The Saturn System
@thesaturnsystem.bsky.social
Diagnosed DID System
Body Age: 33
Host: Nay✨🌪️
CoHost: Anya💋🪽
Please be kind ❤️🩹
Body Age: 33
Host: Nay✨🌪️
CoHost: Anya💋🪽
Please be kind ❤️🩹
One of our perp alters showed back up after years and hurt our newest alter…
July 27, 2025 at 10:34 PM
One of our perp alters showed back up after years and hurt our newest alter…
I think I’m forming a fictive and it’s confusing. Does anyone have experience with that that will talk to me??
June 6, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I think I’m forming a fictive and it’s confusing. Does anyone have experience with that that will talk to me??
Sometimes it feels like m*ta is trying to kill me. It started showing me posts about people choosing to die and it’s just gotten worse and worse. I try so hard not to watch, but sometimes I don’t realize right away and NO ONE USES TRIGGER WARNINGS PROPERLY
May 2, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Sometimes it feels like m*ta is trying to kill me. It started showing me posts about people choosing to die and it’s just gotten worse and worse. I try so hard not to watch, but sometimes I don’t realize right away and NO ONE USES TRIGGER WARNINGS PROPERLY
#CoConConvos
Nay: I’ve been a functioning stoner for a long time
Anya: *snorts* functional?
Nay: Yeah. I would function ALOT worse without it
Anya:
Nay: I’ve been a functioning stoner for a long time
Anya: *snorts* functional?
Nay: Yeah. I would function ALOT worse without it
Anya:
a man with a ring on his finger says fair in sign language
ALT: a man with a ring on his finger says fair in sign language
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May 2, 2025 at 6:26 PM
#CoConConvos
Nay: I’ve been a functioning stoner for a long time
Anya: *snorts* functional?
Nay: Yeah. I would function ALOT worse without it
Anya:
Nay: I’ve been a functioning stoner for a long time
Anya: *snorts* functional?
Nay: Yeah. I would function ALOT worse without it
Anya:
The services are tomorrow so I’m gonna need to distract myself real good
One of my moms family members died and all I can think about is that my abuser will be in this state soon
April 30, 2025 at 12:30 AM
The services are tomorrow so I’m gonna need to distract myself real good
It is taking every ounce of strength in my body not to go lock myself in the bathroom right now
April 28, 2025 at 12:56 AM
It is taking every ounce of strength in my body not to go lock myself in the bathroom right now
I wish I could go inside and just sleep for a while. Let the others handle this shit themselves for a while. I need a break and if I don’t get one…we won’t live much longer. But I’m not allowed inside and idk why. So I’m stuck on the slow road, white knuckling through every single second.
April 27, 2025 at 8:20 PM
I wish I could go inside and just sleep for a while. Let the others handle this shit themselves for a while. I need a break and if I don’t get one…we won’t live much longer. But I’m not allowed inside and idk why. So I’m stuck on the slow road, white knuckling through every single second.
Two days in a row now someone has been triggered by what feels random to me. When I try to figure it out all I get is a feeling of being young. It’s like I’m trying to grasp a time period I don’t remember. It’s just a swirl of emotion and it’s rele disorienting.
April 26, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Two days in a row now someone has been triggered by what feels random to me. When I try to figure it out all I get is a feeling of being young. It’s like I’m trying to grasp a time period I don’t remember. It’s just a swirl of emotion and it’s rele disorienting.
I just want to cry and cry but that’s not going to happen so…
April 26, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I just want to cry and cry but that’s not going to happen so…
One of my moms family members died and all I can think about is that my abuser will be in this state soon
April 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
One of my moms family members died and all I can think about is that my abuser will be in this state soon
We got super triggered last night and Boo(4) was finally able to request being read to out loud. We struggle with allowing the littles to do little things. But wifey read a chapter of Peter Pan and it was actually really comforting
April 24, 2025 at 12:11 PM
We got super triggered last night and Boo(4) was finally able to request being read to out loud. We struggle with allowing the littles to do little things. But wifey read a chapter of Peter Pan and it was actually really comforting
Had an assault nightmare last night. It was the worst I’ve had in a while. And it was long and detailed. I’m so tired
April 22, 2025 at 1:09 PM
Had an assault nightmare last night. It was the worst I’ve had in a while. And it was long and detailed. I’m so tired
Idk if we’ll be able to resist the next time we’re near a scale 🙃
April 21, 2025 at 10:49 PM
Idk if we’ll be able to resist the next time we’re near a scale 🙃
Reposted by The Saturn System
Raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by existence
April 15, 2025 at 8:13 PM
Raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by existence
When I told my psych I wasn’t interested in antipsychotics because the last one cut me off from my alters, she said “oh you like your alters” it felt so icky
April 15, 2025 at 4:00 PM
When I told my psych I wasn’t interested in antipsychotics because the last one cut me off from my alters, she said “oh you like your alters” it felt so icky
I keep thinking, if nothing happened, why am I reacting this way? Like this all feels reminiscent of when other ‘bigger’ things have surfaced before 😔
April 12, 2025 at 1:26 PM
I keep thinking, if nothing happened, why am I reacting this way? Like this all feels reminiscent of when other ‘bigger’ things have surfaced before 😔
#DIDfeels 🤣🤣🤣
It IS easier to have fun when you shove all your trauma out into a different person 😂😂 #doctorwho
April 11, 2025 at 7:07 PM
#DIDfeels 🤣🤣🤣
One of the worst things about DID is uncovering something new. And I don’t even have access to my fucking headspace yet
April 10, 2025 at 6:55 PM
One of the worst things about DID is uncovering something new. And I don’t even have access to my fucking headspace yet
I literally feel like every time I turn around there is something to remind me of my pain. It’s exhausting. I just want to lay down and…. Sleep…
March 31, 2025 at 11:45 PM
I literally feel like every time I turn around there is something to remind me of my pain. It’s exhausting. I just want to lay down and…. Sleep…
They’ve already won
March 31, 2025 at 11:37 PM
They’ve already won
‘To be fair…’ is becoming my least favorite thing to hear
March 26, 2025 at 7:26 PM
‘To be fair…’ is becoming my least favorite thing to hear
Struggling with the desire to not wake up tomorrow. For tomorrow not to come. I don’t want to deal but idk how to make myself feel better. I’m injured and it feels like everything that could help would cause me pain
March 25, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Struggling with the desire to not wake up tomorrow. For tomorrow not to come. I don’t want to deal but idk how to make myself feel better. I’m injured and it feels like everything that could help would cause me pain
Tomorrow is my birthday. I’m not doing well
March 24, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday. I’m not doing well
My therapist floated the idea that my mom could be a DID system as well… which would honestly just piss me off 😂🙃
March 24, 2025 at 4:11 PM
My therapist floated the idea that my mom could be a DID system as well… which would honestly just piss me off 😂🙃
FINALLY GOT BACK INTO THIS ACCOUNT. Thank fucking god
March 23, 2025 at 7:58 PM
FINALLY GOT BACK INTO THIS ACCOUNT. Thank fucking god