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@itsadeathcult.bsky.social
Insufferable faggot on a wayward road to perdition. Adult, they/them.
I've been ping-ponging so bad between being suicidal and depressed to lonely and depressed that I literally got giddy when the prospect of getting Madi to play xiv
November 22, 2025 at 8:23 AM
I've been ping-ponging so bad between being suicidal and depressed to lonely and depressed that I literally got giddy when the prospect of getting Madi to play xiv
NGL just really lonely and craving romantic company but also not wanting to commit to something that isn't serious or monoamorous. Like all cheers to poly people but its not for me
November 22, 2025 at 8:21 AM
NGL just really lonely and craving romantic company but also not wanting to commit to something that isn't serious or monoamorous. Like all cheers to poly people but its not for me
Actually i mite just mute people for now, idk, I'm really irritable and tired again today
November 21, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Actually i mite just mute people for now, idk, I'm really irritable and tired again today
Don't be concerned or worried if I block you out of nowhere, just know I'm focusing on breaking the cycle of the status quo I've been living in
November 21, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Don't be concerned or worried if I block you out of nowhere, just know I'm focusing on breaking the cycle of the status quo I've been living in
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Moved about 1500 pounds total of dry pet food today by hand. That's not including the approximate 600 pounds of canned pet goods that got done yesterday
November 20, 2025 at 11:39 PM
Moved about 1500 pounds total of dry pet food today by hand. That's not including the approximate 600 pounds of canned pet goods that got done yesterday
Nope. Not today.
November 20, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Nope. Not today.
I'm trying.
November 20, 2025 at 10:47 PM
I'm trying.
Maybe I just deserve the shit that happens to me. I did a lot of heinous, awful shit between the ages of 18 to 22 so this is all just atonement and I need to just close my eyes and accept my fate.
November 20, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Maybe I just deserve the shit that happens to me. I did a lot of heinous, awful shit between the ages of 18 to 22 so this is all just atonement and I need to just close my eyes and accept my fate.
It's crazy to go through such a long streak of abuse and uncertainty, poverty and hunger for the better part of 24 years, escaping that situation, only to end up right back in the poverty part
November 20, 2025 at 9:02 PM
It's crazy to go through such a long streak of abuse and uncertainty, poverty and hunger for the better part of 24 years, escaping that situation, only to end up right back in the poverty part
It doesn't matter. All I am is a doormat. A check with a face.
November 20, 2025 at 8:43 PM
It doesn't matter. All I am is a doormat. A check with a face.
I just want someone to help me consistently, man. I don't want the security of my household to always be in some form of peril every month. I just want consistent help, and to reap the rewards of busting my ass in this dead-end job at least somewhat instead of treating myself only once a year
November 20, 2025 at 8:37 PM
I just want someone to help me consistently, man. I don't want the security of my household to always be in some form of peril every month. I just want consistent help, and to reap the rewards of busting my ass in this dead-end job at least somewhat instead of treating myself only once a year
Gonna be honest, if we don't get a time extension and I have to make and e-beg post again for the millionth time to make rent, I think I might have to ask my roommates to actually call someone to put me in a mental clinic because I'm so not fucking okay and haven't been okay
November 20, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Gonna be honest, if we don't get a time extension and I have to make and e-beg post again for the millionth time to make rent, I think I might have to ask my roommates to actually call someone to put me in a mental clinic because I'm so not fucking okay and haven't been okay
I kinda really hope some curse of Ra shit befalls my Area Coordinator for scheduling his vacation right as Christmas walk/literal thanksgiving happens. Some real fucking bull shit he gets to skirt all the responsibility to play poorly in a CoD expo but whatever
November 20, 2025 at 3:59 AM
I kinda really hope some curse of Ra shit befalls my Area Coordinator for scheduling his vacation right as Christmas walk/literal thanksgiving happens. Some real fucking bull shit he gets to skirt all the responsibility to play poorly in a CoD expo but whatever
How can I be sad when someone drops art of Alcides on my out of nowhere
November 19, 2025 at 9:53 PM
How can I be sad when someone drops art of Alcides on my out of nowhere
My chill-ass coworker helped me with 9 new firearms and chit chatted me so I'm a little better. But my day got way better when Madi sent me art of Alcides
November 19, 2025 at 9:52 PM
My chill-ass coworker helped me with 9 new firearms and chit chatted me so I'm a little better. But my day got way better when Madi sent me art of Alcides
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Bought an immersion blender for the first time at age 43 and I can finally relate to this tweet
November 19, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Bought an immersion blender for the first time at age 43 and I can finally relate to this tweet
6 boards out of the 18 boards. 4 pet food, undisclosed amount of regular sporting goods.
November 19, 2025 at 8:30 PM
6 boards out of the 18 boards. 4 pet food, undisclosed amount of regular sporting goods.
My life is a fucking joke and I'm everyone's doormat bitch for the rest of my fucking life
November 19, 2025 at 7:59 PM
My life is a fucking joke and I'm everyone's doormat bitch for the rest of my fucking life
God I wish I could be so unemployed today. I wish I wish I wish I wish I didnt have any responsibilities ever and could just be a fucking slacker
November 19, 2025 at 7:54 PM
God I wish I could be so unemployed today. I wish I wish I wish I wish I didnt have any responsibilities ever and could just be a fucking slacker
Is She Into Me or Am I Reading Too Hard Into It? An autism dilemma
November 19, 2025 at 10:27 AM
Is She Into Me or Am I Reading Too Hard Into It? An autism dilemma
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Sorry that God made some grave mistakes in crafting me and now I'm an imperfect mockery of his image
November 18, 2025 at 11:12 AM
Sorry that God made some grave mistakes in crafting me and now I'm an imperfect mockery of his image
Sorry that God made me a hopeless fag who wants to fall in love and is annoyingly demi
November 18, 2025 at 11:11 AM
Sorry that God made me a hopeless fag who wants to fall in love and is annoyingly demi