Xan | Dirge's Janitor
@spawnresponse.bsky.social
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🅑🅖➌ 🩸 𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔯𝔤𝔢 : 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘹 𝘰𝘤 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘳🩸
🅕🅕➊➍ 🌵 𝕏𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕤 𝕏𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 : c𝗁𝖺𝗈𝗌 • o𝗆𝖾𝗀𝖺 🌵
⚧ • ND • Ace • Biracial
Living in Resistance since '94 ✊🏽
🅑🅖➌ 🩸 𝔅𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔲𝔯𝔤𝔢 : 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘹 𝘰𝘤 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘳🩸
🅕🅕➊➍ 🌵 𝕏𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕤 𝕏𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 : c𝗁𝖺𝗈𝗌 • o𝗆𝖾𝗀𝖺 🌵
⚧ • ND • Ace • Biracial
Living in Resistance since '94 ✊🏽
Pinned
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘
open.spotify.com
Bloodirge Playlist Thread 🧵
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘
open.spotify.com/playlist/3lF...
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘 : 𝕷𝖎𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖌𝖞 (Album Collection)
open.spotify.com/playlist/5x2...
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘
open.spotify.com/playlist/3lF...
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘 : 𝕷𝖎𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖌𝖞 (Album Collection)
open.spotify.com/playlist/5x2...
#tavqotd Dirge's main motif, to no suprise, is grief. Explored through repetition compulsion, soul murder, structural dissociation.
His symbolic motifs are flowers: growth, masks & mirrors: identity, scent: memory, pegasus: freedom & pride, hounds: loyalty & obediance. Handholding: connection.
His symbolic motifs are flowers: growth, masks & mirrors: identity, scent: memory, pegasus: freedom & pride, hounds: loyalty & obediance. Handholding: connection.
January 1, 2026 at 11:59 PM
#tavqotd Dirge's main motif, to no suprise, is grief. Explored through repetition compulsion, soul murder, structural dissociation.
His symbolic motifs are flowers: growth, masks & mirrors: identity, scent: memory, pegasus: freedom & pride, hounds: loyalty & obediance. Handholding: connection.
His symbolic motifs are flowers: growth, masks & mirrors: identity, scent: memory, pegasus: freedom & pride, hounds: loyalty & obediance. Handholding: connection.
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"I feel safe with you. Seen. And whatever the future holds for me, I don’t want to lose that."
#bg3 #bg3vp #astarion #malstarion
#bg3 #bg3vp #astarion #malstarion
January 1, 2026 at 10:28 PM
"I feel safe with you. Seen. And whatever the future holds for me, I don’t want to lose that."
#bg3 #bg3vp #astarion #malstarion
#bg3 #bg3vp #astarion #malstarion
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🌹 “𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓱 𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓼:” 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 1, 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓲𝓬 𝓸𝓯 2026
Decades away dismantling the cult of Bhaal, #Merelind returns for a harder fight: Repairing her relationship with her Sire, #Astarion
CW: Soft A!Astarion, angst, sexual tension, near death exp
archiveofourown.org/works/767328...
#bg3 #AscendedRose
Decades away dismantling the cult of Bhaal, #Merelind returns for a harder fight: Repairing her relationship with her Sire, #Astarion
CW: Soft A!Astarion, angst, sexual tension, near death exp
archiveofourown.org/works/767328...
#bg3 #AscendedRose
January 1, 2026 at 8:02 PM
🌹 “𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓱 𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓼:” 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 1, 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓲𝓬 𝓸𝓯 2026
Decades away dismantling the cult of Bhaal, #Merelind returns for a harder fight: Repairing her relationship with her Sire, #Astarion
CW: Soft A!Astarion, angst, sexual tension, near death exp
archiveofourown.org/works/767328...
#bg3 #AscendedRose
Decades away dismantling the cult of Bhaal, #Merelind returns for a harder fight: Repairing her relationship with her Sire, #Astarion
CW: Soft A!Astarion, angst, sexual tension, near death exp
archiveofourown.org/works/767328...
#bg3 #AscendedRose
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Here’s to a better year ahead for all, filled with peace, love, courage, hope, friendship, good health, adventures, laughter and magic. 💫❤️
January 1, 2026 at 7:34 PM
Here’s to a better year ahead for all, filled with peace, love, courage, hope, friendship, good health, adventures, laughter and magic. 💫❤️
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The gang decided to make each one a gingerbread cookie. Who do you think did best?
#bg3 #baldursgate3
#bg3 #baldursgate3
January 1, 2026 at 4:22 PM
The gang decided to make each one a gingerbread cookie. Who do you think did best?
#bg3 #baldursgate3
#bg3 #baldursgate3
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I'm completely blown away by this gorgeous commission by my lovely friend @vedacrosswind.bsky.social who has been a beacon of light recently 💜 I've wanted a snowy piece for ages, to see them there, looking so real! I'm lost for words. So romantic 🥹 I love it so much 😭!
#rolan #dammon #bg3 #bg3art
#rolan #dammon #bg3 #bg3art
January 1, 2026 at 6:15 PM
I'm completely blown away by this gorgeous commission by my lovely friend @vedacrosswind.bsky.social who has been a beacon of light recently 💜 I've wanted a snowy piece for ages, to see them there, looking so real! I'm lost for words. So romantic 🥹 I love it so much 😭!
#rolan #dammon #bg3 #bg3art
#rolan #dammon #bg3 #bg3art
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I have actually been dying to show you these stunning #NightBloom shots I received from the incredibly talented, incredibly kind @enemastrikesback.bsky.social for our New Year's Secret Santa!!
Thread incoming! There are so many gorgeous photos 🥹❤️
#bg3 #bg3vp #tavstarion #bg3tav
Thread incoming! There are so many gorgeous photos 🥹❤️
#bg3 #bg3vp #tavstarion #bg3tav
January 1, 2026 at 11:46 AM
I have actually been dying to show you these stunning #NightBloom shots I received from the incredibly talented, incredibly kind @enemastrikesback.bsky.social for our New Year's Secret Santa!!
Thread incoming! There are so many gorgeous photos 🥹❤️
#bg3 #bg3vp #tavstarion #bg3tav
Thread incoming! There are so many gorgeous photos 🥹❤️
#bg3 #bg3vp #tavstarion #bg3tav
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I need to give this particular photo from @enemastrikesback.bsky.social a post on its own because it's perfect 😂
LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACE
LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACE
January 1, 2026 at 12:02 PM
I need to give this particular photo from @enemastrikesback.bsky.social a post on its own because it's perfect 😂
LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACE
LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACE
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#tavqotd song
I think this song captures their energy in the beginning before the romance truly develops. #lucifael
Strangers on a Train - Lovage
open.spotify.com/track/0V4uOQ...
I think this song captures their energy in the beginning before the romance truly develops. #lucifael
Strangers on a Train - Lovage
open.spotify.com/track/0V4uOQ...
December 31, 2025 at 11:07 PM
#tavqotd song
I think this song captures their energy in the beginning before the romance truly develops. #lucifael
Strangers on a Train - Lovage
open.spotify.com/track/0V4uOQ...
I think this song captures their energy in the beginning before the romance truly develops. #lucifael
Strangers on a Train - Lovage
open.spotify.com/track/0V4uOQ...
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Squeezing in one more 2025 art with some knight sketching I did while getting over whatever ungodly flu this is 😅✌️
Happy New Year ❤️
#Art #Knights #Knightposting
Happy New Year ❤️
#Art #Knights #Knightposting
January 1, 2026 at 12:32 AM
Squeezing in one more 2025 art with some knight sketching I did while getting over whatever ungodly flu this is 😅✌️
Happy New Year ❤️
#Art #Knights #Knightposting
Happy New Year ❤️
#Art #Knights #Knightposting
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Happy New Year, everyone! 🥳🙌🏻🎊
January 1, 2026 at 12:44 AM
Happy New Year, everyone! 🥳🙌🏻🎊
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January 1, 2026 at 7:39 AM
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I was compelled to redraw this. Happy New Year! Let us survive together.
January 1, 2026 at 7:00 AM
I was compelled to redraw this. Happy New Year! Let us survive together.
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#tavqotd
Decay: as a necessary - a *healing* - part of life.
Everything rots eventually, providing sustenance for the new. Despair can, and *should*, be used as fuel to bloom into something better. If you're still alive, you're not too far gone, and you can still transform into your best self.
🦑🌿
Decay: as a necessary - a *healing* - part of life.
Everything rots eventually, providing sustenance for the new. Despair can, and *should*, be used as fuel to bloom into something better. If you're still alive, you're not too far gone, and you can still transform into your best self.
🦑🌿
January 1, 2026 at 12:38 AM
#tavqotd
Decay: as a necessary - a *healing* - part of life.
Everything rots eventually, providing sustenance for the new. Despair can, and *should*, be used as fuel to bloom into something better. If you're still alive, you're not too far gone, and you can still transform into your best self.
🦑🌿
Decay: as a necessary - a *healing* - part of life.
Everything rots eventually, providing sustenance for the new. Despair can, and *should*, be used as fuel to bloom into something better. If you're still alive, you're not too far gone, and you can still transform into your best self.
🦑🌿
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Happy New Year's Eve, darlings! May you have a safe & joyous evening. May 2026 be a little gentler, a little less painful, and a little more prosperous. And may you have more of your favourite companions and their love interests. (((HUGS))) #Astarion #Allora #Ellora #Elora #tavstarion #durge #BG3
December 31, 2025 at 11:36 PM
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I don't have a cool™ NY picture—but happy New Year to everyone!
I've made a lot of sappy posts in the past week, so I won't dally too long.
Just know that I appreciate all of you and your interactions a lot, whether silent likes or long comments or endless DMs.
Thank you for being with me & Rae. 💕
I've made a lot of sappy posts in the past week, so I won't dally too long.
Just know that I appreciate all of you and your interactions a lot, whether silent likes or long comments or endless DMs.
Thank you for being with me & Rae. 💕
December 31, 2025 at 11:01 PM
I don't have a cool™ NY picture—but happy New Year to everyone!
I've made a lot of sappy posts in the past week, so I won't dally too long.
Just know that I appreciate all of you and your interactions a lot, whether silent likes or long comments or endless DMs.
Thank you for being with me & Rae. 💕
I've made a lot of sappy posts in the past week, so I won't dally too long.
Just know that I appreciate all of you and your interactions a lot, whether silent likes or long comments or endless DMs.
Thank you for being with me & Rae. 💕
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𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫 🥂
Keep safe everyone and I hope 2026 is your year 💜🥂
#Thunderforge #rolan #dammon
#dammonbg3 #rolanbg3
#baldursgate3 #bg3 #bg3vp #bg3virtualphotography #virtualphotography
Keep safe everyone and I hope 2026 is your year 💜🥂
#Thunderforge #rolan #dammon
#dammonbg3 #rolanbg3
#baldursgate3 #bg3 #bg3vp #bg3virtualphotography #virtualphotography
January 1, 2026 at 12:08 AM
𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫 🥂
Keep safe everyone and I hope 2026 is your year 💜🥂
#Thunderforge #rolan #dammon
#dammonbg3 #rolanbg3
#baldursgate3 #bg3 #bg3vp #bg3virtualphotography #virtualphotography
Keep safe everyone and I hope 2026 is your year 💜🥂
#Thunderforge #rolan #dammon
#dammonbg3 #rolanbg3
#baldursgate3 #bg3 #bg3vp #bg3virtualphotography #virtualphotography
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January 1, 2026 at 12:40 AM
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I think Maleane's smooching that fanged fella, yeah! It may be a brand new year for me, but I gotta pull Mal back a little bit, to the times when they were both young and freshly drunk on their freedom—eager to taste everything world has to offer 🥰 #tavqotd #malstarion #ocmaleane
January 1, 2026 at 1:04 AM
I think Maleane's smooching that fanged fella, yeah! It may be a brand new year for me, but I gotta pull Mal back a little bit, to the times when they were both young and freshly drunk on their freedom—eager to taste everything world has to offer 🥰 #tavqotd #malstarion #ocmaleane
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One final piece for 2025! I wrote a little oneshot about my cuties to ring in the New Year. 🎉 I wrote 143,351 words in 2025. Here’s to a lot more to come in 2026. 💚
Happy New Year!
archiveofourown.org/works/768292...
#andromedaxastarion #BloodRose
Happy New Year!
archiveofourown.org/works/768292...
#andromedaxastarion #BloodRose
January 1, 2026 at 4:12 AM
One final piece for 2025! I wrote a little oneshot about my cuties to ring in the New Year. 🎉 I wrote 143,351 words in 2025. Here’s to a lot more to come in 2026. 💚
Happy New Year!
archiveofourown.org/works/768292...
#andromedaxastarion #BloodRose
Happy New Year!
archiveofourown.org/works/768292...
#andromedaxastarion #BloodRose
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Happy new year everyone. I hope 2026 is kind to you all 🥰🐇💗
I want to do more creative things in 2026. I'm excited to share that journey with you all and I hope you all see progress in your goals this year too.
I want to do more creative things in 2026. I'm excited to share that journey with you all and I hope you all see progress in your goals this year too.
January 1, 2026 at 5:23 AM
Happy new year everyone. I hope 2026 is kind to you all 🥰🐇💗
I want to do more creative things in 2026. I'm excited to share that journey with you all and I hope you all see progress in your goals this year too.
I want to do more creative things in 2026. I'm excited to share that journey with you all and I hope you all see progress in your goals this year too.
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January 1, 2026 at 5:44 AM
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Happy New Year from Willow & Gale! (and me!) 🥰
I hope you all have a fantastic year ahead! 🎆
#wildweave💚💜 #GaleDekarios #bg3vp
I hope you all have a fantastic year ahead! 🎆
#wildweave💚💜 #GaleDekarios #bg3vp
January 1, 2026 at 6:01 AM
Happy New Year from Willow & Gale! (and me!) 🥰
I hope you all have a fantastic year ahead! 🎆
#wildweave💚💜 #GaleDekarios #bg3vp
I hope you all have a fantastic year ahead! 🎆
#wildweave💚💜 #GaleDekarios #bg3vp