My brain literally cannot comprehend all of the bad stuff that just happened today so instead: scholastic book fair now has online wallets that you can use for your kiddos at the book fair- but also, you can donate to “share the fair” so others w/o can get books.

Got another job rejection email. I know this doesn’t define my worth but I’m struggling to get creative at building web applications.

I fear I wasted 10 months on a career change because I’ve been under employed since September 2023

Ranking my sadness by music.

I’m currently cycling through
“Not Today” by Alessia Cara and “I’ll Cover You”(Reprise) from Rent.

Leaning more on the Rent side.

From a journalist friend: Just spreading the word. The CDC is purging data, so people should archive their favorite CDC datasets today, namely ones around race/ethnic diversity, LGBTQ, and reproductive health. Also health data involving climate. The youth risk behavior survey has already gone down.

“And some of those who burn crosses
are the same who hold office”

I had to download videos from my dad’s TikTok so i wouldn’t lose videos of him lip syncing and the one video of him actually speaking.

I miss my dad.

That is all.

How’s my 2025 going so far.

I have funeral Saturday January 11 for my grandmother which is 5 day after her birth.

I got the infamous “tell me a start date email” from minware which only leads to be rejection 2 weeks later.

It’s currently 46° outside and I’m outside coming down with the plague.

Things I’ve Done So Far Today:
1. Got out of bed
2. Took my dog out
3. Made coffee
4. Took out the trash
5. Got my mom set up to watch her favorite movie (White Christmas)
6. Got back into bed
7. Slide into a deep sadness.

At least I have my sadness buddy

Welp I’m out here getting re-traumatized at the hospital with my grandma.

2024 needs to sit its ass down. 😒

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What makes people think that I want bitcoin influencers to follow me or people cosplaying as CEOs?

I block people for less.

Also news people don’t follow me I get my news elsewhere. I’m here for the vibes.

#theamazingdea253

I officially regret the trajectory that I have put my life on.

I know depression and grief is written all over this but between being underemployed, job hunting in an over saturated market with a bootcamp certification and having to do things that require money.

I’m tired.

Why the hell do I have an Elonia Musk impersonator I’m hoping following me. I need a trusted adult

Reminder that your favorite local indie bookstores make a lot of their yearly income during the holiday season.

Go shop local today. ❤️

Libraries are offering free health and wellness classes across the US

It’s is currently 11:00 am cst. I have gotten up took the dog out put food in his bowl and gone back to bed.

I should be job hunting for my first Web Developer job, building my portfolio and networking.

Getting out of bed was my win for the day. #grief

I’m being extra mood reader-ish. Currently Reading:
Tiffany Patterson- Jacob’s Song & Until My Last Breath
Letty Frame- Survival is Hard
Susie Tate- Gold Digger

About to buy:
Lilith’s Brood series
Parable series
Kindred