just a bee
@liljujubee.bsky.social
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Video Game and Horror Enthusiast
Aggressively Queer
Humanitarian/ Activist / Anarchist
Disabled/Neurodivergent
Hopeless Romantic
Relationship Anarchist
-18+-
Video Game and Horror Enthusiast
Aggressively Queer
Humanitarian/ Activist / Anarchist
Disabled/Neurodivergent
Hopeless Romantic
Relationship Anarchist
Pinned
just a bee
@liljujubee.bsky.social
· Dec 16
Hi Hi, Pinned Post
What's Inside -
-copious inside thoughts, many hyperbolic and satirized; which is which? You decide!
-memes
-art
-funny hahas
-psychoanalysis
-unpure thoughts and actions
-???
-coffee, probably
Viewer Discretion is likely recommended but idgf: welcome to the shit show!
What's Inside -
-copious inside thoughts, many hyperbolic and satirized; which is which? You decide!
-memes
-art
-funny hahas
-psychoanalysis
-unpure thoughts and actions
-???
-coffee, probably
Viewer Discretion is likely recommended but idgf: welcome to the shit show!
Every once in a while (weekly) I wonder if and when they'll grow tired or bored of me. Or if it's already happened and I haven't noticed. Just waiting on a catalyst.
December 13, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Every once in a while (weekly) I wonder if and when they'll grow tired or bored of me. Or if it's already happened and I haven't noticed. Just waiting on a catalyst.
Holy shit I want to hurt myself
December 6, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Holy shit I want to hurt myself
Affirmation: I am not responsible for other people's emotions. I cannot take blame for their negativity. Life is hard sometimes and thats okay.
November 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Affirmation: I am not responsible for other people's emotions. I cannot take blame for their negativity. Life is hard sometimes and thats okay.
Realizing they don't care hurts more than I thought it would. No more how are you feeling or why are you feeling that way...crazy
November 25, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Realizing they don't care hurts more than I thought it would. No more how are you feeling or why are you feeling that way...crazy
They came back and everything is normal. I'm okay. My nervous system is healing.
November 24, 2025 at 3:52 AM
They came back and everything is normal. I'm okay. My nervous system is healing.
I'm suppressing my emotions with tetris. So far so good
November 23, 2025 at 10:18 AM
I'm suppressing my emotions with tetris. So far so good
Its crazy because no matter what the topic i will never lose interest in making them teach me things about their interests
November 11, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Its crazy because no matter what the topic i will never lose interest in making them teach me things about their interests
Its a little hard to be the happiest you've ever been and feel like you're in a situation you want to spend the rest of your life in yet still be constantly terrified of abandonment
November 11, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Its a little hard to be the happiest you've ever been and feel like you're in a situation you want to spend the rest of your life in yet still be constantly terrified of abandonment
Lol why am I such a giant piece of shit
October 4, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Lol why am I such a giant piece of shit
I'm not trying to be emotionally unavailable I'm just in love with someone who can't reciprocate and can't seem to be capable of feeling joy without being reminded of them
October 3, 2025 at 9:00 AM
I'm not trying to be emotionally unavailable I'm just in love with someone who can't reciprocate and can't seem to be capable of feeling joy without being reminded of them
Chat i think I fumbled the ball again
September 30, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Chat i think I fumbled the ball again
Oof yk, what's rough? The harder I try to expand my horizons and rely on people for sexual and emotional intimacy, the stronger my affection is for the person I'm expanding from. Boundaries are hard. I'm a good noodle. Sigh.
September 29, 2025 at 8:32 AM
Oof yk, what's rough? The harder I try to expand my horizons and rely on people for sexual and emotional intimacy, the stronger my affection is for the person I'm expanding from. Boundaries are hard. I'm a good noodle. Sigh.
All the things I do to try and break away and find me and what I want just makes me wish you wanted me more. Whatever mental illness refuses to let me build a bridge needs to lay off
September 27, 2025 at 11:50 AM
All the things I do to try and break away and find me and what I want just makes me wish you wanted me more. Whatever mental illness refuses to let me build a bridge needs to lay off
Guys I think I've been lied to all these years. I think sex with other people might be overrated.
September 26, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Guys I think I've been lied to all these years. I think sex with other people might be overrated.
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Wanting to perish after an emotional hurdle is quite annoying
September 23, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Wanting to perish after an emotional hurdle is quite annoying
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Donald Trump just humiliated the country in front of the entire world with an hour-long rant that was insane and jumbled even by his standards.
September 23, 2025 at 3:35 PM
Donald Trump just humiliated the country in front of the entire world with an hour-long rant that was insane and jumbled even by his standards.
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The right is gonna hyperfocus on the fact that Robin Westman was a trans woman, but completely ignore that they were also a deranged nazi and racist. #minneapolis
August 27, 2025 at 6:15 PM
The right is gonna hyperfocus on the fact that Robin Westman was a trans woman, but completely ignore that they were also a deranged nazi and racist. #minneapolis
No one talks to me anymore and idk what I did. Did I get a little too suicidal? A little too talkative? A bit too loud? I miss feeling wanted.
August 5, 2025 at 6:57 AM
No one talks to me anymore and idk what I did. Did I get a little too suicidal? A little too talkative? A bit too loud? I miss feeling wanted.
I've been hanging out with other people lately, and it just...isnt the same. It feels wrong. It doesn't flow correctly. It makes me feel dirty and like part of myself is missing. I don't like it.
August 3, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I've been hanging out with other people lately, and it just...isnt the same. It feels wrong. It doesn't flow correctly. It makes me feel dirty and like part of myself is missing. I don't like it.
My partner finally dumped me... it was a long time coming. I asked them for kindness they couldn't give, and I'm too emotionally unstable to love. It's honestly super understandable. I'm just tired.
July 10, 2025 at 1:32 AM
My partner finally dumped me... it was a long time coming. I asked them for kindness they couldn't give, and I'm too emotionally unstable to love. It's honestly super understandable. I'm just tired.
I tried to take my own life, and then, a few days later, I got the most exciting news of my life. Please find help if you need it. I'm so grateful for every single person who gave me any of their time in my time of need. #uplifting #hopesky #positive
July 9, 2025 at 12:21 AM
I tried to take my own life, and then, a few days later, I got the most exciting news of my life. Please find help if you need it. I'm so grateful for every single person who gave me any of their time in my time of need. #uplifting #hopesky #positive
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Kill the fascist within you.
July 6, 2025 at 2:23 AM
Kill the fascist within you.