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maidofclockwork.bsky.social
Seasay
@maidofclockwork.bsky.social
I'm a 28-year-old girl from Sweden and i mostly ramble on about stuff and write fics, sometimes I cosplay, (warnings for rampant dyslexia) (she/her)
You know the seasonal depression is hitting you when you haven’t been able to bring yourself to eat anything and instead are just laying in your bed writing like 500 words of cringy angst poetry about your friendships falling apart without your control
November 29, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Trying to make jokes in a server you’ve joined relatively recently to maybe talk to someone people but getting zero responses for a few hours so the social anxiety kicks in and you delete the message thinking you were stupid for even trying in the first place
October 26, 2025 at 12:49 PM
God I hate having a fever, I have a cold why the fuck are my eyes hurting
October 14, 2025 at 7:39 PM
Can’t believe I went on my first out of country vacation trip on my own in years and ended up getting crystal illness (Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo) (I know it’s not called crystal illness in English I’m directly translating from Swedish, but crystal illness sounds funnier)
October 4, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Kinda frustrating to hear about how one of my coworkers complained that she had to perform a task that’s usually expected of me to perform, when I wasn’t aware that it had to be done and the obvious solution for me to do it would be to ask me to do it and then I would have
September 16, 2025 at 5:41 PM
Actually very gratifying to be asked to yap on a bit about a thing you love and why you like it, by a person who didn’t think it was something they would enjoy and have them say that you make the thing sound very interesting
September 10, 2025 at 9:20 PM
Always so surprised when I all of a sudden experience symptoms of depression, an illness I’ve had for 10+ years and have been taking medication for about as long, like that can’t be allowed right
August 18, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Kinda sucks when your anxiety’s real awful because I would rather stare at my phone then get stuck in the fucking self hatred spiral that’s ongoing in my brain when I’m just trying to sleep
August 16, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Well, I currently feel utterly awful and like I should go crawl into my room and never exit to bother another human being ever again,
July 27, 2025 at 3:11 PM
It’s that time of year once more, where I’m on the train station and easily spotting other people on the platform that’s traveling to the exact same event I’m going to because we all have a very similar vibe
July 23, 2025 at 10:15 AM
Further update on my current hyper fixation status and its eeh, I’m running out of shelf space (not all of the books were purchased by me, a good few have been brought by my mother, for her own reading, we are kinda sharing the collection though)
July 22, 2025 at 9:42 AM
They lasted me some five years but my headphones are now for sure dead (the like colored thread is from where I had to re-stitch the like fabric by hand after the seam came undone a few times)
July 20, 2025 at 8:32 AM
Well I did it again somehow, (blasted myself through the entirety of the newest volume of Erha on the same day I received it, after work as well)
July 14, 2025 at 8:42 PM
Reposted by Seasay
my eternal struggle
July 8, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Can’t believe that the thing that’s actually getting my to stay of Twitter for a prolonged period of time is because I’m deathly afraid to get any of the new Erha illustrations spoiled to me and the bookstore I pre-ordered the book from is taking its sweet time delivering it to me
July 9, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Walked up a slight incline on my way home yesterday and ended up tripping and banging my elbow hard in the asphalt as I fell and now my arm sure be hurting 🥲
May 27, 2025 at 4:50 PM
Me, utterly naive concerning what I’m about to inflict upon myself: “man now that Yuwu is fully published in the official translation I should give it a read finally”
May 26, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I keep thinking of the sisyphsian battle I keep engaging with trying to keep the manga shelves at my work place looking neat. I don’t know why people just have no concept of putting the books with huge numbers on the spines back in the order they were shelved
May 21, 2025 at 11:03 AM
Fun time dragging one of my friends to the cinema to celebrate my Birthday and she ran out of time to see the first movie that we were seeing the sequel to so a good portion of dinner was taken up by me summarizing all the important stuff that happened in movie 1
May 7, 2025 at 7:29 AM
I got some new books for my birthday presents and man comparing and contrasting my bookshelf from like two months ago, you tell I went full blast on a new special interest
May 5, 2025 at 1:44 PM
It’s my brithed day! 🎁
May 5, 2025 at 1:07 PM
Had some not fun experiences when going to the cinema recently, being seated right next to a couple where the BF was whispering to his GF every other minute and also being way to fucking touchy for a public space, like Im seated 5 cm away from your GF cant you wait to kiss her neck while at at home?
April 27, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Lovely to return to work after the Easter weekend only to find that we got burgled (again), like why the fuck do people feel the need to steal from the library of all places
April 22, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Ah man, Steel ball run getting animated finally does mean I get to bust out all my several part 7 bad guy cosplays (of which I have like 3)
April 14, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Update on the autism event, finished reading 7 volumes in like 8 days…and now volume 8 is coming out this Tuesday as well…truly having a normal one over here
March 17, 2025 at 8:26 AM