JD (Human Disaster)
@jdnotjasondean.bsky.social
We love bones & knives | We're still in our MCR phase
Organizer for Live From The Apocalypse
TTRPG Performer
Aspiring Writer
Fully feral
Organizer for Live From The Apocalypse
TTRPG Performer
Aspiring Writer
Fully feral
Tomorrow is my birthday and I am grieving and in talks with my treatment team about going back into residential. 😮💨 Happy birthday to me.
February 16, 2026 at 9:31 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday and I am grieving and in talks with my treatment team about going back into residential. 😮💨 Happy birthday to me.
There is so much I've been having to come to terms with and it is exhausting and scary and changing my entire life. I'm rebuilding from the ground up and even the foundation is feeling pretty cracked and unsteady right now. 😮💨
It's been almost 5 months already and it seems I'm just at the beginning.
It's been almost 5 months already and it seems I'm just at the beginning.
February 9, 2026 at 11:04 PM
There is so much I've been having to come to terms with and it is exhausting and scary and changing my entire life. I'm rebuilding from the ground up and even the foundation is feeling pretty cracked and unsteady right now. 😮💨
It's been almost 5 months already and it seems I'm just at the beginning.
It's been almost 5 months already and it seems I'm just at the beginning.
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On the struggle bus these last few days because it’s been almost four months since my breakdown and I’m frustrated and disheartened that I’m not further along in recovery and still struggling to come to terms with the fact that I can’t do so much of what I used to do. 😮💨
January 6, 2026 at 11:51 AM
On the struggle bus these last few days because it’s been almost four months since my breakdown and I’m frustrated and disheartened that I’m not further along in recovery and still struggling to come to terms with the fact that I can’t do so much of what I used to do. 😮💨
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I desperately want to get back to creating. That spark is finally starting to return and I’m ready to begin carefully and cautiously stoking that fire.
January 2, 2026 at 1:13 PM
I desperately want to get back to creating. That spark is finally starting to return and I’m ready to begin carefully and cautiously stoking that fire.
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Me, waking up this morning, to 2026:
January 1, 2026 at 2:11 PM
Me, waking up this morning, to 2026:
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My greatest accomplishment of 2025 is just surviving this past year. Everything else is secondary.
Have a safe New Year's Eve, everyone. I'll catch you all on the flipside. 💜
Have a safe New Year's Eve, everyone. I'll catch you all on the flipside. 💜
January 1, 2026 at 1:38 AM
My greatest accomplishment of 2025 is just surviving this past year. Everything else is secondary.
Have a safe New Year's Eve, everyone. I'll catch you all on the flipside. 💜
Have a safe New Year's Eve, everyone. I'll catch you all on the flipside. 💜
Taking a step back from TTRPG storytelling to prioritize my mental health due to recent diagnoses and treatment needs.
Refocusing on other forms of storytelling in 2026. Writing is something that I've very much missed and while it won't be the same, it is a much healthier way to create for me.
Refocusing on other forms of storytelling in 2026. Writing is something that I've very much missed and while it won't be the same, it is a much healthier way to create for me.
December 28, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Taking a step back from TTRPG storytelling to prioritize my mental health due to recent diagnoses and treatment needs.
Refocusing on other forms of storytelling in 2026. Writing is something that I've very much missed and while it won't be the same, it is a much healthier way to create for me.
Refocusing on other forms of storytelling in 2026. Writing is something that I've very much missed and while it won't be the same, it is a much healthier way to create for me.
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BREAKING NEWS: Gävlebocken has collapsed due to strong winds! Just like when it was devoured by birds in '23, nature steps in when man fails to step up!
@sarahz.bsky.social
@sarahz.bsky.social
December 27, 2025 at 4:23 PM
BREAKING NEWS: Gävlebocken has collapsed due to strong winds! Just like when it was devoured by birds in '23, nature steps in when man fails to step up!
@sarahz.bsky.social
@sarahz.bsky.social
One thing I heard over and over again in residential is that you find out who your true friends are when you start focusing on recovery and damn if that isn’t true.
And it’s still gut wrenching for the ones you lose, even when you understand that it’s ultimately for the best.
And it’s still gut wrenching for the ones you lose, even when you understand that it’s ultimately for the best.
December 27, 2025 at 9:45 PM
One thing I heard over and over again in residential is that you find out who your true friends are when you start focusing on recovery and damn if that isn’t true.
And it’s still gut wrenching for the ones you lose, even when you understand that it’s ultimately for the best.
And it’s still gut wrenching for the ones you lose, even when you understand that it’s ultimately for the best.
We love a cup of coffee in the morning ☕
And by morning I mean after noon.
And by morning I mean after noon.
December 27, 2025 at 5:36 PM
We love a cup of coffee in the morning ☕
And by morning I mean after noon.
And by morning I mean after noon.
Home for the holidays🎄
a woman is making a funny face in front of a christmas tree and a sign that says a32
Alt: a woman is making a funny face in front of a christmas tree and a sign - she gives variations on merry Christmas, including merry crisis.
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December 25, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Home for the holidays🎄
Back home after almost two months away. Still in intensive treatment and there's a long way to go but I'm glad to be home for the holidays. 🖤
December 14, 2025 at 11:51 PM
Back home after almost two months away. Still in intensive treatment and there's a long way to go but I'm glad to be home for the holidays. 🖤
2025 has been the worst year on record (which is saying something) and December apparently couldn't go by without utterly gutting me.
One step forward, two steps back.
One step forward, two steps back.
December 3, 2025 at 12:52 AM
2025 has been the worst year on record (which is saying something) and December apparently couldn't go by without utterly gutting me.
One step forward, two steps back.
One step forward, two steps back.
I’m an overachiever and that means I’m on track to get over 50 days on the residential unit. ✌️
December 2, 2025 at 1:19 PM
I’m an overachiever and that means I’m on track to get over 50 days on the residential unit. ✌️
CW: mental health
I haven't been active or around much lately because I've been in the midst of a mental health crisis. I started a PHP several weeks ago and at some point this week I will be stepping up in care and heading out of state to a residential treatment facility for the next 30-45 days.
I haven't been active or around much lately because I've been in the midst of a mental health crisis. I started a PHP several weeks ago and at some point this week I will be stepping up in care and heading out of state to a residential treatment facility for the next 30-45 days.
October 19, 2025 at 5:12 PM
CW: mental health
I haven't been active or around much lately because I've been in the midst of a mental health crisis. I started a PHP several weeks ago and at some point this week I will be stepping up in care and heading out of state to a residential treatment facility for the next 30-45 days.
I haven't been active or around much lately because I've been in the midst of a mental health crisis. I started a PHP several weeks ago and at some point this week I will be stepping up in care and heading out of state to a residential treatment facility for the next 30-45 days.
Universe, I am begging you to give me a break 🙃
October 6, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Universe, I am begging you to give me a break 🙃
I was thinking "disappearing" but "fading" works just as well.
October 3, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I was thinking "disappearing" but "fading" works just as well.
Had my first day in more intensive treatment and I am so tired but so glad I am taking this step.
October 1, 2025 at 10:55 PM
Had my first day in more intensive treatment and I am so tired but so glad I am taking this step.
I'm taking a really big and scary step tomorrow and could use some good vibes sent my way because right now I'm pretty terrified. I know it's what needs to happen but it's not an easy thing to be doing.
September 30, 2025 at 11:52 PM
I'm taking a really big and scary step tomorrow and could use some good vibes sent my way because right now I'm pretty terrified. I know it's what needs to happen but it's not an easy thing to be doing.
Riv's got some plans cooking right now
September 25, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Riv's got some plans cooking right now
'Cause I've been here so many times before
Don't you think I look pretty
Curled up on this bathroom floor
But where you see weakness I see wit
Sometimes I fall to pieces
Just to see what bits of me don't fit
Don't you think I look pretty
Curled up on this bathroom floor
But where you see weakness I see wit
Sometimes I fall to pieces
Just to see what bits of me don't fit
September 24, 2025 at 1:15 AM
'Cause I've been here so many times before
Don't you think I look pretty
Curled up on this bathroom floor
But where you see weakness I see wit
Sometimes I fall to pieces
Just to see what bits of me don't fit
Don't you think I look pretty
Curled up on this bathroom floor
But where you see weakness I see wit
Sometimes I fall to pieces
Just to see what bits of me don't fit
It really feels like everything I’ve ever worked for is for nothing and my entire world is crumbling around me.
September 20, 2025 at 9:54 PM
It really feels like everything I’ve ever worked for is for nothing and my entire world is crumbling around me.