RayRay
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If you're cold, I'll be your weighted blanket
-me, flirting
-me, flirting
December 13, 2025 at 11:10 PM
If you're cold, I'll be your weighted blanket
-me, flirting
-me, flirting
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If you leave people will say they understand why. Probably praise you.
" I would have left the situation"
- multiple coworkers.
yes I struggle I have tears on my face but I have a heart that will always look for the best in you. I will always try and do better. I am always trying to improve.
" I would have left the situation"
- multiple coworkers.
yes I struggle I have tears on my face but I have a heart that will always look for the best in you. I will always try and do better. I am always trying to improve.
October 10, 2025 at 2:49 AM
If you leave people will say they understand why. Probably praise you.
" I would have left the situation"
- multiple coworkers.
yes I struggle I have tears on my face but I have a heart that will always look for the best in you. I will always try and do better. I am always trying to improve.
" I would have left the situation"
- multiple coworkers.
yes I struggle I have tears on my face but I have a heart that will always look for the best in you. I will always try and do better. I am always trying to improve.
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I wanted to make a little tribute to the original drawings of the Addams family by Charles Addams to celebrate the spooky season 🦇 #TheAddamsFamily
October 9, 2025 at 2:39 PM
I wanted to make a little tribute to the original drawings of the Addams family by Charles Addams to celebrate the spooky season 🦇 #TheAddamsFamily
Feeling the feeling I swore I would never allow to come back. I did not ask for this pain or choose it. It was caused by trauma. How is my pain used against me to cause more pain. When can I breathe...I cant take this.
October 10, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Feeling the feeling I swore I would never allow to come back. I did not ask for this pain or choose it. It was caused by trauma. How is my pain used against me to cause more pain. When can I breathe...I cant take this.
This pain my dear so so unreal my gosh I wish I could not feel.
October 9, 2025 at 9:39 PM
This pain my dear so so unreal my gosh I wish I could not feel.
My nightmares are sounding pretty chill right now
October 9, 2025 at 8:25 PM
My nightmares are sounding pretty chill right now
I was nearly killed one October. I was proven no was not an answer one october. I can live through this added to the list this october. I hate being a survivor when you dont wanna survive anymore. I will but still......
October 9, 2025 at 8:21 PM
I was nearly killed one October. I was proven no was not an answer one october. I can live through this added to the list this october. I hate being a survivor when you dont wanna survive anymore. I will but still......
I love you with all my heart. I try my hardest. I did not choose to beentally ill. I feel the sharp pain but non of the pleasure.
October 9, 2025 at 8:18 PM
I love you with all my heart. I try my hardest. I did not choose to beentally ill. I feel the sharp pain but non of the pleasure.
My love language a weapon used against me.
October 9, 2025 at 7:48 PM
My love language a weapon used against me.
I can see now! But not cleaer through my glasses. Clearer through my mind. I dont know what's worse mania or the clear aftermath.
October 1, 2025 at 12:43 PM
I can see now! But not cleaer through my glasses. Clearer through my mind. I dont know what's worse mania or the clear aftermath.
So what is everyone going to wear??????
September 23, 2025 at 8:52 AM
So what is everyone going to wear??????
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Self harm urges are so SHIT. 🫠
September 14, 2025 at 9:25 PM
Self harm urges are so SHIT. 🫠
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna be the reason why every time you want out that door, I die a little more inside"
September 15, 2025 at 11:52 AM
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna be the reason why every time you want out that door, I die a little more inside"
12 AM, and the scissors come out
This time! No blood just shed
It's time for a change
Goodbye hair!
New look , New me
Dont you see clearly
It's clear to me
Wait, what do you see ???
Tell me so I can be me!
Please tell me, please!
Who am I ???
Who do you see???
THE MASTERMIND CALLED BPD
This time! No blood just shed
It's time for a change
Goodbye hair!
New look , New me
Dont you see clearly
It's clear to me
Wait, what do you see ???
Tell me so I can be me!
Please tell me, please!
Who am I ???
Who do you see???
THE MASTERMIND CALLED BPD
September 14, 2025 at 11:28 PM
12 AM, and the scissors come out
This time! No blood just shed
It's time for a change
Goodbye hair!
New look , New me
Dont you see clearly
It's clear to me
Wait, what do you see ???
Tell me so I can be me!
Please tell me, please!
Who am I ???
Who do you see???
THE MASTERMIND CALLED BPD
This time! No blood just shed
It's time for a change
Goodbye hair!
New look , New me
Dont you see clearly
It's clear to me
Wait, what do you see ???
Tell me so I can be me!
Please tell me, please!
Who am I ???
Who do you see???
THE MASTERMIND CALLED BPD
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The Old Mill, Vincent van Gogh 1888
September 14, 2025 at 11:07 PM
The Old Mill, Vincent van Gogh 1888
You think im evil.
Im broken inside.
You think I want to hurt you.
I just had another flash back.
You think I want to suffer.
I crave to do better each and every day.
You think im not trying.
I work hard not to disappear into another world.
I love you, and im trying
Im trying to try...
Im broken inside.
You think I want to hurt you.
I just had another flash back.
You think I want to suffer.
I crave to do better each and every day.
You think im not trying.
I work hard not to disappear into another world.
I love you, and im trying
Im trying to try...
September 14, 2025 at 11:16 PM
You think im evil.
Im broken inside.
You think I want to hurt you.
I just had another flash back.
You think I want to suffer.
I crave to do better each and every day.
You think im not trying.
I work hard not to disappear into another world.
I love you, and im trying
Im trying to try...
Im broken inside.
You think I want to hurt you.
I just had another flash back.
You think I want to suffer.
I crave to do better each and every day.
You think im not trying.
I work hard not to disappear into another world.
I love you, and im trying
Im trying to try...
Pond Eddy, New York,August 2025
September 13, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Pond Eddy, New York,August 2025
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"I die on the inside each and every time the tears come, and so does the noise. I want silence and peace, but all I get is chaos and pain in the pit of my stomach. I yearn for touch and love. I wonder if im used just the way they use a dove. Fly birds fly."
September 4, 2025 at 11:20 AM
"I die on the inside each and every time the tears come, and so does the noise. I want silence and peace, but all I get is chaos and pain in the pit of my stomach. I yearn for touch and love. I wonder if im used just the way they use a dove. Fly birds fly."
Soon, to turn the page into a new Era . Looking back, my young self would be shocked, but my teenage self would be confused. The path is unique but intriguing. I am entering this Era with different people and a different view. Learning is a beautiful thing!
August 26, 2025 at 1:08 AM
Soon, to turn the page into a new Era . Looking back, my young self would be shocked, but my teenage self would be confused. The path is unique but intriguing. I am entering this Era with different people and a different view. Learning is a beautiful thing!
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loafing you was bread 🍞❤️🔥
August 16, 2025 at 6:21 PM
loafing you was bread 🍞❤️🔥
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🏆| “The Life of a Showgirl” is already the #1 best selling vinyl in the US this year, with only 1 variant and just 3 days of pre-sale.
August 17, 2025 at 12:07 AM
🏆| “The Life of a Showgirl” is already the #1 best selling vinyl in the US this year, with only 1 variant and just 3 days of pre-sale.