Amadeus Esso
pencilsplz.bsky.social
Amadeus Esso
@pencilsplz.bsky.social
Retired person. MY PAGE IS AN ADULT SPACE. Support of people being comfortable and happy. LGBT+ furries, trekkies, whatever. Just wash your hands and don't elect N*zis. Do not feed trolls. #BlockAndMoveOn
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Please note, If I do not respond to your comments, It does not mean I am not paying attention. I read every comment although I am not sure how to respond to all of them, especially from strangers. Please do not take offense.
Dear gamer pals, I understand that consumer anxiety is high, checking GPU prices daily is not going to help it. Try doing something else with productive with your your life like calling your congress people to impeach the guy making everything expensive through tariffs.
December 3, 2025 at 7:47 PM
-A hugeass catgirl approaches a podium with a wreath on it, wearing antlers-
-It's Winter, raising her huge paw in front of her mouth, balling her fist in front of her mouth & clearing her throat as loud & disruptively as possible.-
November 30, 2025 at 9:43 PM
People ask me "how did you survive every #BlackFriday working retail" I say "stories like this."
November 28, 2025 at 11:31 PM
"Why don't people buy my robot turds--" Tim "Temper Tantrum" Sweeney

"Trump's America" enabled this type of entitlement for too long.

They've done everything, including selling us the modern equivalent of snake oil, except mandate that you give them money without your legal consent.
"Epic CEO angry that customers want to be informed and will refuse to purchase products they feel were made unethically so wants to take that choice away". There, fixed it for you.
Epic CEO says AI disclosures like Steam's make "no sense" because AI will be involved in "nearly all" future game development

https://www.reddit.com/r/pcgaming/comments/1p7eh60/epic_ceo_says_ai_disclosures_like_steams_make_no/
November 28, 2025 at 12:12 PM
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Pratchett's first Tiffany Aching book is pretty philosophical, though it's not as spiritual as something like _A Wrinkle in Time_, while Rowling is like "Every Flavor Beans! let's go BUY shit, Harry!"
November 27, 2025 at 1:47 AM
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I feel I should point out that I thought Rowling's work was terrible even back when she was everybody's darling. I did. and I didn't understand what everybody saw in it, other than that marketing is a hell of a drug
November 27, 2025 at 1:18 AM
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so you can directly compare the work of Terry Pratchett and J. K. Rowling, because Pratchett did a YA series about a kid learning to be a witch... you can check to see who's good at this and who's an unreadable hack
November 27, 2025 at 1:08 AM
But the main thing most of all is being cut off from everyone i've ever cared about, has cause a burnout so terrible I just don't do anything but game dailies and color coloring book pages.
November 24, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Just got my #Moopsy in STO. I am both relieved and horrified.

youtu.be/DGSLBP42020?...
Asdf Movie 2 | I'm Allergic To Adorableness
YouTube video by ClipsAsdfMovie
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November 24, 2025 at 2:33 PM
Shower thoughts: maybe it's not that I'm hyper independent, or I have #autism , or I'm this or that or whatever society labels me as.

If i pretend to be an alien from offworld and try to integrate, play well with others, try to get along... it's damn near impossible.
November 22, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I should not be physically be getting worked up over intangible things but the queasiness is unending. Who needs sleep when I have my BFF nausea
November 20, 2025 at 11:36 AM
#Discord 's actually snorting the koolaid, believing that we can find places to share the things we like, that's really cute. Not in 2025, you can't. Even if what you share is harmless, someone's going to take issue with it & tear it, & you, down.

And here I thought this was a "social" site. RIP
November 19, 2025 at 7:25 PM
"Sad but true... don't meet your heroes."

After having my heart broken and traumatized so many times, this feels like... nothing.

I can't be surprised, Param**** turned out to be shitty, too. Maybe Trek can be attributed Mr. Roddenberry and the writers and Lucille/Desi, more than a corporation.
November 19, 2025 at 7:58 AM
old man rant: Why is it that gamers join an MMO & immediately try to find hacks, workarounds & builds to solo the thing? It's called an MMO. Massively Multiplayer Online. That means teaming up with good people to get everyone what they want out of the game.
#RIFT #StarTrekOnline #ChampionsOnline
old man yells at cloud is written on a newspaper
Alt: old man yelling at a cloud as the headline printed on a newspaper
media.tenor.com
November 16, 2025 at 6:33 AM
>Why is Tommy pictured as kinda smoll and submissive

Because the illusion is that I have any kind of power over my fate and future. The muscles are purely cosmetic
November 13, 2025 at 8:04 AM
No, "Bart gets and F" or "Hank Hill's Truck is Dying" is sad. This, Bethesda fixing the next-gen port 18 mos. after release, is Bethesda playing stupid games.
November 8, 2025 at 7:30 AM
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Gonna repost this every time I come across it on socials. 💚
October 23, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Thinking about D&D, Hasbro, Kevin Siembeda/Heroes Unlimited, & Nintendo/Pokemon. If you make your own game, maintain a healthy relationship with your fans. Don't sue them in court for making a fair use derivative work that only makes people aware of your game & brings publicity/sales.
November 5, 2025 at 3:42 AM
I got sent home, kicked out of the halloween festivities and missing the pizza party b/c I forgot to bring my medication.

No costume, but I bought a shirt, but it was all for nothing.

I'll be sitting here, alone. I shouldn't be thinking about grandiose plans to celebrate holidays and socializing.
October 31, 2025 at 2:23 PM
Unpopular #Skyrim opinion. FUCK Ralof. I always follow Hadvar.
October 29, 2025 at 8:34 PM
People are doing nons**ual things to me, and hurt me without my consent and it's not okay

...people are no
October 29, 2025 at 7:49 PM
This is bull. an answer I got (Not from AI), #SNAP Assistance can't be interrupted, they're automatic made to eligible receptors by DHHS and anyone attempting to disrupt it is doing so intentionally. This is just another way for them to toy with the #poor like pawns. This is disgusting & gross.
Johnson: Snap benefits is a unique situation. I got a summary of the legal analysis…the contingency funds are not legally available to cover the benefits right now
October 27, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Reposted by Amadeus Esso
See, the issue with that is that
1. It's actually doing something, anything, for pete's sake
and
2. It's a good idea

And the DNC is not a fan of either of those things.
If I were running the DNC, there would be Democratic Party sponsored food relief banks across the country right now that specifically welcomed anyone regardless of party affiliation.

Along with the food, there could be voter registration and links to runforsomething.net
October 27, 2025 at 1:36 AM
I just have to stop trying. Stop trying to be a good person and fighting for what I believe is right. Stop trying to please people. Stop trying to fit in. Stop trying to make jokes to ease my anxiety and tension.
October 27, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Saw quote today and mulled it in my head until it actually made sense to me.

"Longevity is not helpful to people who are unhappy."
October 27, 2025 at 2:18 AM