Jager Darklite 🐴🔞
@jagerdarklite.bsky.social
https://barnyardbulge.com/
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Horse shaped bulgemancer ready to make you fun shaped too!
Definitely old enough to know better
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No Under 18s! 🔞🚽
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JagerD
SubStar: https://subscribestar.adult/jager-darklite
Horse shaped bulgemancer ready to make you fun shaped too!
Definitely old enough to know better
ΔΘ
No Under 18s! 🔞🚽
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I need to tell people and I'm still not sure how to do that yet, but I need to.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
I know I don't do any art or really anything worth subscribing at the moment but I'm struggling to buy food.
I really wish things were different, I really do. This is embarrassing and frustrating and I can't help but feel like I'm standing in the ruins of what was, I hate it.
I really wish things were different, I really do. This is embarrassing and frustrating and I can't help but feel like I'm standing in the ruins of what was, I hate it.
October 31, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I know I don't do any art or really anything worth subscribing at the moment but I'm struggling to buy food.
I really wish things were different, I really do. This is embarrassing and frustrating and I can't help but feel like I'm standing in the ruins of what was, I hate it.
I really wish things were different, I really do. This is embarrassing and frustrating and I can't help but feel like I'm standing in the ruins of what was, I hate it.
I joined FA and thus this community around abouts 2011. And it's where I've always felt home. Where I've felt accepted and free to explore with my art and share it with others.
It's also the only place I've seemed to find any success in my life. A way to make money to live.
It's also the only place I've seemed to find any success in my life. A way to make money to live.
October 4, 2025 at 9:51 AM
I joined FA and thus this community around abouts 2011. And it's where I've always felt home. Where I've felt accepted and free to explore with my art and share it with others.
It's also the only place I've seemed to find any success in my life. A way to make money to live.
It's also the only place I've seemed to find any success in my life. A way to make money to live.
I'm tired, really tired. But I can't sleep no matter the amount of pills the man gives me to cope with the same pain the man deals to me.
I don't know.
And I really mean I don't know.
I've lost my voice and the colour in my eyes.
I just lived and I didn't know it deserved this.
I don't know.
And I really mean I don't know.
I've lost my voice and the colour in my eyes.
I just lived and I didn't know it deserved this.
September 20, 2025 at 4:27 AM
I'm tired, really tired. But I can't sleep no matter the amount of pills the man gives me to cope with the same pain the man deals to me.
I don't know.
And I really mean I don't know.
I've lost my voice and the colour in my eyes.
I just lived and I didn't know it deserved this.
I don't know.
And I really mean I don't know.
I've lost my voice and the colour in my eyes.
I just lived and I didn't know it deserved this.
This is the longest I've gone without making art. It makes me sick.
After so many years of being Jager to being forced to not be.
I miss you all so much, really I do. I have a few very close trusted friends of ours helping me through this, without them I would likely be dead, that is the truth.
After so many years of being Jager to being forced to not be.
I miss you all so much, really I do. I have a few very close trusted friends of ours helping me through this, without them I would likely be dead, that is the truth.
July 31, 2025 at 2:29 AM
This is the longest I've gone without making art. It makes me sick.
After so many years of being Jager to being forced to not be.
I miss you all so much, really I do. I have a few very close trusted friends of ours helping me through this, without them I would likely be dead, that is the truth.
After so many years of being Jager to being forced to not be.
I miss you all so much, really I do. I have a few very close trusted friends of ours helping me through this, without them I would likely be dead, that is the truth.
I used to see Intercision as such a intimately cruel thing, and was glad that it was just fictional.
But I've found that it really does exist in reality, along with all the clinical "it's for your own good to remove the evil"-ness.
I really hope I'm not dead in there. Really.
But I've found that it really does exist in reality, along with all the clinical "it's for your own good to remove the evil"-ness.
I really hope I'm not dead in there. Really.
July 4, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I used to see Intercision as such a intimately cruel thing, and was glad that it was just fictional.
But I've found that it really does exist in reality, along with all the clinical "it's for your own good to remove the evil"-ness.
I really hope I'm not dead in there. Really.
But I've found that it really does exist in reality, along with all the clinical "it's for your own good to remove the evil"-ness.
I really hope I'm not dead in there. Really.
Support has dried up enough that I cant buy food any more, which was to be expected I suppose.
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do any more.
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do any more.
July 1, 2025 at 7:09 PM
Support has dried up enough that I cant buy food any more, which was to be expected I suppose.
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do any more.
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do any more.
If I make it through this I want to live, I want to go to BFC and all the others, I want to be me.
July 1, 2025 at 6:04 AM
If I make it through this I want to live, I want to go to BFC and all the others, I want to be me.
What do you do when you aren't able to exist and there's no fighting back, no escaping?
I just keep being left with the same answer daily and I don't know how to act on that while I still barely have the autonomy to.
I need the innocent days, of expression and exploration.
For me, they're a memory.
I just keep being left with the same answer daily and I don't know how to act on that while I still barely have the autonomy to.
I need the innocent days, of expression and exploration.
For me, they're a memory.
June 27, 2025 at 2:07 AM
What do you do when you aren't able to exist and there's no fighting back, no escaping?
I just keep being left with the same answer daily and I don't know how to act on that while I still barely have the autonomy to.
I need the innocent days, of expression and exploration.
For me, they're a memory.
I just keep being left with the same answer daily and I don't know how to act on that while I still barely have the autonomy to.
I need the innocent days, of expression and exploration.
For me, they're a memory.
Pride hits a lot different when you're actively being repressed and told to stop interacting with a community.
June 3, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Pride hits a lot different when you're actively being repressed and told to stop interacting with a community.
I miss everyone, I miss existing, I'm worried that I'll be forgotten or worse.
The challenges I'm facing, I feel like a bird under 100ft of water being expected to swim.
Everything is wrong, and I can't do anything about it.
The challenges I'm facing, I feel like a bird under 100ft of water being expected to swim.
Everything is wrong, and I can't do anything about it.
May 24, 2025 at 12:35 AM
I miss everyone, I miss existing, I'm worried that I'll be forgotten or worse.
The challenges I'm facing, I feel like a bird under 100ft of water being expected to swim.
Everything is wrong, and I can't do anything about it.
The challenges I'm facing, I feel like a bird under 100ft of water being expected to swim.
Everything is wrong, and I can't do anything about it.
Reposted by Jager Darklite 🐴🔞
October 19, 2024 at 6:48 PM
I really can't take the stress of the situation I'm in any more.
Really, if you knew exactly what. But I'm not even sure if I can legally say what.
Like really. I'm sick.
Really, if you knew exactly what. But I'm not even sure if I can legally say what.
Like really. I'm sick.
May 3, 2025 at 3:04 AM
I really can't take the stress of the situation I'm in any more.
Really, if you knew exactly what. But I'm not even sure if I can legally say what.
Like really. I'm sick.
Really, if you knew exactly what. But I'm not even sure if I can legally say what.
Like really. I'm sick.
Reposted by Jager Darklite 🐴🔞
Also wanna add that if you see accounts, like on telegram, pop up saying its me, it's not me. I'll let ppl know when/ if I get new stuff.
March 10, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Also wanna add that if you see accounts, like on telegram, pop up saying its me, it's not me. I'll let ppl know when/ if I get new stuff.
I posted this earlier but deleted it. I've written a billion drafts and deleted them. This is all my brain keeps doing about literally everything and its made me very sick.
So this is what I'm going to do.
I'm going to state the facts.
So this is what I'm going to do.
I'm going to state the facts.
March 7, 2025 at 11:49 PM
I posted this earlier but deleted it. I've written a billion drafts and deleted them. This is all my brain keeps doing about literally everything and its made me very sick.
So this is what I'm going to do.
I'm going to state the facts.
So this is what I'm going to do.
I'm going to state the facts.
Why is being free to be me so hard to ask? Why does everyone else get that right but me?
Legitimately, something is wrong. This reality isn't the real one is it.
Something happened, none of this is real. I Don't know how to get out.
Legitimately, something is wrong. This reality isn't the real one is it.
Something happened, none of this is real. I Don't know how to get out.
February 6, 2025 at 10:11 AM
Why is being free to be me so hard to ask? Why does everyone else get that right but me?
Legitimately, something is wrong. This reality isn't the real one is it.
Something happened, none of this is real. I Don't know how to get out.
Legitimately, something is wrong. This reality isn't the real one is it.
Something happened, none of this is real. I Don't know how to get out.
Reposted by Jager Darklite 🐴🔞
I need to tell people and I'm still not sure how to do that yet, but I need to.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
January 28, 2025 at 11:25 PM
I need to tell people and I'm still not sure how to do that yet, but I need to.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
I have entirely lost access to my PC and all files etc with it and no longer have my own home and it will be like that indefinitely.
I have no control over this.
The bottom line is, I can't be Jager.
Reposted by Jager Darklite 🐴🔞
Sorry for the mess around.
I'll be looking at the forms given in for commissions in a bit and picking them for the month and letting people know if I've picked their's. So you have an hour or so if you wanted to put in the last minute form lol.
I'll be looking at the forms given in for commissions in a bit and picking them for the month and letting people know if I've picked their's. So you have an hour or so if you wanted to put in the last minute form lol.
January 10, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Sorry for the mess around.
I'll be looking at the forms given in for commissions in a bit and picking them for the month and letting people know if I've picked their's. So you have an hour or so if you wanted to put in the last minute form lol.
I'll be looking at the forms given in for commissions in a bit and picking them for the month and letting people know if I've picked their's. So you have an hour or so if you wanted to put in the last minute form lol.
I'm going to give a blanket statement, this isn't at any individual, it's just because this keeps happening.
I am very very grateful for the support. But do not give me money as a gift/ tip without me asking and then ask me afterwards to give you or some one else a commission with it.
I am very very grateful for the support. But do not give me money as a gift/ tip without me asking and then ask me afterwards to give you or some one else a commission with it.
January 7, 2025 at 9:11 PM
I'm going to give a blanket statement, this isn't at any individual, it's just because this keeps happening.
I am very very grateful for the support. But do not give me money as a gift/ tip without me asking and then ask me afterwards to give you or some one else a commission with it.
I am very very grateful for the support. But do not give me money as a gift/ tip without me asking and then ask me afterwards to give you or some one else a commission with it.
If the anime's opening doesn't have way too many crows in a grey urban setting then I don't wanna watch it.
January 7, 2025 at 7:43 PM
If the anime's opening doesn't have way too many crows in a grey urban setting then I don't wanna watch it.
Don't normally do this but since it's been a long time it feels like the thing to do.
I've openned commissions for the month: barnyardbulge.com/commissions/
I've openned commissions for the month: barnyardbulge.com/commissions/
Commissions
barnyardbulge.com
January 5, 2025 at 1:36 PM
Don't normally do this but since it's been a long time it feels like the thing to do.
I've openned commissions for the month: barnyardbulge.com/commissions/
I've openned commissions for the month: barnyardbulge.com/commissions/
Aight, I'm back.
Sorry for disapearing but I was away for Christmas at family's.
Anywayyyyy...
I wanna draw animals taking fat dumps in their pants, I have withdrawal.
But also for those keeping up with my "situation" it got very end game very quickly.
Sorry for disapearing but I was away for Christmas at family's.
Anywayyyyy...
I wanna draw animals taking fat dumps in their pants, I have withdrawal.
But also for those keeping up with my "situation" it got very end game very quickly.
January 2, 2025 at 9:25 PM
Aight, I'm back.
Sorry for disapearing but I was away for Christmas at family's.
Anywayyyyy...
I wanna draw animals taking fat dumps in their pants, I have withdrawal.
But also for those keeping up with my "situation" it got very end game very quickly.
Sorry for disapearing but I was away for Christmas at family's.
Anywayyyyy...
I wanna draw animals taking fat dumps in their pants, I have withdrawal.
But also for those keeping up with my "situation" it got very end game very quickly.
Let's continue posting art >_>
Here's that one of Lola having an embarrassing accident during a game.
Here's that one of Lola having an embarrassing accident during a game.
December 17, 2024 at 8:05 AM
Let's continue posting art >_>
Here's that one of Lola having an embarrassing accident during a game.
Here's that one of Lola having an embarrassing accident during a game.
Legit me
www.youtube.com/watch?v=G811...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=G811...
December 16, 2024 at 10:37 PM
Legit me
www.youtube.com/watch?v=G811...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=G811...
I uh, sorry for the other posts.
I took a very long time to reflect and I think I owe it to everyone to just,like others have said, put one foot in front of the other and not lose my shit.
It's a mental tight rope fr, but I forget I have people helping hold me up.
I took a very long time to reflect and I think I owe it to everyone to just,like others have said, put one foot in front of the other and not lose my shit.
It's a mental tight rope fr, but I forget I have people helping hold me up.
December 16, 2024 at 8:47 PM
I uh, sorry for the other posts.
I took a very long time to reflect and I think I owe it to everyone to just,like others have said, put one foot in front of the other and not lose my shit.
It's a mental tight rope fr, but I forget I have people helping hold me up.
I took a very long time to reflect and I think I owe it to everyone to just,like others have said, put one foot in front of the other and not lose my shit.
It's a mental tight rope fr, but I forget I have people helping hold me up.