Rainbow Lucifer Doom
@rainbowluciferx.bsky.social
about me: 29, nonbinary (she/they), autistic
cw: ~195lbs (to the nearest 5)
came here from twitter
about my problems + what I post here: disordered eating, OSDD1b, trauma, drugs, and more || Rainbow35 on garmin
cw: ~195lbs (to the nearest 5)
came here from twitter
about my problems + what I post here: disordered eating, OSDD1b, trauma, drugs, and more || Rainbow35 on garmin
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"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
November 28, 2025 at 8:13 PM
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
"im so fat i need to lose weight"
*eats*
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
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~violet’s #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky #⭐️ve #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro~
⇢ she/her, 21, MDNI
⇢ stats in bio! :P
⇢ new to bluesky, came from twt
⇢ relapsed, but pro recov!
⇢ bp1, cptsd, adhd, ocd, substance abs
♡/↻ or reply for new mutuals! i’m active
⇢ she/her, 21, MDNI
⇢ stats in bio! :P
⇢ new to bluesky, came from twt
⇢ relapsed, but pro recov!
⇢ bp1, cptsd, adhd, ocd, substance abs
♡/↻ or reply for new mutuals! i’m active
November 30, 2025 at 12:05 PM
~violet’s #lemonwatersky #caterpillarsky #⭐️ve #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro~
⇢ she/her, 21, MDNI
⇢ stats in bio! :P
⇢ new to bluesky, came from twt
⇢ relapsed, but pro recov!
⇢ bp1, cptsd, adhd, ocd, substance abs
♡/↻ or reply for new mutuals! i’m active
⇢ she/her, 21, MDNI
⇢ stats in bio! :P
⇢ new to bluesky, came from twt
⇢ relapsed, but pro recov!
⇢ bp1, cptsd, adhd, ocd, substance abs
♡/↻ or reply for new mutuals! i’m active
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he basically didn't tell me anything else in the meeting, he just said he'll tell me more about the timelines etc sometime next week
he was more like "are you okay? you're not too upset, right?" likely because I started crying in the original meeting 😭
he was more like "are you okay? you're not too upset, right?" likely because I started crying in the original meeting 😭
I'm basically just not sure what exactly the timelines are, but he did say he'd tell me more tomorrow
like they'll set up a performance improvement plan, and then I think if I don't meet the targets in however much time, then either there's a next step or I just get fired then, I'm not sure
like they'll set up a performance improvement plan, and then I think if I don't meet the targets in however much time, then either there's a next step or I just get fired then, I'm not sure
November 28, 2025 at 7:37 PM
he basically didn't tell me anything else in the meeting, he just said he'll tell me more about the timelines etc sometime next week
he was more like "are you okay? you're not too upset, right?" likely because I started crying in the original meeting 😭
he was more like "are you okay? you're not too upset, right?" likely because I started crying in the original meeting 😭
I'm so cold recently 😓
I think it's just this house is cold, like I was never cold in the apartment likely because it's a smaller space so it would be filled with heat easier
and/or I think the walls and doors might be thinner here
I think it's just this house is cold, like I was never cold in the apartment likely because it's a smaller space so it would be filled with heat easier
and/or I think the walls and doors might be thinner here
November 28, 2025 at 7:12 PM
I'm so cold recently 😓
I think it's just this house is cold, like I was never cold in the apartment likely because it's a smaller space so it would be filled with heat easier
and/or I think the walls and doors might be thinner here
I think it's just this house is cold, like I was never cold in the apartment likely because it's a smaller space so it would be filled with heat easier
and/or I think the walls and doors might be thinner here
anyway also, it's now seeming pretty likely that I am actually going to get fired, and it's more just when
like my manager specifically scheduled a meeting to tell me I'm not getting enough done reliably enough, and he said he's going to talk to HR
like my manager specifically scheduled a meeting to tell me I'm not getting enough done reliably enough, and he said he's going to talk to HR
November 26, 2025 at 1:34 PM
anyway also, it's now seeming pretty likely that I am actually going to get fired, and it's more just when
like my manager specifically scheduled a meeting to tell me I'm not getting enough done reliably enough, and he said he's going to talk to HR
like my manager specifically scheduled a meeting to tell me I'm not getting enough done reliably enough, and he said he's going to talk to HR
I forget if I complained about this already but the deadline for moving up levels in trampolining before the next competition, is next Monday
and like the next competition isn't until the end of January, like why have the move up deadline be two months before it?
I guess because of exams etc
and like the next competition isn't until the end of January, like why have the move up deadline be two months before it?
I guess because of exams etc
November 26, 2025 at 1:17 PM
I forget if I complained about this already but the deadline for moving up levels in trampolining before the next competition, is next Monday
and like the next competition isn't until the end of January, like why have the move up deadline be two months before it?
I guess because of exams etc
and like the next competition isn't until the end of January, like why have the move up deadline be two months before it?
I guess because of exams etc
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the thing about getting better is you have to get way worse first
November 26, 2025 at 4:04 AM
the thing about getting better is you have to get way worse first
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THEM: Stop being so negative about your illness!
ME: Okay, I'll try lying
ME: Okay, I'll try lying
November 21, 2025 at 12:39 PM
THEM: Stop being so negative about your illness!
ME: Okay, I'll try lying
ME: Okay, I'll try lying
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what are some good groceries to buy as a beginner
November 22, 2025 at 1:29 AM
what are some good groceries to buy as a beginner
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I think we should be more upset and disturbed by the fact that every chronically ill person has at least 1 story of not being listened to, or ignored or worse, by medical professionals.
November 22, 2025 at 6:22 PM
I think we should be more upset and disturbed by the fact that every chronically ill person has at least 1 story of not being listened to, or ignored or worse, by medical professionals.
I didn't go out today, it turns out I have a bit more painkillers than I thought so I should be fine until Friday or Saturday hopefully
November 19, 2025 at 9:20 PM
I didn't go out today, it turns out I have a bit more painkillers than I thought so I should be fine until Friday or Saturday hopefully
I've submitted the biology lab report, so now I can either focus on work stuff or look at the maths I've missed
I could do either or both really
like I'm off work for some amount of time in December around exams, so I can catch up properly then
I could do either or both really
like I'm off work for some amount of time in December around exams, so I can catch up properly then
November 19, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I've submitted the biology lab report, so now I can either focus on work stuff or look at the maths I've missed
I could do either or both really
like I'm off work for some amount of time in December around exams, so I can catch up properly then
I could do either or both really
like I'm off work for some amount of time in December around exams, so I can catch up properly then
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If we had to hear “Baby Shark” everywhere we went for two whole months out of the year we’d throw a fit, right?
And rightfully so.
So tell me, why do we put up with it when the song is “Frosty the Snowman”?
And rightfully so.
So tell me, why do we put up with it when the song is “Frosty the Snowman”?
November 19, 2025 at 6:16 PM
If we had to hear “Baby Shark” everywhere we went for two whole months out of the year we’d throw a fit, right?
And rightfully so.
So tell me, why do we put up with it when the song is “Frosty the Snowman”?
And rightfully so.
So tell me, why do we put up with it when the song is “Frosty the Snowman”?
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November 15, 2025 at 3:00 PM
I wonder if you still get those bots offering to do assignments for you, or if they've given up on that because presumably everyone who isn't doing their own assignments is just using AI
November 19, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I wonder if you still get those bots offering to do assignments for you, or if they've given up on that because presumably everyone who isn't doing their own assignments is just using AI
I wish I was pretty 😔
I honestly don't think even losing weight will help, because I've seen pictures of when I was like 130lbs and I look fine but I don't think anyone would've considered me *pretty* (no offense to my younger selves, I do think you're pretty when I don't see you as being me)
I honestly don't think even losing weight will help, because I've seen pictures of when I was like 130lbs and I look fine but I don't think anyone would've considered me *pretty* (no offense to my younger selves, I do think you're pretty when I don't see you as being me)
November 18, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I wish I was pretty 😔
I honestly don't think even losing weight will help, because I've seen pictures of when I was like 130lbs and I look fine but I don't think anyone would've considered me *pretty* (no offense to my younger selves, I do think you're pretty when I don't see you as being me)
I honestly don't think even losing weight will help, because I've seen pictures of when I was like 130lbs and I look fine but I don't think anyone would've considered me *pretty* (no offense to my younger selves, I do think you're pretty when I don't see you as being me)
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Put this on ur door to keep out the tech monsters //
November 18, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Put this on ur door to keep out the tech monsters //
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I GOT APPROVED FOR THE NEXT STEP FOR SPINE SURGERY! let’s go!!! 🥳🎉🍾
i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal
cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!!
so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵
i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal
cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!!
so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
Donate to Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey, organized by Morgan Lynn
UPDATE July 10th: I have a (benign) tumor in my spinal canal. Also, my dis… Morgan Lynn needs your support for Morgan Needs Your Help: Chronic Illness Journey
gofund.me
October 30, 2025 at 7:49 PM
I GOT APPROVED FOR THE NEXT STEP FOR SPINE SURGERY! let’s go!!! 🥳🎉🍾
i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal
cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!!
so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵
i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal
cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!!
so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵
for some reason my neck hurts, as well as my head
it's like the back of my neck is just stiff or something every time I wake up
it's like the back of my neck is just stiff or something every time I wake up
November 18, 2025 at 3:08 AM
for some reason my neck hurts, as well as my head
it's like the back of my neck is just stiff or something every time I wake up
it's like the back of my neck is just stiff or something every time I wake up
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there are certainly some things to be said about going to a place and interacting with people
November 17, 2025 at 11:55 PM
there are certainly some things to be said about going to a place and interacting with people
I'm running low on opiates but I can probably just take them much less often and since I already feel so awful hopefully I won't notice any difference
I can't order more until the 28th I think, so I'll have to buy some irl before then most likely
I can't order more until the 28th I think, so I'll have to buy some irl before then most likely
November 17, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I'm running low on opiates but I can probably just take them much less often and since I already feel so awful hopefully I won't notice any difference
I can't order more until the 28th I think, so I'll have to buy some irl before then most likely
I can't order more until the 28th I think, so I'll have to buy some irl before then most likely
I'm not going to classes today since I'm still sick and if anything feel even worse than I did before
like it is mild but I'm so exhausted and out of it, it's hard to do anything
if I ever get this work stuff sorted out then I can try and go over the stuff I've missed in chemistry and maths
like it is mild but I'm so exhausted and out of it, it's hard to do anything
if I ever get this work stuff sorted out then I can try and go over the stuff I've missed in chemistry and maths
November 17, 2025 at 6:00 PM
I'm not going to classes today since I'm still sick and if anything feel even worse than I did before
like it is mild but I'm so exhausted and out of it, it's hard to do anything
if I ever get this work stuff sorted out then I can try and go over the stuff I've missed in chemistry and maths
like it is mild but I'm so exhausted and out of it, it's hard to do anything
if I ever get this work stuff sorted out then I can try and go over the stuff I've missed in chemistry and maths