Kivrin E
@kivrin.bsky.social
Lix / summerstorm in various places / they/them / @backwardsyear.bsky.social
Lying down not because I'm tired but because my executive function has fully fucked off
November 16, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Lying down not because I'm tired but because my executive function has fully fucked off
Re: Mighty Nein, vaguely so it's not a spoiler: I actually hate when movies or TV shows start with a peek into what the villains are doing before they go into the characters the story is actually about. My attention span does not care yet!
November 15, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Re: Mighty Nein, vaguely so it's not a spoiler: I actually hate when movies or TV shows start with a peek into what the villains are doing before they go into the characters the story is actually about. My attention span does not care yet!
November 15, 2025 at 3:15 PM
I don't think I've ever listened to a lot of 60s-80s music but I was absolutely listening to jazz and swing in 2005. I think I even had an actual Ella & Louis CD, not just stuff on my computer/mp3 player.
November 14, 2025 at 5:04 PM
I don't think I've ever listened to a lot of 60s-80s music but I was absolutely listening to jazz and swing in 2005. I think I even had an actual Ella & Louis CD, not just stuff on my computer/mp3 player.
I managed to forget about the package situation during my ttrpg session and have fun, and almost immediately after my anxiety settled in my throat abd I started disassociating. Why am I like this. It's not THAT big of a deal. It's certainly not pressing! And yet
November 14, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I managed to forget about the package situation during my ttrpg session and have fun, and almost immediately after my anxiety settled in my throat abd I started disassociating. Why am I like this. It's not THAT big of a deal. It's certainly not pressing! And yet
Universal basic income is consistently proved to be a fantastic investment and it needs to be a thing everywhere immediately.
"my least woke opinion is---"
That's enough. We've had enough people indulging in the "thrill of a little conservatism", as a treat. Of considering reactionary thought to be a salacious and taboo in a world descending into reactionary mania.
Give me your MOST woke opinions. We're bringing it back.
That's enough. We've had enough people indulging in the "thrill of a little conservatism", as a treat. Of considering reactionary thought to be a salacious and taboo in a world descending into reactionary mania.
Give me your MOST woke opinions. We're bringing it back.
November 14, 2025 at 3:56 PM
Universal basic income is consistently proved to be a fantastic investment and it needs to be a thing everywhere immediately.
It's gotten cold enough that Ciri and Gorgug are willingly sharing the real estate that is my body instead of one of them getting on my lap and the other thinking, "but that's my spot? I guess I find a spot elsewhere?"
November 13, 2025 at 7:16 PM
It's gotten cold enough that Ciri and Gorgug are willingly sharing the real estate that is my body instead of one of them getting on my lap and the other thinking, "but that's my spot? I guess I find a spot elsewhere?"
I calmed down a little, but I still nearly threw my phone onto my laptop by accident, so the anxiety remains present in my shit fine motor skills.
November 13, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I calmed down a little, but I still nearly threw my phone onto my laptop by accident, so the anxiety remains present in my shit fine motor skills.
For the sake of my profile not being just begging and complaining, here's a picture of the controller stand my sister got me for my birthday! It's so cute.
November 13, 2025 at 4:36 PM
For the sake of my profile not being just begging and complaining, here's a picture of the controller stand my sister got me for my birthday! It's so cute.
Obviously my ps5 dreams are gonna stay dreams now. I just wanna play what everyone else is playing, but alas.
November 13, 2025 at 4:18 PM
Obviously my ps5 dreams are gonna stay dreams now. I just wanna play what everyone else is playing, but alas.
God, I hate when my body responds to stress by freezing and hurting and then my brain starts with the vague suicidal ideation intrusive thoughts that I've been trying so hard to redirect.
November 13, 2025 at 4:14 PM
God, I hate when my body responds to stress by freezing and hurting and then my brain starts with the vague suicidal ideation intrusive thoughts that I've been trying so hard to redirect.
Springfield hasn't sorted the thing with my order yet so it's all around just paralyzing anxiety over here, how fun.
November 13, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Springfield hasn't sorted the thing with my order yet so it's all around just paralyzing anxiety over here, how fun.
Fuck it. My mom just gave me a fifty to go get toilet paper and sent my stomach into knots by telling me she only has three 50 eur bills left. If anyone can help give us a bit of a safety net, my paypal is battlesinthemorning@gmail.com I also have a Wise acct now? #mutualaid (is that the right tag?)
November 13, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Fuck it. My mom just gave me a fifty to go get toilet paper and sent my stomach into knots by telling me she only has three 50 eur bills left. If anyone can help give us a bit of a safety net, my paypal is battlesinthemorning@gmail.com I also have a Wise acct now? #mutualaid (is that the right tag?)
Look how good my friend's site looks! If you're in Toronto I absolutely recommend at the very least going to see one of their gigs if you have a chance.
Trying to make my whimsical apocalypse job one step closer to possible by making a website to support it
www.natedavismusic.com
www.natedavismusic.com
Nate Davis Music
Nate Davis is a mandolin and clawhammer banjo instructor and musician based in Toronto, ON, offering education and performance in authentic roots styles.
www.natedavismusic.com
November 11, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Look how good my friend's site looks! If you're in Toronto I absolutely recommend at the very least going to see one of their gigs if you have a chance.
I logged onto twitter. Desperate times call for desperate measures. (Fine, it was lingerie and a shirt, but I wanted it! I used my birthday voucher on it! A friend paid for it!) I mean, they're doing fine with the claim but come the fuck on. I'm slowly calming down as the lorazepam I took kicks in.
November 10, 2025 at 6:26 PM
I logged onto twitter. Desperate times call for desperate measures. (Fine, it was lingerie and a shirt, but I wanted it! I used my birthday voucher on it! A friend paid for it!) I mean, they're doing fine with the claim but come the fuck on. I'm slowly calming down as the lorazepam I took kicks in.
I got an empty package today from Springfield (the Spanish store) and opened a complaint with the delivery company and I am PISSED. Bitchass delivery boy just ran off like, you couldn't check your truck at least? it was torn open and empty!!!
Maybe this is what will make me log into twitter.
Maybe this is what will make me log into twitter.
November 10, 2025 at 5:53 PM
I got an empty package today from Springfield (the Spanish store) and opened a complaint with the delivery company and I am PISSED. Bitchass delivery boy just ran off like, you couldn't check your truck at least? it was torn open and empty!!!
Maybe this is what will make me log into twitter.
Maybe this is what will make me log into twitter.
They're too photogenic. Stop showing me up.
November 10, 2025 at 3:19 PM
They're too photogenic. Stop showing me up.
I look exactly the same. Which is good because I like how I look. I miss daylight so much though.
November 8, 2025 at 10:50 PM
I look exactly the same. Which is good because I like how I look. I miss daylight so much though.
Got under a blanket with the cats for a bit. May or may not be crying but it's like 80% because I'm so thankful for my friends.
November 8, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Got under a blanket with the cats for a bit. May or may not be crying but it's like 80% because I'm so thankful for my friends.
I woke up thinking you know, I'm gonna be really obnoxious about telling everyone it's my birthday but it's 4 PM and I'm too tired lmao. Hopefully coffee (and Ciri having left my room, where she'd been getting in places that make me nervous) will help.
November 8, 2025 at 3:04 PM
I woke up thinking you know, I'm gonna be really obnoxious about telling everyone it's my birthday but it's 4 PM and I'm too tired lmao. Hopefully coffee (and Ciri having left my room, where she'd been getting in places that make me nervous) will help.
*bats eyelashes*
I made a wishlist for my birthday (Nov 8) and I guess general holidays after all: www.amazon.es/hz/wishlist/... I obviously don't expect anyone to buy me a PS5 (or anything), but if you want to contribute to me buying it, my paypal is battlesinthemorning at gmail. Thank you. <3
November 6, 2025 at 6:53 PM
*bats eyelashes*
There is absolutely nothing going on behind those eyes.
November 6, 2025 at 2:32 PM
There is absolutely nothing going on behind those eyes.
I can't decide whether I want to use the Murdle book like a normal book or like a puzzle book. I'm doing pencil and erasing it after but it would be fun to color-code. But then it would be useless after! I could also work up a bunch of grids on scraps of paper and use markers on that, I guess?
November 6, 2025 at 2:28 PM
I can't decide whether I want to use the Murdle book like a normal book or like a puzzle book. I'm doing pencil and erasing it after but it would be fun to color-code. But then it would be useless after! I could also work up a bunch of grids on scraps of paper and use markers on that, I guess?
I want to say I understand why my mom is clearly judging me for wanting to buy a PS5 and not going along when she expected me to pay for groceries today just because I tested out a card yesterday, but last year I had to ask her to be nicer about my birthday gift, which was two 7 eur sets of dice.
November 5, 2025 at 5:38 PM
I want to say I understand why my mom is clearly judging me for wanting to buy a PS5 and not going along when she expected me to pay for groceries today just because I tested out a card yesterday, but last year I had to ask her to be nicer about my birthday gift, which was two 7 eur sets of dice.
This Saturday! I added a couple things to the list too.
I made a wishlist for my birthday (Nov 8) and I guess general holidays after all: www.amazon.es/hz/wishlist/... I obviously don't expect anyone to buy me a PS5 (or anything), but if you want to contribute to me buying it, my paypal is battlesinthemorning at gmail. Thank you. <3
November 4, 2025 at 4:46 PM
This Saturday! I added a couple things to the list too.