when this 5am sadness is overwhelming me I wonder if somewhere out there in the universe, someone is feeling the exact same desolation. what if this ache in my chest is not an independent, but an echo of a distant grief.. a shared despair that reached me.

it’s my bestie’s birthday & another sick reminder that I will never see or speak to her ever again. I robbed myself of being in her final two years bc neither one of us would swallow our pride. I miss her every single day, but I also miss the person I used to be before she died

33 days until EDC, but i’m right where you left me 😭

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this dude insinuated that i’m cheating for having awareness & paying attention to my mini map consistently. people legitimately get shit on in this game, and it’s still cheating somehow. you got fuckin wrecked kid. sorry 🥱 #warzone #callofduty #verdansk

so happy ariana snatched off that glinda wig and created twilight zone. i’m never getting over it.

The Most Dangerous Game

me waiting for a direct hit from a tornado

I gave her the ick. pls I just like her skin im sorry. 😭 #fortnite

wear your seatbelt. #fortnite

i’ll never leave… nevermind open.spotify.com/track/3YkNIr...

I feel like we don’t talk about that line in fortnight… “all my mornings are mondays stuck in an endless february” she’s insane for that one.TTPD will win AOTY at the grammys.🏆

my sweetest girl

missing my best friend and her daughter during the holidays extra.

the problem is i want to play every video game and there are only finite hours in a lifetime

tis the damn season🎄