@alyalyalyalyaly.bsky.social
กำลังเรียนภาศาไทย 🪿 autistic/cPTSD 🪿non-binary กะเทย 🪿 they/them/คะ🪿 Spirit Island fan 🪿 Norwich/กรุงเทพ 🏴🏳️⚧️🦎
Just need to survive another few weeks and then I need never set foot in this cursed place ever again.
October 3, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Just need to survive another few weeks and then I need never set foot in this cursed place ever again.
TIL: I am terrible at enforcing boundaries when I'm tired, even veering back into people pleasing. Implications of this: best not thought about when I'm this tired.
September 22, 2025 at 10:39 PM
TIL: I am terrible at enforcing boundaries when I'm tired, even veering back into people pleasing. Implications of this: best not thought about when I'm this tired.
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What we're living through is the result of 100 years of treating conservatism like it was anything better than fascism biding its time.
September 17, 2025 at 3:01 PM
What we're living through is the result of 100 years of treating conservatism like it was anything better than fascism biding its time.
Yeah, I need to be fitter when I return to the UK. Too many boneheads about. Muay Thai training here I come 😅
September 12, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Yeah, I need to be fitter when I return to the UK. Too many boneheads about. Muay Thai training here I come 😅
My gf is singing along to Messy by Lola Young (in earplugs) while doing some housework and 🥰🥰🥰🥰 so sweet, so cute
August 27, 2025 at 9:17 AM
My gf is singing along to Messy by Lola Young (in earplugs) while doing some housework and 🥰🥰🥰🥰 so sweet, so cute
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I just sent an extremely honest pitch to a horror writer on UpWork, and thought I'd post it here, too:
If you're a writer who needs someone to write promotional copy, do cold outreach, build your email list, create a book trailer, do formatting, run promotions, or other sales-y stuff -- I can help!
If you're a writer who needs someone to write promotional copy, do cold outreach, build your email list, create a book trailer, do formatting, run promotions, or other sales-y stuff -- I can help!
August 22, 2025 at 11:32 AM
I just sent an extremely honest pitch to a horror writer on UpWork, and thought I'd post it here, too:
If you're a writer who needs someone to write promotional copy, do cold outreach, build your email list, create a book trailer, do formatting, run promotions, or other sales-y stuff -- I can help!
If you're a writer who needs someone to write promotional copy, do cold outreach, build your email list, create a book trailer, do formatting, run promotions, or other sales-y stuff -- I can help!
Hosted some light board games at mine tonight with people from a new local trans discord. Feels nice to host again, after a long time. Codenames, Spots & King of Tokyo.
August 21, 2025 at 12:19 AM
Hosted some light board games at mine tonight with people from a new local trans discord. Feels nice to host again, after a long time. Codenames, Spots & King of Tokyo.
some days i'm plagued, the demons are winning. but not today! today i'm taking the fight to the demons!
August 16, 2025 at 1:31 PM
some days i'm plagued, the demons are winning. but not today! today i'm taking the fight to the demons!
Cis and abled people challenge 2025: don't trivialise trans and disabled people's difficulties because acknowledging them might cause a moment of discomfort. IMPOSSIBLE
August 15, 2025 at 1:14 PM
Cis and abled people challenge 2025: don't trivialise trans and disabled people's difficulties because acknowledging them might cause a moment of discomfort. IMPOSSIBLE
i've realised that i can't delay self therapy til i'm back in Thailand. i'm barely functioning here. it's not like my issues won't follow me
August 15, 2025 at 11:03 AM
i've realised that i can't delay self therapy til i'm back in Thailand. i'm barely functioning here. it's not like my issues won't follow me
Accidentally put myself in waiting mode (gotta go get a new tyre). So much for productivity today!
August 8, 2025 at 12:38 PM
Accidentally put myself in waiting mode (gotta go get a new tyre). So much for productivity today!
Thinking about training Muay Thai when I'm in Thailand. Would prefer to train with other queer ppl but its purpose is to defend me and my people from men, not กะเทย 😅
August 7, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Thinking about training Muay Thai when I'm in Thailand. Would prefer to train with other queer ppl but its purpose is to defend me and my people from men, not กะเทย 😅
Maybe it was crazy to come back to live in this exact cursed building, even if it was only for a short while. But, it makes sense financially and I can't reliably make money so here I am.
August 2, 2025 at 10:49 PM
Maybe it was crazy to come back to live in this exact cursed building, even if it was only for a short while. But, it makes sense financially and I can't reliably make money so here I am.
I thought I would make some Spirit Island videos but dysphoria has been kicking my ass lately.
August 2, 2025 at 10:45 PM
I thought I would make some Spirit Island videos but dysphoria has been kicking my ass lately.
A new pleasure I've had since my efforts to unlearn people pleasing and codependent patterns: just not getting in contact with people because I feel like I should.
July 7, 2025 at 12:26 AM
A new pleasure I've had since my efforts to unlearn people pleasing and codependent patterns: just not getting in contact with people because I feel like I should.
Day review: Norwich Trans Pride Picnic day. Got rained on heavily on way 11/10. Saw friends from trans allotment group 9/10. Watched random crap with teerak 9/10. Binge ate 3/10 (still better than alternative).
July 6, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Day review: Norwich Trans Pride Picnic day. Got rained on heavily on way 11/10. Saw friends from trans allotment group 9/10. Watched random crap with teerak 9/10. Binge ate 3/10 (still better than alternative).
In order to execute my plans I've had to move back into a place that has a long and difficult trauma history for me. It's like I'm living in gloom and despair here. I have moments of peace but I have to and will escape this place (again and for the last time).
July 6, 2025 at 8:51 AM
In order to execute my plans I've had to move back into a place that has a long and difficult trauma history for me. It's like I'm living in gloom and despair here. I have moments of peace but I have to and will escape this place (again and for the last time).
Today I sent the totally unnecessary letter asked of me by my credit card company in Comic Sans. Feel my snark and tremble!
June 28, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Today I sent the totally unnecessary letter asked of me by my credit card company in Comic Sans. Feel my snark and tremble!
Criminy! I have a proper internet connection and a good pc 😲 For the first time since 2022! And I've been getting nice comments on my videos so, who knows, maybe I'll make some more 🤓
June 3, 2025 at 10:45 PM
Criminy! I have a proper internet connection and a good pc 😲 For the first time since 2022! And I've been getting nice comments on my videos so, who knows, maybe I'll make some more 🤓
I've realised that going for a walk every day carries too much meltdown risk to be wise. So that's fun 😆 Looking forward to being back in Thailand where walking around doesn't seem to have this risk.
May 25, 2025 at 8:56 AM
I've realised that going for a walk every day carries too much meltdown risk to be wise. So that's fun 😆 Looking forward to being back in Thailand where walking around doesn't seem to have this risk.
I'm not sure I'm cut out for living with other people. When I start getting sensory issues, there's a snowball effect and I'm effectively stunlocked, because I can't navigate another person in this condition.
May 21, 2025 at 2:51 PM
I'm not sure I'm cut out for living with other people. When I start getting sensory issues, there's a snowball effect and I'm effectively stunlocked, because I can't navigate another person in this condition.
I miss Thailand, but I seem to be a bit more at peace being in the UK at the moment, despite whatever culture war nonsense is going on.
May 8, 2025 at 8:55 AM
I miss Thailand, but I seem to be a bit more at peace being in the UK at the moment, despite whatever culture war nonsense is going on.
Had some time in Bristol and it seems to have broken my malaise.
May 1, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Had some time in Bristol and it seems to have broken my malaise.
Thinking about making a video about Spirit Island and politics 🤔
May 1, 2025 at 9:35 AM
Thinking about making a video about Spirit Island and politics 🤔
I seem to be bouncing between dissociative fog, sensory sensitivity and exhaustion at the moment. Only have to be here for another year or two 🫠
April 8, 2025 at 5:17 PM
I seem to be bouncing between dissociative fog, sensory sensitivity and exhaustion at the moment. Only have to be here for another year or two 🫠