My Uncomfortable Mind
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Hello again! I have a blog called “ My Uncomfortable Mind”, with over 160 posts. It is about my odyssey through life, fighting CPTSD, Schizoaffective Disorder, Anxiety Disorder, Major Depression… I hope you feel less alone. The full blog can be found at myuncomfortablemind.blog
09/22/2025
People have described me as kind, sweet, generous, intelligent, creative, remarkable, angelic, empathetic. My failures occur when I feel that I have been “screwed over”, betrayed, abused, or taken advantage of. I feel that, since I put my trust in someone, and they deliberately…
People have described me as kind, sweet, generous, intelligent, creative, remarkable, angelic, empathetic. My failures occur when I feel that I have been “screwed over”, betrayed, abused, or taken advantage of. I feel that, since I put my trust in someone, and they deliberately…
09/22/2025
People have described me as kind, sweet, generous, intelligent, creative, remarkable, angelic, empathetic. My failures occur when I feel that I have been “screwed over”, betrayed, abused, or taken advantage of. I feel that, since I put my trust in someone, and they deliberately destroyed it, they will freaking hear it from me. Afterwards, I feel disappointed in myself, because I lost my temper.
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September 22, 2025 at 3:46 PM
09/22/2025
People have described me as kind, sweet, generous, intelligent, creative, remarkable, angelic, empathetic. My failures occur when I feel that I have been “screwed over”, betrayed, abused, or taken advantage of. I feel that, since I put my trust in someone, and they deliberately…
People have described me as kind, sweet, generous, intelligent, creative, remarkable, angelic, empathetic. My failures occur when I feel that I have been “screwed over”, betrayed, abused, or taken advantage of. I feel that, since I put my trust in someone, and they deliberately…
09/15/2025
I have a ton of political thoughts, now. But , I know that, I can’t say one freaking word, of my compassionate demeanor, or I could be shipped, to God knows where…Yes, this is really happening.
I have a ton of political thoughts, now. But , I know that, I can’t say one freaking word, of my compassionate demeanor, or I could be shipped, to God knows where…Yes, this is really happening.
09/15/2025
I have a ton of political thoughts, now. But , I know that, I can’t say one freaking word, of my compassionate demeanor, or I could be shipped, to God knows where…Yes, this is really happening.
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September 15, 2025 at 3:46 PM
09/15/2025
I have a ton of political thoughts, now. But , I know that, I can’t say one freaking word, of my compassionate demeanor, or I could be shipped, to God knows where…Yes, this is really happening.
I have a ton of political thoughts, now. But , I know that, I can’t say one freaking word, of my compassionate demeanor, or I could be shipped, to God knows where…Yes, this is really happening.
09/15/2025
I have never been a disciplined writer. I wrote when my soul felt motivated. Since I write about my own experiences, I find that it leads to profound hostilities from those who, can’t admit their abuse, cruelty, perverse behavior. It is year 2025, and yet, humans, are still vicious, to…
I have never been a disciplined writer. I wrote when my soul felt motivated. Since I write about my own experiences, I find that it leads to profound hostilities from those who, can’t admit their abuse, cruelty, perverse behavior. It is year 2025, and yet, humans, are still vicious, to…
09/15/2025
I have never been a disciplined writer. I wrote when my soul felt motivated. Since I write about my own experiences, I find that it leads to profound hostilities from those who, can’t admit their abuse, cruelty, perverse behavior. It is year 2025, and yet, humans, are still vicious, to their own people.
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September 15, 2025 at 3:10 PM
09/15/2025
I have never been a disciplined writer. I wrote when my soul felt motivated. Since I write about my own experiences, I find that it leads to profound hostilities from those who, can’t admit their abuse, cruelty, perverse behavior. It is year 2025, and yet, humans, are still vicious, to…
I have never been a disciplined writer. I wrote when my soul felt motivated. Since I write about my own experiences, I find that it leads to profound hostilities from those who, can’t admit their abuse, cruelty, perverse behavior. It is year 2025, and yet, humans, are still vicious, to…
Tomorrow is my 58th birthday. Least year, 2 days later, I almost ended my life. “ Anniversary Days”, trigger trauma. The summer and heat trigger me. My father, a psychopathic pedophile, when he moved to a southern state, would leave my brother and I, in southern heat, no water, no cooling off.
June 30, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Tomorrow is my 58th birthday. Least year, 2 days later, I almost ended my life. “ Anniversary Days”, trigger trauma. The summer and heat trigger me. My father, a psychopathic pedophile, when he moved to a southern state, would leave my brother and I, in southern heat, no water, no cooling off.
War Fear
I have been saying for years that Trump, is DYING to drop a bomb.
It sickens me to know that I was right. And I can’t say a lot about it, fearful that I could be killed, imprisoned or deported. PLEASE LORD, end this madness and suffering. It is only going to get worse. Please pray.
I have been saying for years that Trump, is DYING to drop a bomb.
It sickens me to know that I was right. And I can’t say a lot about it, fearful that I could be killed, imprisoned or deported. PLEASE LORD, end this madness and suffering. It is only going to get worse. Please pray.
June 24, 2025 at 12:55 PM
War Fear
I have been saying for years that Trump, is DYING to drop a bomb.
It sickens me to know that I was right. And I can’t say a lot about it, fearful that I could be killed, imprisoned or deported. PLEASE LORD, end this madness and suffering. It is only going to get worse. Please pray.
I have been saying for years that Trump, is DYING to drop a bomb.
It sickens me to know that I was right. And I can’t say a lot about it, fearful that I could be killed, imprisoned or deported. PLEASE LORD, end this madness and suffering. It is only going to get worse. Please pray.
June 19, 2025
My goal is to write more often. If I have not written, in awhile, there is probably a reason. Most likely a lack of motivation from depression, anxiety, heartbreak, trauma, and sometimes feeling stuck in my own little world, terrified. But sharing my experiences is very cathartic.
My goal is to write more often. If I have not written, in awhile, there is probably a reason. Most likely a lack of motivation from depression, anxiety, heartbreak, trauma, and sometimes feeling stuck in my own little world, terrified. But sharing my experiences is very cathartic.
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June 19, 2025 at 11:36 AM
June 19, 2025
My goal is to write more often. If I have not written, in awhile, there is probably a reason. Most likely a lack of motivation from depression, anxiety, heartbreak, trauma, and sometimes feeling stuck in my own little world, terrified. But sharing my experiences is very cathartic.
My goal is to write more often. If I have not written, in awhile, there is probably a reason. Most likely a lack of motivation from depression, anxiety, heartbreak, trauma, and sometimes feeling stuck in my own little world, terrified. But sharing my experiences is very cathartic.
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I just read your blog and can relate to so much of your experience. Thank you for sharing and for the follow. Just followed you back.
April 14, 2025 at 12:20 PM
I just read your blog and can relate to so much of your experience. Thank you for sharing and for the follow. Just followed you back.
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Thank you!! I hope you find peace in your life.
April 15, 2025 at 9:57 PM
Thank you!! I hope you find peace in your life.
Unfortunately, physical health and mental health, are too intertwined. It never seems to end. I try to value my life, and yet, it is experiencing trauma, sadness… it never seems to end. My Psychiatric professionals have said that I am doing wonderfully, considering the consequences. Still hurts.
May 15, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Unfortunately, physical health and mental health, are too intertwined. It never seems to end. I try to value my life, and yet, it is experiencing trauma, sadness… it never seems to end. My Psychiatric professionals have said that I am doing wonderfully, considering the consequences. Still hurts.
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But Harvard and Columbia let some kids protest Israel…
NPR has identified three Trump administration officials with close ties to antisemitic extremists, including a prominent Holocaust denier.
Multiple Trump White House officials have ties to antisemitic extremists
NPR has identified three Trump administration officials with close ties to antisemitic extremists, including a prominent Holocaust denier.
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May 14, 2025 at 10:16 AM
But Harvard and Columbia let some kids protest Israel…
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May 14, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Whatever you do please don't share this !!! 😁🤣🤣🤣
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“A senior citizen took an e-bike on a cruise from Lyndale neighborhood to Minnehaha Falls without worrying about being too tired to bike the 5 miles back. A veteran took her service dogs on joyrides. A cyclist took a disabled friend on treks into parks and trails they couldn’t have reached by car.”
Really sweet @stribrooks.bsky.social column on the theft at @mplscargobikelibrary.com - free link: www.startribune.com/brooks-donor... (please donate here: secure.everyaction.com/P8gtfpBnWkav... & would be great if some Stribber can make the link hot at the end of the story)
Brooks: Donors ride to rescue after bandits strike Minneapolis bike library
The program, launched this year, allows residents to borrow cargo bikes and e-bikes for a week, for free.
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May 14, 2025 at 12:33 AM
“A senior citizen took an e-bike on a cruise from Lyndale neighborhood to Minnehaha Falls without worrying about being too tired to bike the 5 miles back. A veteran took her service dogs on joyrides. A cyclist took a disabled friend on treks into parks and trails they couldn’t have reached by car.”
Mother’s Day messed me up. I have gone no contact with my mother. My stepmother was a timid mouse, who let my father do whatever ever he wanted…including sexually assaulting his children. My mother in law, has dementia and her husband is 80 and can’t take care of her, so she suffers. Prayers?
May 12, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Mother’s Day messed me up. I have gone no contact with my mother. My stepmother was a timid mouse, who let my father do whatever ever he wanted…including sexually assaulting his children. My mother in law, has dementia and her husband is 80 and can’t take care of her, so she suffers. Prayers?
One of my in-laws, is suffering from dementia. Her husband is struggling to take care of her..he is 80 years old. He cannot take care of her, so she stinks and suffers, UTI after UTI. As a result, she is the one suffering, in and out of hospitals and rehabilitation centers, unable to walk.
May 10, 2025 at 4:30 PM
One of my in-laws, is suffering from dementia. Her husband is struggling to take care of her..he is 80 years old. He cannot take care of her, so she stinks and suffers, UTI after UTI. As a result, she is the one suffering, in and out of hospitals and rehabilitation centers, unable to walk.
I had a wonderful friend. I attempted suicide, on July 3, 2024. She told me not to do that to my husband. I was not trying to do anything, to anyone…I was just done..with my own family and the family I married into. I think that my wonderful friend, is done with me. I feel so broken hearted.
May 6, 2025 at 3:10 PM
I had a wonderful friend. I attempted suicide, on July 3, 2024. She told me not to do that to my husband. I was not trying to do anything, to anyone…I was just done..with my own family and the family I married into. I think that my wonderful friend, is done with me. I feel so broken hearted.
I have to be honest. As a disabled American, I have a lot of fear about my financial future. I have fear, that my SSDI, which I paid for, for 23 years could simply be ripped away, like Elon Musk desires. I receive no other government benefits because my husband has a career. Still, the fear ……
May 3, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I have to be honest. As a disabled American, I have a lot of fear about my financial future. I have fear, that my SSDI, which I paid for, for 23 years could simply be ripped away, like Elon Musk desires. I receive no other government benefits because my husband has a career. Still, the fear ……
I am feeling traumatized. I am dealing with a pedophile father, who , I witnessed, not only my abuse, but my siblingsickening abuse.
I can’t even get into the details, because it is totally horrifying. All, I know is that this is horrible, beyond words. The evil people are out there.
I can’t even get into the details, because it is totally horrifying. All, I know is that this is horrible, beyond words. The evil people are out there.
May 1, 2025 at 7:30 PM
I am feeling traumatized. I am dealing with a pedophile father, who , I witnessed, not only my abuse, but my siblingsickening abuse.
I can’t even get into the details, because it is totally horrifying. All, I know is that this is horrible, beyond words. The evil people are out there.
I can’t even get into the details, because it is totally horrifying. All, I know is that this is horrible, beyond words. The evil people are out there.
For my stepmother:
Your husband sexually violated ALL of his children, they don’t remember because it was so traumatic. Being toddlers, they don’t remember. BUT, I DO. How the hell, could you accept this abuse. My mother got on a jet plane and left that pervert. You??
Your husband sexually violated ALL of his children, they don’t remember because it was so traumatic. Being toddlers, they don’t remember. BUT, I DO. How the hell, could you accept this abuse. My mother got on a jet plane and left that pervert. You??
April 24, 2025 at 6:11 PM
For my stepmother:
Your husband sexually violated ALL of his children, they don’t remember because it was so traumatic. Being toddlers, they don’t remember. BUT, I DO. How the hell, could you accept this abuse. My mother got on a jet plane and left that pervert. You??
Your husband sexually violated ALL of his children, they don’t remember because it was so traumatic. Being toddlers, they don’t remember. BUT, I DO. How the hell, could you accept this abuse. My mother got on a jet plane and left that pervert. You??
Yes, there are too many times, where I am breaking, sobbing, asking Jesus, why it has to be this way. I didn’t ask for a traumatic life. But since it happened this way, that God or a Deity has put this in my hand, it’s going to happen. Nobody is going to be able to put me in further trauma z.
April 24, 2025 at 4:47 PM
Yes, there are too many times, where I am breaking, sobbing, asking Jesus, why it has to be this way. I didn’t ask for a traumatic life. But since it happened this way, that God or a Deity has put this in my hand, it’s going to happen. Nobody is going to be able to put me in further trauma z.
Have any of you, out there, spoke out against abuse in your family? Did they torment you or throw you away like a piece of trash? I want you to know, by speaking out YOU ARE A
TRUE HERO. You are saving lives. Your abusers, are stunned, never expecting the truth to emerge. Keep fighting.
TRUE HERO. You are saving lives. Your abusers, are stunned, never expecting the truth to emerge. Keep fighting.
April 24, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Have any of you, out there, spoke out against abuse in your family? Did they torment you or throw you away like a piece of trash? I want you to know, by speaking out YOU ARE A
TRUE HERO. You are saving lives. Your abusers, are stunned, never expecting the truth to emerge. Keep fighting.
TRUE HERO. You are saving lives. Your abusers, are stunned, never expecting the truth to emerge. Keep fighting.
I have learned, so, so many times, that if you are doing the right things, the moral things, the spiritual things, it often just doesn’t matter, you are still still thrown to the wolves…nothing against wolves…they don’t play that game
April 23, 2025 at 1:50 PM
I have learned, so, so many times, that if you are doing the right things, the moral things, the spiritual things, it often just doesn’t matter, you are still still thrown to the wolves…nothing against wolves…they don’t play that game
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I lived the same life... you are not alone
April 14, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I lived the same life... you are not alone
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Survivors of childhood trauma will often carry such a deep sense of inadequacy that no success will make us reconsider our defectiveness. Wins are always minimized, compliments feel dirty.
It’s not a question of trying harder, it’s a matter of learning to be kind to ourselves, root to stem.
#cptsd
It’s not a question of trying harder, it’s a matter of learning to be kind to ourselves, root to stem.
#cptsd
April 11, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Survivors of childhood trauma will often carry such a deep sense of inadequacy that no success will make us reconsider our defectiveness. Wins are always minimized, compliments feel dirty.
It’s not a question of trying harder, it’s a matter of learning to be kind to ourselves, root to stem.
#cptsd
It’s not a question of trying harder, it’s a matter of learning to be kind to ourselves, root to stem.
#cptsd
04/12/2025
I have many thoughts, but I don’t even know how to start, my mind is in chaos. As I have mentioned, I have gone no contact with my mother. She is a narcissist who spent my childhood in bars and sleazy dives…as a result, so did I. Her men were often abusive and alcoholics, child…
I have many thoughts, but I don’t even know how to start, my mind is in chaos. As I have mentioned, I have gone no contact with my mother. She is a narcissist who spent my childhood in bars and sleazy dives…as a result, so did I. Her men were often abusive and alcoholics, child…
04/12/2025
I have many thoughts, but I don’t even know how to start, my mind is in chaos. As I have mentioned, I have gone no contact with my mother. She is a narcissist who spent my childhood in bars and sleazy dives…as a result, so did I. Her men were often abusive and alcoholics, child molesters, psychopaths. I am paying the price.
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April 12, 2025 at 11:53 PM
04/12/2025
I have many thoughts, but I don’t even know how to start, my mind is in chaos. As I have mentioned, I have gone no contact with my mother. She is a narcissist who spent my childhood in bars and sleazy dives…as a result, so did I. Her men were often abusive and alcoholics, child…
I have many thoughts, but I don’t even know how to start, my mind is in chaos. As I have mentioned, I have gone no contact with my mother. She is a narcissist who spent my childhood in bars and sleazy dives…as a result, so did I. Her men were often abusive and alcoholics, child…