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Ruin Jane
@laurenjane.bsky.social
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Kind not nice | Queer Pornographic Artist & Author | 41 | they / them | 21+
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Student of Death & Restorative Justice
https://www.laurenjanek.com/
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Ruin Jane @laurenjane.bsky.social · Apr 19
I wrote a book about art and fucking and BDSM and falling in love, Art reflects life and in this sadomasochistic relationship every romance is an act of creation
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www.deepdesirespress.com/anonymous-nu...
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#romantasy #romancebook #erotica 🌶️📚
The cover of my book, the title 'Anonymous Nude Photos' written in all lowercase letters in soft pink. The cover is of a woman's back, dressed in layers of ivory and pale white lingerie, tied into it with nude jute rope, wrapped in it tightly, the rope and the corset laces tangled together. She reaches back and unhooks her bra...
laurenjane.bsky.social
DEI was a compromise made with people operating in bad faith that weakened the core solution of equity, entrenched discrimination, and introduce the thin end of the wedge for its own destruction.
chanda.blacksky.app Chanda Prescod-Weinstein 🌌 @chanda.blacksky.app · 1h
Part of what’s so frustrating about the right wing attack on “DEI” is that it cornered us into fighting for a weak framework whose Implementation was overrun by deeply morally bankrupt people
December 3, 2025 at 1:58 PM
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August 30, 2025 at 8:42 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
Obviously
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📷: my wife, Jordan
A nude body, well muscled and in motion, a feminine body arching up into a bridge pose, hips and pelvis lifted, muscles flexed as lift their body up, hands hauling on the rubber covered straps of a chastity belt, the metal cupping their body and pressing deep, the line and arc of their motion seeming to follow the line of pressure they draw by pulling the straps with their hands. A useless and powerful motion, an arc, a circle...
December 2, 2025 at 1:29 AM
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alwaysstevie.bsky.social
My friends are helping me to raise funds so I can afford basic necessities and start building my life. If you can, consider donating. www.gofundme.com/f/support-st...
Donate to Support Stevie Wilson's New Beginning, organized by Danielle Squillante
Our beloved comrade and friend Stevie Wilson is FINALLY coming home from pri… Danielle Squillante needs your support for Support Stevie Wilson's New Beginning
www.gofundme.com
December 2, 2025 at 10:32 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
Even when I was not eating or sleeping and hearing people break into my house and walk up my stairs, I was still working and going to meetings and having articulate conversations. I was borderline psychotic. But I was also running design reviews.
luxalptraum.com Lux 🍂 Alptraum @luxalptraum.com · 16h
People talk about mental illness in terms of depression or psychosis or violence but please don’t forget the “high functioning” mentally ills who are hyperproductive because their brain tells them if they don’t adhere to a rigid and punishing schedule they will literally die
December 2, 2025 at 11:10 PM
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luxalptraum.com
People talk about mental illness in terms of depression or psychosis or violence but please don’t forget the “high functioning” mentally ills who are hyperproductive because their brain tells them if they don’t adhere to a rigid and punishing schedule they will literally die
December 2, 2025 at 10:53 PM
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samuraisphinx.bsky.social
letting her murder me as foreplay
handle.invalid Potzer🐉🦝 but more mentally ill than ever @handle.invalid · Aug 29
letting her murder me as a treat
literallyjustadog.online Juni! 🥰 @literallyjustadog.online · Aug 29
Letting her murder me as a joke
December 2, 2025 at 10:37 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
Should I go back to Instagram for my second book?
December 2, 2025 at 9:25 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
Every time I join a new startup as their first and only designer ( I'm on my 4th in 15 years ) there's like a six month adjustment period where every developer tries to lie to me about what isn't possible in a code base.

It's fascinating.
December 2, 2025 at 3:50 PM
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heyfaeriere.com
Something about me is I love face rope.
Squish and distort my features,
take away my sight, make me drool or unable to speak. Give me something to hide behind, turn me into something new.
I love the way the rope vibrates so close to my brain as it’s slowly untied.
Rope & 📸: @knotsnacks.com
In a dark room, Ayala sits facing the camera. Their face is covered in chaotically tied face rope. The rope is slightly scrambling the features of their face. Their nose smooshed to the side and upwards making it so they can only breathe out of one nostril. Their left eye is pulled closed and covered by a strand of rope. Their cheeks squished and pinched. Somehow despite all this, they are still so striking. A streak of light comes in through a near by window and glows across their face. The light hits their eye making it bright and the green color more noticeable
December 2, 2025 at 3:04 AM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
I wrote a book about art and fucking and BDSM and falling in love, Art reflects life and in this sadomasochistic relationship every romance is an act of creation
.
www.deepdesirespress.com/anonymous-nu...
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#romantasy #romancebook #erotica 🌶️📚
The cover of my book, the title 'Anonymous Nude Photos' written in all lowercase letters in soft pink. The cover is of a woman's back, dressed in layers of ivory and pale white lingerie, tied into it with nude jute rope, wrapped in it tightly, the rope and the corset laces tangled together. She reaches back and unhooks her bra...
April 19, 2025 at 6:41 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
Obviously
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📷: my wife, Jordan
A nude body, well muscled and in motion, a feminine body arching up into a bridge pose, hips and pelvis lifted, muscles flexed as lift their body up, hands hauling on the rubber covered straps of a chastity belt, the metal cupping their body and pressing deep, the line and arc of their motion seeming to follow the line of pressure they draw by pulling the straps with their hands. A useless and powerful motion, an arc, a circle...
December 2, 2025 at 1:29 AM
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wagedispute.bsky.social
Pretending its still Monday so I can post this for #monochromemonday

Full series on Patreon!
Sepf portrait, April 2020.
A black and white photo of a nude model kneeling on their knees on a bed holding up a large photo book over their face
December 1, 2025 at 8:38 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
D a r k & D i r t y
as in : I am a house full of ghosts
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Organic Reach vol. 4 is live
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laurenjanek.com/organicreach
A strange composition to photos. Back and white and stacked on top of each other, close and tense and cropped so you can see the whole of neither. The top photo is of a body in shadow. The hands are reaching up as though to touch their chest. There is the faintest glimmer of a thigh high, but it is hard to distinguish amongst the shadowed triangle. The photo below is the person in a veil reaching up to touch their canine incisor, press hard, a strained animal expression on their face which is obscured.....
November 25, 2025 at 12:02 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
"red hot & blue" is an amazing album that also happens to be an AIDS tribute album from 1990 - growing up I was obsessed with it.
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music.youtube.com/playlist?lis...
Red Hot + Blue: A Tribute to Cole Porter - Album by Red Hot Org
Red Hot + Blue is the first compilation album from the Red Hot Organization in the Red Hot Benefit Series. It features contemporary pop performers reinterpreting several songs by Cole Porter, with the...
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December 1, 2025 at 9:10 PM
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pansexualsasquatch.bsky.social
📸 by @laurenjane.bsky.social

Words cannot describe how much I needed this shoot and to get back in front of the camera. Also just making a delightful new friend (the photographer, not the little horse) and buzzing about future collaboration. I feel so re-energized.

#QueerArt #PhotoShoot #enby
Matt is a very large bearded Enby, with hair shaved at the sides. They clutch a little white toy horse close to their chest sitting On the floor of a fabric cave staring into a distant light. A guarded softness protecting an inner healing queer child.
November 30, 2025 at 10:30 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
Snake
vol.5
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a high contrast black and white photo with heavy grain and texture. Legs, wrapped in snake fishnets, slender, flexed and leaning against a plaster wall, framed by a sword in black scabbard gleaming, clear plastic reflecting scattered light. The image is copied and flipped, like a playing card, the same upside down as right-side up.
June 1, 2025 at 11:52 PM
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markrothko.bsky.social
Untitled
https://botfrens.com/collections/25/contents/4942
November 17, 2025 at 2:11 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
Pony pony pony
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I loved working with Matt and we are planning another shoot I'm soooo excited.
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@pansexualsasquatch.bsky.social
A high grain photo of a masculine person, flooded with sun and heavy textured almost sandy orange light. Matt is only half dressed in a white net shirt, a historical signifiers of queer masculine culture, and they clutch a painted white plastic pony across their chest and belly as though it is something precious. They look into the camera with an intense but calm expression, an insular expression. They are thinking their own thoughts. They're looking at the camera but they are somewhere else. The photo is a strange combination of whimsy and seriousness, perhaps it is uncomfortable, perhaps that is what it is to be queer - Joy and personal significance held in a context not many other people understand. A large masculine person reclining, smoldering, under a many layered veil of white lace and plastic. The lace and the plastic move the light around so the image is almost entirely free of shadows and Matt is lit from every direction, they are reclining on a white sheet. They're white net top gathered up around their chest belly exposed their beard and hair swept around their face. They look into the camera seriously, present and intense.
November 30, 2025 at 1:00 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
It looks like winter
But not quite
Like November
Not autumn
Not winter
Something in-between

Sometimes I take a picture
That isn't like me
A strangers photo
Except I did take it
So it is me
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I wrote this poem out of some dialogue from 3 Days Of The Condor.
black and white and full of haze, artifacts in the photo create strange depth and obscur the forms so the subject drifts into appearance, emerges from the light. A feminine form mostly nude, anonymous, touches itself softly on the chest. Dark hair pinned against their throat by a thick leather collar forcing their chin up, jaw lifted, the small scrap of their mouth visible at the top edge of the photo is slightly open as though they are breathing in. Black and white and drenched in a hazy grain, a feminine body appears out of the gray. The same body the same thick heavy collar snapping their hair and throat close, lifting their head up so they seem to swoon, eyes closed. With one hand they reach up and they touch the ring on the collar. Hook one finger through it and pull gently like testing a fence or touching a flower petal. Their little finger is lifted and their wrist is poised as though they are about to take a sip from a cup of tea.
November 9, 2025 at 1:00 PM
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mohamedahmedfarmer.bsky.social
Hello friends! Barley is multiplying; 1000 barley seeds will sprout. Last year there were only 3. Please share and donate if you can.
chuffed.org/project/help...
November 30, 2025 at 2:22 PM
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laurenjane.bsky.social
Flies to butterflies, the greatest gift you can wish on your enemies is evolution
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It's just a little bit out of focus. A color photo unedited just right out of the camera. Long legs and a narrowed waist, one hand pulling up a thigh high. The other thigh high is slouched down a little bit and a leather band wraps around it, A slight depression in the skin just under the curve if their ass... A photo taken just a moment later, sharp, pulled in focus, their hand more flexed the thigh high more pulled their hip more turned... All of it just a little bit more.
November 23, 2025 at 3:40 AM
laurenjane.bsky.social
I don't like to read my grief books for school alone at home because they're all about death and grief, so I like to read them in places where people are alive like coffee shops or bars
November 30, 2025 at 8:30 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
Y'all have to like this. You can't just like pictures of my boobs. It's rude
laurenjane.bsky.social Ruin Jane @laurenjane.bsky.social · 3d
Pony pony pony
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I loved working with Matt and we are planning another shoot I'm soooo excited.
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@pansexualsasquatch.bsky.social
A high grain photo of a masculine person, flooded with sun and heavy textured almost sandy orange light. Matt is only half dressed in a white net shirt, a historical signifiers of queer masculine culture, and they clutch a painted white plastic pony across their chest and belly as though it is something precious. They look into the camera with an intense but calm expression, an insular expression. They are thinking their own thoughts. They're looking at the camera but they are somewhere else. The photo is a strange combination of whimsy and seriousness, perhaps it is uncomfortable, perhaps that is what it is to be queer - Joy and personal significance held in a context not many other people understand. A large masculine person reclining, smoldering, under a many layered veil of white lace and plastic. The lace and the plastic move the light around so the image is almost entirely free of shadows and Matt is lit from every direction, they are reclining on a white sheet. They're white net top gathered up around their chest belly exposed their beard and hair swept around their face. They look into the camera seriously, present and intense.
November 30, 2025 at 2:01 PM
laurenjane.bsky.social
But absolutely God forbid a system you want people using in 20 years takes longer than 10 minutes to build.
laurenjane.bsky.social Ruin Jane @laurenjane.bsky.social · 3d
Experience design would go a lot farther if allowed any kind of conversation about user experience and infrastructure to break out of a 2 to 6 week dev cycle.
November 30, 2025 at 1:56 PM