Rainbow Lucifer Doom
@rainbowluciferx.bsky.social
about me: 29, nonbinary (she/they), autistic
cw: ~190lbs (to the nearest 5)
came here from twitter
about my problems + what I post here: disordered eating, OSDD1b, trauma, drugs, and more || Rainbow35 on garmin
cw: ~190lbs (to the nearest 5)
came here from twitter
about my problems + what I post here: disordered eating, OSDD1b, trauma, drugs, and more || Rainbow35 on garmin
my head and throat still hurt, I've got a mild cough too 😓
I did a covid test and it's negative though so at least there's that, I think it's just a cold and not too bad, just annoying
I did a covid test and it's negative though so at least there's that, I think it's just a cold and not too bad, just annoying
November 15, 2025 at 2:10 AM
my head and throat still hurt, I've got a mild cough too 😓
I did a covid test and it's negative though so at least there's that, I think it's just a cold and not too bad, just annoying
I did a covid test and it's negative though so at least there's that, I think it's just a cold and not too bad, just annoying
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At 16 I did a part time job in a new supermarket. I asked who counts the people. Blank looks. "For the millionth customer prize," I explained. A colleague explained they just pick a photogenic person for a news story. That's when I realised there will never be justice.
November 12, 2025 at 7:20 PM
At 16 I did a part time job in a new supermarket. I asked who counts the people. Blank looks. "For the millionth customer prize," I explained. A colleague explained they just pick a photogenic person for a news story. That's when I realised there will never be justice.
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I ended up having an extra like 800 calories last night, it was mostly vegetables and cheese really, and I can still feel the food in me 😭
I can live with it though, at least I didn't eat anything else until over 12 hours after, and I'm at 260 right now so I think I'll be fine
I can live with it though, at least I didn't eat anything else until over 12 hours after, and I'm at 260 right now so I think I'll be fine
November 14, 2025 at 5:09 PM
I ended up having an extra like 800 calories last night, it was mostly vegetables and cheese really, and I can still feel the food in me 😭
I can live with it though, at least I didn't eat anything else until over 12 hours after, and I'm at 260 right now so I think I'll be fine
I can live with it though, at least I didn't eat anything else until over 12 hours after, and I'm at 260 right now so I think I'll be fine
and I'm just dragging myself through this learning journal assignment, I hate things that are so subjective and pointless like this 😭
November 13, 2025 at 11:30 PM
and I'm just dragging myself through this learning journal assignment, I hate things that are so subjective and pointless like this 😭
I kinda want oatmeal or something but I don't know if it's worth it, I've been pretty good about mostly leaving at least 8 hours, ideally at least 12, between eating
at the last food I had was like 8pm I think
I could probably afford it though, I don't think it would be more than 250 calories
at the last food I had was like 8pm I think
I could probably afford it though, I don't think it would be more than 250 calories
November 13, 2025 at 11:24 PM
I kinda want oatmeal or something but I don't know if it's worth it, I've been pretty good about mostly leaving at least 8 hours, ideally at least 12, between eating
at the last food I had was like 8pm I think
I could probably afford it though, I don't think it would be more than 250 calories
at the last food I had was like 8pm I think
I could probably afford it though, I don't think it would be more than 250 calories
I'm at roughly 550 calories right now (I counted the sandwich from 5am for yesterday since I went to sleep after)
so just soup and toast and bran flakes
I can probably leave it at that
so just soup and toast and bran flakes
I can probably leave it at that
November 13, 2025 at 8:06 PM
I'm at roughly 550 calories right now (I counted the sandwich from 5am for yesterday since I went to sleep after)
so just soup and toast and bran flakes
I can probably leave it at that
so just soup and toast and bran flakes
I can probably leave it at that
taking vitamins on an empty stomach used to make me super nauseous, but this time I haven't been having that problem. I'm really surprised because I'm taking pretty similar things to what I used to take, just more of them now I think
November 13, 2025 at 3:23 PM
taking vitamins on an empty stomach used to make me super nauseous, but this time I haven't been having that problem. I'm really surprised because I'm taking pretty similar things to what I used to take, just more of them now I think
I'm 2lbs down from yesterday morning! despite having had a sandwich at 5am, lol
and finally now I've lost enough that my current weight rounds to a different 5 (so that means it's enough to update it in my bio)
and finally now I've lost enough that my current weight rounds to a different 5 (so that means it's enough to update it in my bio)
November 13, 2025 at 3:01 PM
I'm 2lbs down from yesterday morning! despite having had a sandwich at 5am, lol
and finally now I've lost enough that my current weight rounds to a different 5 (so that means it's enough to update it in my bio)
and finally now I've lost enough that my current weight rounds to a different 5 (so that means it's enough to update it in my bio)
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November 15, 2024 at 5:17 AM
tips/advisories for adults migrating from edtwt to edsky:
most of us are anti-fatphobia/toxicity! way friendlier here
add edsky feeds!!! & then add "mutuals" feed to ur home too & "popular with friends"- links below.
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add edsky feeds!!! & then add "mutuals" feed to ur home too & "popular with friends"- links below.
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my main regret is having 4 energy drinks last night, like that's about 6x as much caffeine as I'd usually ever have in a day
that may be why I didn't fall asleep on the bus this time though, lol
that may be why I didn't fall asleep on the bus this time though, lol
November 13, 2025 at 8:44 AM
my main regret is having 4 energy drinks last night, like that's about 6x as much caffeine as I'd usually ever have in a day
that may be why I didn't fall asleep on the bus this time though, lol
that may be why I didn't fall asleep on the bus this time though, lol
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oh also this morning at early morning trampolining
coach: "are you trying to do a tuck front or a pike front?"
me: "a tuck front"
coach: "in that case it would help if you were in a tuck shape"
apparently I was just flipping around with no shape at all 😭
coach: "are you trying to do a tuck front or a pike front?"
me: "a tuck front"
coach: "in that case it would help if you were in a tuck shape"
apparently I was just flipping around with no shape at all 😭
November 13, 2025 at 4:58 AM
oh also this morning at early morning trampolining
coach: "are you trying to do a tuck front or a pike front?"
me: "a tuck front"
coach: "in that case it would help if you were in a tuck shape"
apparently I was just flipping around with no shape at all 😭
coach: "are you trying to do a tuck front or a pike front?"
me: "a tuck front"
coach: "in that case it would help if you were in a tuck shape"
apparently I was just flipping around with no shape at all 😭
most of the drinks I had tonight had full sugar energy drinks in them so I think the calories are lookup-able but off the top of my head I have no idea
but not counting the drinks I'm at 850 I think?
but not counting the drinks I'm at 850 I think?
November 13, 2025 at 3:38 AM
most of the drinks I had tonight had full sugar energy drinks in them so I think the calories are lookup-able but off the top of my head I have no idea
but not counting the drinks I'm at 850 I think?
but not counting the drinks I'm at 850 I think?
trampolining night out, and there's gender neutral bathrooms! 🎉
November 13, 2025 at 12:12 AM
trampolining night out, and there's gender neutral bathrooms! 🎉
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how did i go so long not knowing we were literally teaching people to read wrong. i knew something wasn't right but jesus christ www.apmreports.org/episode/2019...
How a flawed idea is teaching millions of kids to be poor readers
For decades, schools have taught children the strategies of struggling readers, using a theory about reading that cognitive scientists have repeatedly debunked. And many teachers and parents don't kno...
www.apmreports.org
November 11, 2025 at 6:18 PM
how did i go so long not knowing we were literally teaching people to read wrong. i knew something wasn't right but jesus christ www.apmreports.org/episode/2019...
the coaches showed up late so everyone is just sitting around here lol
I'm actually going to early morning trampolining today, though I am worried about the timing with work, like it can take me about an hour and 20 minutes to get home so I'll have to leave around 8:15 at the latest
November 12, 2025 at 7:05 AM
the coaches showed up late so everyone is just sitting around here lol
so I did have like 800 calories last night at like midnight (spaghetti and a brownie), partly because other alters wanted food and I don't particularly want to make them relive our childhood
but it was also kinda like a strategic decision because I knew that it would mean I wouldn't feel hungry now
but it was also kinda like a strategic decision because I knew that it would mean I wouldn't feel hungry now
November 12, 2025 at 6:14 AM
so I did have like 800 calories last night at like midnight (spaghetti and a brownie), partly because other alters wanted food and I don't particularly want to make them relive our childhood
but it was also kinda like a strategic decision because I knew that it would mean I wouldn't feel hungry now
but it was also kinda like a strategic decision because I knew that it would mean I wouldn't feel hungry now
I was actually pretty much fine doing trampolining without having eaten for like 8 hours, I did have a diluted sports drink for electrolytes so that probably helped
but yeah I wanted to see if it would actually affect me the way I'd worry about but basically it made no difference!
but yeah I wanted to see if it would actually affect me the way I'd worry about but basically it made no difference!
November 11, 2025 at 10:40 PM
I was actually pretty much fine doing trampolining without having eaten for like 8 hours, I did have a diluted sports drink for electrolytes so that probably helped
but yeah I wanted to see if it would actually affect me the way I'd worry about but basically it made no difference!
but yeah I wanted to see if it would actually affect me the way I'd worry about but basically it made no difference!
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im currently -$100 in my account. im looking to get a 2nd job but its so hard to find one
i am about to get my water and phones shut off if i dont come up with something soon
my cashapp and venmo are: srene35
if you can spare even $5 for gas this week id appreciate it.
www.paypal.me/sierrarene3
i am about to get my water and phones shut off if i dont come up with something soon
my cashapp and venmo are: srene35
if you can spare even $5 for gas this week id appreciate it.
www.paypal.me/sierrarene3
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November 11, 2025 at 9:44 PM
im currently -$100 in my account. im looking to get a 2nd job but its so hard to find one
i am about to get my water and phones shut off if i dont come up with something soon
my cashapp and venmo are: srene35
if you can spare even $5 for gas this week id appreciate it.
www.paypal.me/sierrarene3
i am about to get my water and phones shut off if i dont come up with something soon
my cashapp and venmo are: srene35
if you can spare even $5 for gas this week id appreciate it.
www.paypal.me/sierrarene3
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Can anyone help me get food this week please?
Hello I'm Nny, i lost my food stamps & I'm pretty fucking scared rn. I'm on SSI & live in HUD housing so I basically have nothing to fill the gap. Anything helps, I'll be thankful just for shares & likes if that's all you can give. Thank you!
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November 11, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Can anyone help me get food this week please?
also the scrape on my hand is finally healing properly!
re-cutting it open and putting hand sanitizer into it, may or may not have been actually helpful, like it's possible it just needed an extra few days either way, idk
re-cutting it open and putting hand sanitizer into it, may or may not have been actually helpful, like it's possible it just needed an extra few days either way, idk
November 11, 2025 at 3:54 PM
also the scrape on my hand is finally healing properly!
re-cutting it open and putting hand sanitizer into it, may or may not have been actually helpful, like it's possible it just needed an extra few days either way, idk
re-cutting it open and putting hand sanitizer into it, may or may not have been actually helpful, like it's possible it just needed an extra few days either way, idk
amazingly I actually went down about 1.5lbs over the weekend! like I wouldn't have really been shocked by anything since I could've been bloated or dehydrated or anything in between, but after the pizza and alcohol and many sandwiches I am a little surprised!
November 11, 2025 at 3:35 PM
amazingly I actually went down about 1.5lbs over the weekend! like I wouldn't have really been shocked by anything since I could've been bloated or dehydrated or anything in between, but after the pizza and alcohol and many sandwiches I am a little surprised!