensaver on his phone. It was of my niece of course. His grand baby. I remembered my sister telling me when she saw you in the casket she said that's Uncle Dave sleeping... Yeah, sleeping and at peace. I wonder how her life is
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 AM
I couldn't wait. I got him a Switch 2 and was gonna make a sexy pic for him that he was more than likely gonna turn into his holiday PNG tuber. Oh lover Bear. I was gonna make you the happiest Lionbear in the world. We were gonna start our diet too because me and you both know that the family was
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 AM