Pinned
My trans shame and obsession with passing have blighted my soul... I don't think I can ever truly overcome that, and therefore I will never be a good person.
I will always just be a fucking bitch 😞
I will always just be a fucking bitch 😞
I carved that into myself after I got exposed for saying disgusting things about my friends, out of pure insecurity over my own looks. I talked about how they will never pass and how I'd give up if I had their bodies.
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
I wish people would understand that that me having the word "bitch" carved into my arm was meant as a fucking warning...
I hope it never actually fades. I deserve to have it visible for everyone to see for the rest of my fucking life...
I hope it never actually fades. I deserve to have it visible for everyone to see for the rest of my fucking life...
January 5, 2026 at 8:24 PM
My trans shame and obsession with passing have blighted my soul... I don't think I can ever truly overcome that, and therefore I will never be a good person.
I will always just be a fucking bitch 😞
I will always just be a fucking bitch 😞
I carved that into myself after I got exposed for saying disgusting things about my friends, out of pure insecurity over my own looks. I talked about how they will never pass and how I'd give up if I had their bodies.
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
I wish people would understand that that me having the word "bitch" carved into my arm was meant as a fucking warning...
I hope it never actually fades. I deserve to have it visible for everyone to see for the rest of my fucking life...
I hope it never actually fades. I deserve to have it visible for everyone to see for the rest of my fucking life...
January 5, 2026 at 8:15 PM
I carved that into myself after I got exposed for saying disgusting things about my friends, out of pure insecurity over my own looks. I talked about how they will never pass and how I'd give up if I had their bodies.
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
They actually forgave me for that
And I ghosted them anyway later down the line
My emotions are just completely fake, aren't they? I called my girlfriend on the verge of tears, and just ten minutes later, I was making silly jokes.
It's obviously all fake, I'm just a disgusting attention whore 😞
It's obviously all fake, I'm just a disgusting attention whore 😞
January 5, 2026 at 7:53 PM
My emotions are just completely fake, aren't they? I called my girlfriend on the verge of tears, and just ten minutes later, I was making silly jokes.
It's obviously all fake, I'm just a disgusting attention whore 😞
It's obviously all fake, I'm just a disgusting attention whore 😞
Don't listen to the haters, there's nothing wrong with being soft and feminine :b
January 5, 2026 at 7:37 PM
Don't listen to the haters, there's nothing wrong with being soft and feminine :b
Messed up my injection and some E leaked out... So I just impulsively injected an extra 0.5ml...
Surely this won't have any negative consequences, right? 🫣
Surely this won't have any negative consequences, right? 🫣
January 5, 2026 at 9:21 AM
Messed up my injection and some E leaked out... So I just impulsively injected an extra 0.5ml...
Surely this won't have any negative consequences, right? 🫣
Surely this won't have any negative consequences, right? 🫣
My attempts at pursepilling my girlfriend are failing miserably 😔
January 3, 2026 at 6:00 AM
My attempts at pursepilling my girlfriend are failing miserably 😔
Back in my 4tran days, I thought self-hating trans lesbians were sooooo pathetic and I felt like superior to them and I said shit like, "Imagine caring about your sexuality when you're literally a tranny. Everyone already thinks you're a subhuman degenerate anyway, lmao..."
January 2, 2026 at 3:54 PM
Back in my 4tran days, I thought self-hating trans lesbians were sooooo pathetic and I felt like superior to them and I said shit like, "Imagine caring about your sexuality when you're literally a tranny. Everyone already thinks you're a subhuman degenerate anyway, lmao..."
Oh... Yeah... It really do be like that... 😐
January 1, 2026 at 7:22 AM
Oh... Yeah... It really do be like that... 😐
New year's resolutions:
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
December 31, 2025 at 6:04 PM
New year's resolutions:
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
- No more cutting (it makes GF sad)
- Find a new therapist (prerequisite for getting SRS)
- Find something to be genuinely passionate about again (GF doesn't count)
Five years of pain just to become a plain, boring loser girl, no hobbies, no friends, no social skills, obnoxious, extremely unfunny, not really interested in anything... Just a lot of mental illness, but specifically the really embarrassing kind where you constantly end up crying in public... 😐
December 31, 2025 at 2:31 PM
It's so fucked that if I actually commit most people are just gonna blame it on me being a tranny and they're gonna make up stories how it was all because I "regretted my transition" or whatever... 😞
bsky.app/profile/mela...
bsky.app/profile/mela...
I just have BPD...
I know I'm a tranny so absolutely everything that happens to me must necessarily always be about being a tranny or whatever... But no, seriously, I started to really suffer from BPD symptoms like 7 years before I took my first dose of estrogen...
I know I'm a tranny so absolutely everything that happens to me must necessarily always be about being a tranny or whatever... But no, seriously, I started to really suffer from BPD symptoms like 7 years before I took my first dose of estrogen...
December 29, 2025 at 2:12 PM
It's so fucked that if I actually commit most people are just gonna blame it on me being a tranny and they're gonna make up stories how it was all because I "regretted my transition" or whatever... 😞
bsky.app/profile/mela...
bsky.app/profile/mela...
When you wake up to find that she messaged you in the middle of the night to tell you about a strange dream she had... 🥰🥰
December 29, 2025 at 7:58 AM
When you wake up to find that she messaged you in the middle of the night to tell you about a strange dream she had... 🥰🥰
Ironically, my parents, especially my mom, are a prime example of what happens when you don't cut off toxic relatives, constantly get your hopes up, and endlessly chase the fantasy of a harmonious family, only to be disappointed time and time again... <___<
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
December 28, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Ironically, my parents, especially my mom, are a prime example of what happens when you don't cut off toxic relatives, constantly get your hopes up, and endlessly chase the fantasy of a harmonious family, only to be disappointed time and time again... <___<
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
December 27, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Thinking about going no-contact with my parents...
My girlfriend is one of the few trans people I met who really isn't on social media or connected to the local trans community in her city... And honestly, it's inspiring to see how blissful life can be when you're unaware of all the weird trans discourse and were never exposed to silly brainworms 🫣
December 27, 2025 at 7:55 PM
My girlfriend is one of the few trans people I met who really isn't on social media or connected to the local trans community in her city... And honestly, it's inspiring to see how blissful life can be when you're unaware of all the weird trans discourse and were never exposed to silly brainworms 🫣
So both my mom and my dad, independently, in two different conversations, told me my girlfriend is probably gonna leave me when I keep "crying like that..." 😖
December 26, 2025 at 7:47 PM
So both my mom and my dad, independently, in two different conversations, told me my girlfriend is probably gonna leave me when I keep "crying like that..." 😖
One time my mom actually said "we made you so pretty and you're disfiguring yourself like that" in reference to SH...
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
December 25, 2025 at 7:20 AM
One time my mom actually said "we made you so pretty and you're disfiguring yourself like that" in reference to SH...
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
No mom, *I* made myself pretty by taking estrogen behind your back, *you* birthed an ugly moid who happened to be cursed with gender dysphoria.
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
December 25, 2025 at 7:11 AM
Godddd, I'm so fucking glad my girlfriend is here with me because my parents clearly hold back when she's around.
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
They haven't even acknowledged that I have visible fresh SH. Normally, they'd crack jokes and tell me that my scars are ugly and that I'm disfiguring myself and stuff <___<
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Misandry
Misandry
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
I really like women, but my cat allergy was absolutely devastating
I really like women, but my cat allergy was absolutely devastating
December 23, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Why did you transition, wrong answers only
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Transmaxxing to escape inceldom...
Look, there just is no alternative to self-id...
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
December 23, 2025 at 10:37 AM
Look, there just is no alternative to self-id...
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Any system that gives someone else, especially a cissoid, the power to decide whether you're trans or not will be abused and inevitably lead to dysphoric transsexuals being harmed 🤷♀️
Do you really not care about passing, or are you just scared that seriously putting in effort is gonna make getting misgendered more painful?
December 22, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Do you really not care about passing, or are you just scared that seriously putting in effort is gonna make getting misgendered more painful?
I actually think it's pretty despicable to trick other trans women into self-sabotaging...
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
December 22, 2025 at 7:23 AM
I actually think it's pretty despicable to trick other trans women into self-sabotaging...
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
But, hey, what do I know? I'm just one of those evil assimilationists, right? 🤷♀️
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
December 22, 2025 at 6:18 AM
> Ugh, you're an assimilationist 🙄
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
My main goal is to live my best life, girl. Not constantly being discriminated against is a big part of that, yeah 🤷♀️
> Uhmmm, you don't need to pass to be a real woman 🤓👆
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
December 22, 2025 at 4:54 AM
> Uhmmm, you don't need to pass to be a real woman 🤓👆
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<
Mhmm... don't tell me that, tell that to the fucking cissoids... <___<